Mileena POV:
It was a year now everything is still the same. I try so hard to make friends with others in the pack. It doesn’t matter what I say, or do, they will never accept me because of my so-called curse they say. After a while, I concluded I would become a lone Lycan. I wake up each day doing my routine, I take a shower, brush my teeth, place my hair in a messy bun. Then I got dress and headed on downstairs. Before I enter the kitchen, I took a deep breath.
When I walk into the kitchen, I saw my mom and dad was sitting at the table having breakfast talking to one another. As soon as they notice my presence, they looked at me with smiles. “Good morning princess,” my father said, placing the paper on the table.
“Good morning to the both of you,” I reply with a smile.
“Baby, I hope you are hungry. I made your favorite breakfast potatoes and onion omelet,” my mother said.
“Good, I cannot wait to dig in.,”
I walked over to the counter to retrieve a plate; place my food on it. My parents invited me to join them at the table. We started eating. As soon as I was done, I told my plate and place it in the sink. From there, I kiss both my parent’s goodbye and headed for school.
I was at my locker grabbing my math book when I felt a tug at my hair that have me to drop off my stuff on the ground. With each pull, I could feel a piece coming out of my scalp. I turn to see that it was Marissa, the pack slut, was the one who had my hair. I was trying to break free. She had a grip. Each time she pulls I can my head throbbing from the pain. Marissa drag me in the hallway as everything watching and laughing at me. I feel tears coming from my eyes. I was still attempted to break free.
Marissa drags me outside in front of the school. From their people started coming out and circle us. “Marissa, please let me go,” I pleaded.
“Why should I? you are a freak, you don’t belong here, you are an abomination”
The crowd cheer, then a guy came forward. "Yeah bitch, you are a freak, you need to leave the pack, you are a curse” he spat at me. The crowd was cheering. More rude comments kept coming at me. All I could do was cry Marissa let go of my hair. I sat down on the ground, prop my knees up and cover my face. I feel hurt how people see me, that sometimes I ask the moon goddess why do I have to be cursed? That sometimes I wish I could just leave this world and be at peace. Then again, I think about my parents, what I would put them through if I were to leave this world? I remember my mother telling me how for long, they try to conceive a child. When I came along, they praise the moon goddess because I was their miracle child. I was glad to hear the story in their eyes. I was a gift, while others consider me a curse wolf.
“Mileena, you need to get up, take a stand for yourself,” Xyla said.
“I can’t Xyla, if I do, they will hate me even more. "
“There is no point in letting them bully you. I rather for us to be a lone wolf than to be bully by a bunch of low life mutts. "
“I can’t I’m sorry,”
“Forget it, I’m taking over now” before I could protest, Xyla took over and shifted into our white Lycan. Xyla let out a growl, begin running as people move out of our way. We ran into the forest.
I ran for hours into the forest. It felt so good to take the edge off. I feel that if we stay at the school any longer, Xyla anger would have really taken over, to where it made had been a bloodbath. That was something that I don’t want for either me or Xyla. I keep telling myself that things are going to get better. Now I’m giving up on hope I know the kingdom will never accept me, all because I was born different. “Tell me, Xyla, are you feeling better?”
“I feel great. Sorry for taking over. I’m just tired of seeing people bullying you for no reason. "
“It’s ok, and you are right it is time to stand up for myself, can’t keep living like this either they are going to accept me or not. If I have you in my life, Xyla I will never be along”
“Of course, child, remember we are one. It’s getting late. We need to head back home before mom and dad become worried”
“I agree, let’s go,”
We made it in front of our house in no time, I walk to a tree in our backyard I found some clothes that I kept there, I immediately shifted back into my human form, putting my clothes on, and I open to the back door. I open it up and enter. As soon as I close the door, I heard footsteps that when my parents appear, they have a look of worry on their faces.
“Oh my goddess Mileena, we were worry sick, where were you?” my mother ask coming over to hug me.
“I’m sorry I went out for a run, and lost track of time”
“All that matters that you are ok, when we notice you have not come home yet, and mother and I worried” my father said.
“Again, I’m sorry for putting you two through that. "
“It’s ok, just let us know next time, so we want worry,” my mom said.
“Deal”
“How was school today, baby girl?” my father asked.
“It was ok, it’s getting late, I’m heading to bed, goodnight” I said leaving out without waiting for their response.
Sapphire POV: When Mileena left out the room, I felt something was off with her. I was having that feeling for a while now. It did not just start; it was going on for some years now. Ever since Mileena shifted into her white wolf at 5, a lot had changed. People still considering my daughter an abomination that will ruin the pack. There a few that believe that she is a blessed Lycan, from the moon goddess. All I ever wanted is for my daughter to have a normal life. but she is being written off like some disease that is waiting to happen. A mother knows when her daughter is in pain. I know Mileena is trying her best not to burden us. She feels that she is the reason for everything that is happening in our lives. I want to tell her never to think that way, it hurts me to see my daughter this way. I try not to get involved because I want Mileena to come to me and her father and tell us what’s going on? Sometimes at night she cries out for help and I can hear it in my heart. I wan
Mileena POV: Sitting at my usual spot in the cafeteria, which was further in the back by the exit. Sitting there with a hoodie over my head and reading a book. I don’t know how long I was reading for that I did not notice there were people present in front of me until I hear growls. I looked to see that it was Marissa and her two of her goons, Jeffrey, and Dallas, who are warriors. They stood there giving me an evil smirk, then I looked over to Marissa as she had a disgusted look on her face. All I ever wanted is peace, nobody will bother me. I will stay in the shadows of everyone. Because in their world I’m an outcaste, abomination, that doesn’t deserve to live. I always feel the hate that the pack has towards me, I would like to say that I’m not hurt by their words. But I would only say to myself, their words are like a knife stabbing deep in my heart. I accepted no one will want to be around me, why do they mess with me? I stay to myself, and never get in the way. Why can t
Sapphire POV: We made it to the pack house, and headed straight upstairs on the third floor, where the King and Queen's office was at. As soon as we appear, the usual guards stand out at the door. “Good evening Cecil and Benson, the King has summoned us” I said. They nodded and let us pass. We were about to go in when the guard blocked Mileena, that stop me and Jedidiah in our tracks.“What is the meaning of this?” Jedidiah asks.“She cannot enter, she will have to wait out here King orders. "“Really?” The guards nodded.“Don’t worry mom, I will be o.k. go ahead I will wait out here” Mileena said. We turn entering the office, there we have notice that there were a few angry parents right along with their children. I knew that this was about Mileena, I saw the looks that they were giving us. I did not feel intimidated. I stood there proudly and show them I will never back down. It’s n my blood. I’m used to be a head warrior. That one thing that you learn is you always stay i
Mileena POV: I stood in the hallway pacing back and forth wondering what they are saying in there. I just kept thinking then suddenly I could pick up on the conversation. It was impossible because everyone know the King office was soundproof how was I able to hear it? I could not think on it because what I heard my father said, I could not believe that he would rather for me to apologize instead of standing up for myself. Did he ever care about me? I suffer so much growing up, I did what I could do, and that was endure the pain without my parents knowing about it. Why am I considering a curse Lycan? I did not ask to be a white one, it was the decision from the moon goddess herself. I’m just an innocent girl who wanted to belong somewhere in this world. I hate the feeling of being unwanted. As the door open I can my mother come out, she saw the tears in my eyes it gave her a puzzle look. Then she said we are going I nodded walk with her I could help but to notice that my
Sapphire POV: It was a year since we became rouge, it was difficult running in the forest every day trying to survive. Some days were good, while others were bad that I just want to give up. I felt I made the right decision of leaving the pack now I’m wondering did I make a good choice? I never thought that my mate will betray me, by siding with everyone at the pack. It felt like a knife being stab in my back. I could not believe that Jedidiah had not once tried to find us, with everything going on. It like Mileena and I is nothing but a memory that faded away from his life. Through it all Mileena had not complained one time, I believe that with her father betrayal it’s still fresh in her mind. She still trying to cope with it all, also learning to adapt to life in the forest. Being a rouge is no fun in the park because they're a lot to learn. Rouge are lone wolves that are label as dangerous wolves in werewolf society. Rouges are sometimes travel in groups; they like to ter
After hearing what Cordell been through, I felt bad for him. Like my mother said, we can’t trust anyone right away. That comes from experiences of her being a warrior for years. Also, I cannot believe that the Moon Goddess have given me a mate. I wonder what her reason behind for this. Life have not been good for either me or my mother since we left our old pack. I could tell that my mother is hurting more than me, because my father had not tried to find us. I know she miss him, that some nights that I will hear her crying when she thinks that I’m asleep. I hate to see her that way, I’m hoping that we can settle to a place real soon because I don’t know how much longer we can survive living in the forest. We continuing our journey in the forest, it was silencing the only sound you could hear is the birds. I could feel my body giving out from walking so many hours, then we found a stream. We headed over drink from it, today was a hot day I got in the water. Before I could there
Unknown POV: I been sitting in my office going over reports, that containing the rouges attacks. So far there have been about seven attacks in two months, and it seems to become a bigger problem then I expected I had reached out to the Alphas I had alliance with they told me they been experiencing the same thing with rouges. It seems that someone or something is getting them all rile up for something. We have not had a problem like this in about two years. I mean we have rouge problems, there were minor ones which is easy to maintain. But now the way these rouges are becoming I have to place more warriors at each border. Last week a rouge got on the territory, and attack one of my warriors I was glad that the other warriors was there to save him. I would not know how to comfort his mate and his son. That one of the responsibilities of becoming a leader to your pack, you must deal with a lot while trying to protect your people. Running a pack is not easy, whoever said it w
Cordell POV: Every time I walk in this forest, I feel like I’m running for my life. Not a day goes by when I don’t think about all the pain that I had endure in my old pack. I hate my life sometimes I wonder did the moon goddess made a mistake when she created me? I never used to feel this way I used to be full of life when I was little that when my family was around. I remember the day they was taken from me, I was ten years old, I was in the forest with my mom, dad, brother, and sister. It was the day of celebration because I did my first shift, my parents wanted to celebrate by taking out into the forest so I could be able to do more practice. I t was a fun day because we had a blanket laid out with my favorite food. My dad was patient with me he was teaching me the basics. “Ok son, we about to end your lesson for today, just do one more” “Ok dad, what you want me to do?” “I want you to think of your favorite animal, I want you to shift into that animal. Remember you nee
King Mitchell POV:I'm lost, but we've been experiencing rogue attacks recently. What began as a small matter is growing into a bigger problem. It appears they are aware of the optimal moment for an attack. On the north side of the border last week, four of my warriors were ambushed and killed. On top of everything else, I was reprimanded by the Elders a few months back.I recall the day they entered my office and were surprised to see Luna, and I was busy having sex on my desk. Disgusted, they quickly left, leaving my luna and me embarrassed. We quickly left the office, showered, got dressed, and headed to the conference room.The Elders lost no time in demanding an explanation for my failure to disclose the white Lycan's presence in my pack. I confided in them, knowing my decision was for the benefit of my pack. The disrespect was unacceptable, so they released their aura, forcing everyone, myself included, to bow down.They scolded me, diminishing my actions by saying I was wrong t
Mileena POV: I woke up from the sun beaming on my face, I try to get up when I felt a strong arm wrap around me. I turn to see that it was Cordell laying next to me sleeping. I started to remember everything from last night. I could not help to blush, Cordell and I mark each other. Making our mate bond become stronger, I am excited to that I ease Cordell arm from around me and got out of the bed and headed to the bathroom. When I look in the mirror there I saw our mark it was a wolf with panther prints surrounding it. It was beautiful that tears was coming out of my eyes. I was too indulge with my mark that I did not feel arms wrap around me. I jump to see that it was Cordell looking at me in the mirror smiling.“ Good morning beautiful, how my mate feeling?”“ I am feeling good Cordell, how about you?“ The same, I am glad that we are one now. I know that your mother looking down on us smiling.” Cordell stated with a smile. I nodded, together we took a shower. After showeri
Cordell POV: When I heard Mileena tell me that she was ready to mate with me. I felt overjoy, I waited for this day for an long time and now that its time I don’t know what to say or do. I don’t want her to feel pressure about it, that why I never brought it up. Cause I knew that she was still grieving over the lost of her mother.“ Are you sure about this Mileena”“ Of course, why are you asking do you still want me?”“ Of course love, I wanted you the first time I laid eyes on you, I just want you to rush in this and you later regret it” I said standing up turning away from her, I hate feeling this way. I love Mileena with everything in me, even my panther Grayson wants me to mate her now. I was so caught in my thoughts till I heard Mileena said “ Does this show you how series I am” I turn around to she my beautiful mate standing naked. I could not help but to let out a growl, and my cock got real hard. The only thing that I could do at that moment was lose control I went over
Mileena POV:I was filled with joy to be reunited with our pack, particularly because I missed everyone, especially Beta Winston. Being here seems like home to me, don’t get me wrong I did enjoy being in the Elders pack. The way their pack carries themselves reminds me so much of my old pack, almost like royalty. The Elders pack exudes a higher level of elegance. It was confirmed that I possess telekinetic abilities after the rogue attack. While we were all sitting at the table during dinner, I heard Elder Goldston ask someone to pass the dinner rolls.Just as I was about to grab it, the basket of bread was pushed down where Elder Goldston was. The incident was so shocking that it made everyone, myself included, speechless. It was also a proud moment for me."Let's include this on the list for you, Mileena," Elder Vernon suggested.Over the past few days, I've spent hours in the woods testing my new abilities. In the beginning, it was challenging as I recalled the suffering I endured.
Mileena POV: I was here in the elders' pack for about a week now. As promise we went to the library and dive right into old history books about werewolves and Lycans. Each day, we try to search for more answers. But end up with a dead end it was becoming frustrating to that I will go outside and vent out my anger by punching a tree. Each time I hit the tree; I think about that son of a bitch that is my father. I am still angry at what he did. His betrayal is still a sore to my heart. I miss my mother so much that it hurts going on each day without her being here to support me on this journey. But I am glad that I had Cordell, by my side. If it was not for him and everyone else in the pack. I was feeling lost in this terrible world. Everyone keeps telling me I have a purpose and the moon goddess chose me for a reason. Each time I shifted I feel Xyla and I becoming stronger. One night I went for a run, Cordell wanted to join me. I let him, I shifted into my wolf, and waited for C
Cordell POV: I am glad to see that Mileena had returned, I was worried about her when she ran off. That I thought it was a mistake throwing this surprise party for her. I know she had not gotten over the death of her mother. This will be the first birthday without her mother. I know it is taking everything for her not to break down again. Those months were hell. Seeing my mate in that state hurt me more than anything I wish I could have taken her pain away. I know how it feel to lose someone you love dear to your heart. When I lost my family, I felt that my world had turn upside down. I felt broken, to where I did not want to live anymore. I believe that if I did not bump into Mileena and her mother that day, I would have ended my life, eventually. The moon goddess had other plans for me. She blessed me with a wonderful mate and a mother-in-law. Sapphire was a second mother to me. Whenever I was struggling with my past, she was there to comfort me and give me advice. This was
Mileena POV: Walking back to where the party was, it was silence between Beta Winston and I, I feel nervous returning. I did not need the pity on people’s faces. Each day, I was battling with my own demons. I blame myself for my mother’s death, saving me what causes her life. I could never get that memory of her dying in my arms. That memory will always be with me. Now it’s not the time to feel sad, it is my birthday. Beta Winston was right about one thing. My mother would not want me to keep feeling sad. She would want me to be happy but most of all, live life to the fullest, something that I never had time to do. Throughout my life, I faced ridicule for being different. I never ask to be a white Lycan, the moon goddess herself, gave it to me. Some people do not understand that being different can sometimes turn out to be a good thing. I always believe that we all can live in a world without being judged. Sometimes we cannot always get what we want, that is the sad part abou
Beta Winston POV: When Mileena ran off, I could not help but to feel heartbroken. Seeing the look on her face, I knew what it was. Today is her birthday, which it should all be about celebration, joy, and laughter. Mileena will experience pain and misery on her first birthday without her mother. It was four months since her mother went to the moon goddess. Mileena’s depression has reached a point where she does not want to interact with anyone from the pack. I cannot blame her, it is hard to lose a parent, especially a mother. Mothers have more of a special bond with child than fathers. Because the mothers are the ones who carry the children in the womb. While in that womb, a mother communicates with the child. I knew that Sapphire and Mileena had a special mother-and-daughter bond. I could tell when I first met them. When I found out about her mate and what he did, I wanted to find him and rip his heart out. I wanted to get Mileena out of her depression state when I talked
Mileena POV: It was 12 a.m., the day had finally arrived, it was my eighteen birthday. I have dreamed of this day for so long. I will find my mate, I quickly got out of my bed I placed some clothes on. Active 1: After getting fully dressed, I walked out of my room and closed the door slowly to avoid waking Cordell up. I think he was in his room sleep, I walk pass his room, when I reach the stairs, I tip toe walking down when I got to the bottom. I walk to the front door open it and walk out, the cool breeze was relaxing I looked up at the sky I saw the moon was still out, it was bright yellow. Looking into the moon brought back memories of when I was a child my mother and I always spend time together watching the moon on a summer night.Flash Back: “Mommy look the moon is out tonight” “I see Mileena, it’s beautiful just like you,”“Mommy do you think the moon goddess live on the moon?”“I don’t know baby, is a possibility she could be, put I know she is smiling at us from