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A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets Sophia 1
Chapter Seventy-fiveSophia 1OliviaI pulled over at a parking space at the front of Sebastian’s vacation house, my body shook as I stepped out of the car, heading towards the door.What will happen? What will he say? Will he get angry again and try to do something worse than leaving this time?My mind raced through these thoughts which caused me to stop and give my decision to go in there to meet him a rethink, was that really the right thing to do? Have I made the right decision?I really didn’t want to do anything which might affect his health further, I just wanted him to get better, at least before I walk away from his life like he wanted, but will going in there help me do that?I stood right there at the door, wondering if I should go in or not, if it was right to do that or not. I wanted him to have his peace, to get better, but the doctor said that could only happen if he gets his therapy and takes his drugs very well, but how was he supposed to do that when he wouldn’t lea
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets Sophia 2
Chapter Sixty-sixSophia 2Olivia“I am so sorry for all I did, it is all mom and dads fault, they got me married without my consent, and..and now.” He held my leg, still crying his lungs out.It was as if he had kept the pain to himself for some time and was now pouring all of that out, I wondered what he might have been going through since all these days, I wondered what pain he must have been in since he left home, it must have been so hard on him.I understood that whatever way he must have been treating me was because of his condition and now it seemed to have even grown worse as he couldn’t even differentiate between me and his late wife.He stood up from the floor and walked to the kitchen, grabbing a knife, he walked back to me and placed the knife in my hand, “take it, Sophia, do whatever you want to me, kill me, stab me, do whatever you want, but just free me from this guilt, just tell me you’ve forgiven me, I can’t keep living with this guilt.” He cried out, falling to his
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets Our First Kiss
Chapter Seventy-sevenOur First KissOliviaMy body shook with fear as his blazing eyes gazed at me getting head to toe, I looked down, unable to keep up with his gaze, and my eyes caught his bleeding hand once again.Was I really a problem for him? Why does he tend to hurt himself every time I was there? I had been living and beating with the guilt of what I did at the party for days now, and now he was doing more harm to himself, fueling the guilt I bore already.I took few steps away as he began to move closer to me, I was scared and I didn’t know what to do or where I could turn to, I kept my head bent, taking more steps as he moved back from me.Why was he like this? I didn’t know how to escape from him because I was really scared of what he might do. If he could hurt himself this way and not bulge, then what would he do to me? I believed he would do something worse.I kept on stepping back until I was stopped by a wall, my heart almost stopped beating when I looked up to see that
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets I Love You
Chapter Seventy-eightI Love YouOliviaTime seemed to come to a standstill as he deepened the kiss, his hand moving to my waist, pulling me close to himself.My legs shook uncontrollably, and the shot to adrenaline kept pulsing through my veins, leaving my whole body paralyzed with my lips the only thing moving, sucking on his lips.He cupped my face, his fingers rubbing on my cheeks as I took in the tasty alcohol off his lips, it seemed as though that intoxicated me as I wanted more immediately, I wanted more of him, more of what he could give me, I didn’t want the moment to end.He finally unlocked our long locked lips and looked deep into my eyes, I could see the affection and longing in his eyes, even though I knew it was fake as he still thought I was his late wife, I still melt at that look, and my panties were already filled with my wetness.He closed his eyes and kissed my forehead softly, a affectionate kiss, claiming me as his.He pulled back and looked into my eyes once aga
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets The Commotion
Chapter Seventy-nineThe CommotionOliviaI woke up with the greatest feeling of all that, the aftermath of our lovemaking washed down on me, giving me the greatest sensation ever.My part still felt hot and greasy from his push and pull into me, I could still remember the rhythmic clap of our naked skin against each other, I could remember the soft moans and groans which sounded like a melodious music to my ears.I chuckled, pulling the duvet over my head, my whole body still felt warm with his touch and the kisses he left all over my skin the night before.I chuckled once again, my cheeks burning with blushing as I remember the confession I made to him, how I told him I loved him and even if we end up going our separate ways after everything, I would still love him as much as I did now.I never knew what I was feeling wasn’t just care and concern for him, but I was in love with him, I loved him and I wanted to be with him. Those were my true feelings, and I was glad I could get it of
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets He Is Back
Chapter EightyHe Is BackOliviaMy heart raced and pounded as I sat there in the car, the thoughts of what would have happened if he hadn’t let me go raced through my mind, I could have been killed by him.I looked back the house, wondering if I should go back to check up on him, if he was fine and okay.I wasn’t sure of what was wrong with me, but I was more worried about him when I should be worried about myself. That man almost took the breath out of me, he almost killed me and I couldn’t even stop thinking about him. I couldn’t stop bothering about his well being, if he was fine or not.As much as I wanted to know that, I knew really well that going back in there would be very dangerous, I couldn’t afford to have him choke and pin me down to the wall again.I dipped the key into the ignition and zoomed out of the compound, heading back home.I couldn’t do what I promised Sebastian’s parents that I’ll do, I couldn’t bring back their son, but I should even be grateful that I could
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets Worry. Concern. Care
Chapter Eighty-oneWorry. Concern. CareSebastianI stared down at my shaky hands, what did I just try to do? What have I even done? My heart raced with fear and pain, I tried to make the same mistake all over again.I just didn’t understand it, I couldn’t tell what exactly was happening to me.I rushed to the room, standing in front of the mirror, was this really me? How did I turn into this? How did I end up this way? My head ached and hurt so much, I couldn’t think straight at all.I looked down at my hand again, still shaking with no control, I almost killed Olivia, I almost killed her for something that was so unnecessary, I hurt her for what wasn’t even her fault. I was in this condition because of myself, I was in this present situation because of my past mistakes, but I was too weak to bear the pain and guilt alone that I had to push it on to her.I grabbed my aching head, shaking it, I have made a terrible mistake, I did something I shouldn’t have done, and I just couldn’t ge
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets The Sick Olivia
Chapter Eighty-twoThe Sick Olivia OliviaA big smile radiated on my face, and a loud sigh of of relief and gratitude escaped my lips, I was glad, and happy that he finally came back, after lots of trials and troubles.I was the one who made him leave, I was happy that I was able to bring him back. Even though I didn’t know what exactly brought him back, I would still take the accolades for making him change his mind.I watched as he hugged his kids, kissing their faces with smile on his face. He must have missed them so much, he must have missed them as much as they missed him, but he couldn’t come back home because of me.I sighed again, this time it wasn’t from relief, but from all that happened in that past few days, it all began to ring through my head again.I was just about to go back my bags and leave their lives, I was about to do what the kids wanted and make their lives much more better by leaving. Sebastian’s eyes moved up slowly and met mine, he stared at me for minutes
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Chapter One Hundred And ThirteenThe Perfect Family 2Olivia“I am glad to finally meet you, father-in-law,” Sebastian bowed.I had never seen him bow for anyone except his parents.“By the time your survey is done and you’re back on your feet, you’ll have to share a drink with me for taking good care of your daughter.”Dad smiled again; his struggle to speak continued.“We should leave now; I can see that you’re heading out,” Bert said, and I nodded at him. “I will see you when you get back.”“You should keep this with you till we see again.” I handed the box over to him.“But you…”“No but, Bert. Keep it with you. We will also head out now.” I responded and turned away immediately because I knew he might want to argue.We got into the car with the kids and headed for the beach resort, which was only known to him. The kids and I sang along with the song that was playing on the radio, and Sebastian eventually joined us. It was such a happy journey to the beach. When the kids stopped si
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets The Perfect Family 1
Chapter One Hundred And TwelveThe Perfect Family 1OliviaThe chirping of the morning birds woke me up from my quality sleep. I opened my eyes one after the other and lay there on the bed for minutes, remembering how sweet and loving my life has been since the past few days.It’s been over a week since all that happened, and we have watched Sophia getting the deserved punishment for what she did to us; she was sentenced to years in jail. I was glad that I got what I wanted at the end of everything, the perfect and loving family I prayed for.I thought I had already lost the child I gave birth to years ago; I thought I was never going to see him. Still, I never knew that the heavens were preparing something special for me. It was just as if these kids came into Sebastian’s world to secure a place for me before bringing me in. Now, I was with my kids and my loving husband, one who would do anything for me.After the ordeal at the hospital, we never heard from Sara and Mitchie again, an
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets The Biological Mother
Chapter One Hundred And ElevenThe Biological MotherOliviaThe distant echoes and cries seemed to call me back from a long sleep. I gasped and jumped up; my head made a loud noise as my eyes were hit with the sunlight.Slowly, I laid back on the bed, trying to remember and understand what had happened. My ears were still so blurry, and I could still hear my name like it was being called from a distance. I could see people staring right at me in the face, fanning me and calling on me, but I couldn’t tell who they were; the blurriness in my eyes wouldn’t let me.I closed my eyes back, trying to chase away the blurriness, and when a hand grabbed mine, the warm touch made me open my eyes again, and I could see clearly now. Sebastian and the kids, they were the ones there.“Thank goodness, thank goodness,” I heard him murmur.“Olivia!” The kids chorused.I couldn’t say anything; I tried to remember it all, how I got here and what happened to me, but it was hard. I closed my eyes back, try
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets The Surrogate Mother
Chapter One Hundred And Ten The Surrogate MotherSebastianI could no longer hold back; I had to see her, I had to see for myself that the doctors were saying the truth because I still couldn’t believe it. I jumped up from the floor and pushed the door to the ward room open. I met one of the nurses there who was trying to cover her up.“Stop!” I yelled and pushed her away. “She’s not dead; she can’t be dead. She is just sleeping; she is just trying to scare me.” I fell beside her and held her hand.The coldness of her head, the now stiff limbs and closed eyes, her pale face and dry lips, the flat and steady tone of the pulse rate monitor, all of that was a testament to my emptiness. She was gone like they said, and I was left to figure myself out.“No! Olivia!” I screamed out, tears gushing down my eyes.I shook my head multiple times, I pinched myself countless times; it couldn’t be true. It was just a terrible nightmare that I could still wake up from.“Please don’t punish me this
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets Sorrows. Prayers.
Chapter One Hundred And NineSorrows. Prayers.SebastianI shook my head, struggled, and pinched myself. I closed and opened my eyes, blinked several times just to be sure that I wasn’t seeing and making up things, that what I watched was real, that what I heard was the truth, but it was hard.How could Sophia do this to me? I felt more miserable than before, I felt dumb and used. How could I have believed all that she showed me for love? I could remember how she was so persistent, how she kept on asking the pins and passcode of everything I possessed; I thought she was just curious.How could I have been so dumb? I hung my head; I thought I possessed so much authority, I thought I was a man people looked up to, but I was nothing. I was just an empty barrel, someone who would mistake obsession for love, one who could be easily manipulated.I had never felt vulnerable in my entire life, but watching all that, I realized that I had been more than vulnerable; I also played dumb. After I
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets The Final Hearing
Chapter One Hundred And EightThe Final HearingOliviaBert had refused to go home the previous night, he stated that he wouldn’t be calm after leaving me all alone. I was glad that he was here, because it wouldn’t have been easy or even the same without him, I was grateful to him.He was always there for me, unlike my stepmom and stepsister, they weren’t even bothered about what was going on in my family, they didn’t even call me once to ask how it was all going. I hope that someday they would realize their mistakes and apologize for it.“Good morning, Vivi.” Bert came out of the room and pulled me into his embrace.I felt so calm and safe with him. Even though Bert was much more younger than me, he had that leading ability and aura that made him feel like an elder brother to me, maybe because of his gender, but he had always been protective and supporting.“How are you?” He asked and I nodded at him. “Are you sure you don’t want to eat anything before we leave? You know you have to
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets The Truth Behind The Night 2
Chapter One Hundred And SevenThe Truth Behind The Night 2OliviaGetting back to the quiet and empty home, I left Edie and Bert standing in the main room and rushed up, not considering my condition.There was no importance of my condition and life is Sebastian wasn’t there, I had grown too fond of him that living without him seemed so impossible, I couldn’t imagine that. After we made up and began to live a happy and fulfilling life, I never imagined staying without him, it never came to me that there might be a time I wouldn’t be able to be with him, I would have planned and thought about how to deal with it.But who would wish bad on themselves? I got to the room and stopped for some minutes, resting on the door as I tried to catch my breath. Even though my life or my baby would be of no importance if Sebastian wasn’t there because he was the one made me, I still had to look after myself and the baby.I knew I would get something that would help him out from there, I knew I would
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets The Truth Behind The Night 1
Chapter One Hundred And SixThe Truth Behind The Night 1Olivia“Sebastian!” I stood up and rushed to him as soon as he was brought into the waiting room.I didn’t know he kept avoiding eyes contact with me throughout the trial, he didn’t even look at me once and that kept tearing my heart apart.“Why did you do that, Olivia?” He asked and I could see the pain and hopelessness in his eyes. “Why did you have them adjourn the case?” He asked.“We did it because of you, we know there is something suspicious about this case and we need to find that.” Attorney Fred said.“He is right, Sebastian, we need to bring you out of here.” I added.“You shouldn’t have done that, Olivia.” He shook his head and took his seat. “It wouldn’t change anything, I will still get the same judgment and sentence.” He shook his head again. “Doing this won’t change my fate, Olivia.”“But we still have to try, you can’t just let you get punished for what you didn’t do.”“I did it.” He said briskly. “I did it all,
A Nanny For The Billionaire's Triplets The First Trial
Chapter One Hundred And FiveThe First TrialSebastianStepping out of the van and standing in front of the courtroom made my heart raced, it felt like I had seen this before, like I had seen this scene before, just like I saw it all coming but didn’t act well enough to avoid it.I knew there was no other way out now, I would have to face the truth and accept whatever punishment they give to me, because I deserve it all. I stared at my handcuffed hands, this was what I was scared of, this was the reason I tried to stay away from any other woman and even Olivia for those months after our marriage.Now, I was face to face with my fear, I was facing my reality and there was no escape for me. If only I had told everyone the truth about what happened then, if I had told them what happened that night, maybe it would have been easier to get away from this, but now, there was no way out.“Come on.” The cop said and grabbed my hand, dragging me into the courtroom.At the door, we met with Sop
