Mileena POV: I stood in the hallway pacing back and forth wondering what they are saying in there. I just kept thinking then suddenly I could pick up on the conversation. It was impossible because everyone know the King office was soundproof how was I able to hear it? I could not think on it because what I heard my father said, I could not believe that he would rather for me to apologize instead of standing up for myself. Did he ever care about me? I suffer so much growing up, I did what I could do, and that was endure the pain without my parents knowing about it. Why am I considering a curse Lycan? I did not ask to be a white one, it was the decision from the moon goddess herself. I’m just an innocent girl who wanted to belong somewhere in this world. I hate the feeling of being unwanted. As the door open I can my mother come out, she saw the tears in my eyes it gave her a puzzle look. Then she said we are going I nodded walk with her I could help but to notice that my
Sapphire POV: It was a year since we became rouge, it was difficult running in the forest every day trying to survive. Some days were good, while others were bad that I just want to give up. I felt I made the right decision of leaving the pack now I’m wondering did I make a good choice? I never thought that my mate will betray me, by siding with everyone at the pack. It felt like a knife being stab in my back. I could not believe that Jedidiah had not once tried to find us, with everything going on. It like Mileena and I is nothing but a memory that faded away from his life. Through it all Mileena had not complained one time, I believe that with her father betrayal it’s still fresh in her mind. She still trying to cope with it all, also learning to adapt to life in the forest. Being a rouge is no fun in the park because they're a lot to learn. Rouge are lone wolves that are label as dangerous wolves in werewolf society. Rouges are sometimes travel in groups; they like to ter
After hearing what Cordell been through, I felt bad for him. Like my mother said, we can’t trust anyone right away. That comes from experiences of her being a warrior for years. Also, I cannot believe that the Moon Goddess have given me a mate. I wonder what her reason behind for this. Life have not been good for either me or my mother since we left our old pack. I could tell that my mother is hurting more than me, because my father had not tried to find us. I know she miss him, that some nights that I will hear her crying when she thinks that I’m asleep. I hate to see her that way, I’m hoping that we can settle to a place real soon because I don’t know how much longer we can survive living in the forest. We continuing our journey in the forest, it was silencing the only sound you could hear is the birds. I could feel my body giving out from walking so many hours, then we found a stream. We headed over drink from it, today was a hot day I got in the water. Before I could there
Unknown POV: I been sitting in my office going over reports, that containing the rouges attacks. So far there have been about seven attacks in two months, and it seems to become a bigger problem then I expected I had reached out to the Alphas I had alliance with they told me they been experiencing the same thing with rouges. It seems that someone or something is getting them all rile up for something. We have not had a problem like this in about two years. I mean we have rouge problems, there were minor ones which is easy to maintain. But now the way these rouges are becoming I have to place more warriors at each border. Last week a rouge got on the territory, and attack one of my warriors I was glad that the other warriors was there to save him. I would not know how to comfort his mate and his son. That one of the responsibilities of becoming a leader to your pack, you must deal with a lot while trying to protect your people. Running a pack is not easy, whoever said it w
Cordell POV: Every time I walk in this forest, I feel like I’m running for my life. Not a day goes by when I don’t think about all the pain that I had endure in my old pack. I hate my life sometimes I wonder did the moon goddess made a mistake when she created me? I never used to feel this way I used to be full of life when I was little that when my family was around. I remember the day they was taken from me, I was ten years old, I was in the forest with my mom, dad, brother, and sister. It was the day of celebration because I did my first shift, my parents wanted to celebrate by taking out into the forest so I could be able to do more practice. I t was a fun day because we had a blanket laid out with my favorite food. My dad was patient with me he was teaching me the basics. “Ok son, we about to end your lesson for today, just do one more” “Ok dad, what you want me to do?” “I want you to think of your favorite animal, I want you to shift into that animal. Remember you nee
Cordell POV: (Continue) A week later we found out that Alpha Brimstone sold Kelly to another Alpha. That made me feel disgusted by his actions. It did not stop there because soon he ended up selling more shifters until he had only four lefts including me. Now eighteen, I feel that my life have no meaning. I suffer so much throughout the years each day I’m missing my family. They are all I could think of in my miserable life I just want to escape I lost hope of being accepted in this pack. I’m nothing but a prisoner, a punching bag when the higher ranks get upset over stupid shit. It's like a normal routine each day either me or one of the other shifters is being abuse. I want to escape this madness, I don’t have no where no go, can’t even remember the pack that I came from. Eventually, I will have to find away and leave this place. I finish doing the yard work when I enter the kitchen from the back door, I went over to the sink get me a cup of water. I fill the cup up and
Cordell POV: It was a year since we left the pack, you would think now that we were free everything good was going to come our way. I was wrong, six months in the forest we were trying to survive the best way we can, we were hurting for our food, and trying to stay clear from any trouble. Everything was wonderful until one day without knowing we were ambush by a group of rouges. We fought with everything that we had, but it wasn’t enough and soon I was the only one survive while my friends were kill. They lay there on the ground; I looked into their eyes and saw how lifeless they were. It reminded me back when I saw my siblings bodies on the ground, it hurt to see that they are dead but I know deep inside they are in a better place. I gather some tree branches and place them on their bodies and that when I said a prayer to them. I walked on, I had to keep moving because if I don’t everything that we did to get here would be in vain. It was a few days, I been doing good with
Mileena POV: I’m sitting under a tree, thinking about how far my mother and I came. I just finish my training, let me tell you my mother was not playing when she said her training was going to push you to your limit. When she trains, she mean business everyone got a taste of it. After we settle in the pack Alpha Tinsley put my mother in charge with training. Alpha Tinsley found out how my mother Beta Winston on his ass, that impress Alpha, that he wanted spar with my mom. When it was over the Alpha had to admit my mother was no one to be play with, and right away she became the head warrior training everyone including me. I was happy for her, because she need something to do to take her mind off my father. I could that she still hurt by that, and still he did not find us that just show that he doesn’t care, good riddance asshole. Alpha got in touch with his friend, which is the elder, he inform him about everything including me being a white Lycan. When he found which
King Mitchell POV:I'm lost, but we've been experiencing rogue attacks recently. What began as a small matter is growing into a bigger problem. It appears they are aware of the optimal moment for an attack. On the north side of the border last week, four of my warriors were ambushed and killed. On top of everything else, I was reprimanded by the Elders a few months back.I recall the day they entered my office and were surprised to see Luna, and I was busy having sex on my desk. Disgusted, they quickly left, leaving my luna and me embarrassed. We quickly left the office, showered, got dressed, and headed to the conference room.The Elders lost no time in demanding an explanation for my failure to disclose the white Lycan's presence in my pack. I confided in them, knowing my decision was for the benefit of my pack. The disrespect was unacceptable, so they released their aura, forcing everyone, myself included, to bow down.They scolded me, diminishing my actions by saying I was wrong t
Mileena POV: I woke up from the sun beaming on my face, I try to get up when I felt a strong arm wrap around me. I turn to see that it was Cordell laying next to me sleeping. I started to remember everything from last night. I could not help to blush, Cordell and I mark each other. Making our mate bond become stronger, I am excited to that I ease Cordell arm from around me and got out of the bed and headed to the bathroom. When I look in the mirror there I saw our mark it was a wolf with panther prints surrounding it. It was beautiful that tears was coming out of my eyes. I was too indulge with my mark that I did not feel arms wrap around me. I jump to see that it was Cordell looking at me in the mirror smiling.“ Good morning beautiful, how my mate feeling?”“ I am feeling good Cordell, how about you?“ The same, I am glad that we are one now. I know that your mother looking down on us smiling.” Cordell stated with a smile. I nodded, together we took a shower. After showeri
Cordell POV: When I heard Mileena tell me that she was ready to mate with me. I felt overjoy, I waited for this day for an long time and now that its time I don’t know what to say or do. I don’t want her to feel pressure about it, that why I never brought it up. Cause I knew that she was still grieving over the lost of her mother.“ Are you sure about this Mileena”“ Of course, why are you asking do you still want me?”“ Of course love, I wanted you the first time I laid eyes on you, I just want you to rush in this and you later regret it” I said standing up turning away from her, I hate feeling this way. I love Mileena with everything in me, even my panther Grayson wants me to mate her now. I was so caught in my thoughts till I heard Mileena said “ Does this show you how series I am” I turn around to she my beautiful mate standing naked. I could not help but to let out a growl, and my cock got real hard. The only thing that I could do at that moment was lose control I went over
Mileena POV:I was filled with joy to be reunited with our pack, particularly because I missed everyone, especially Beta Winston. Being here seems like home to me, don’t get me wrong I did enjoy being in the Elders pack. The way their pack carries themselves reminds me so much of my old pack, almost like royalty. The Elders pack exudes a higher level of elegance. It was confirmed that I possess telekinetic abilities after the rogue attack. While we were all sitting at the table during dinner, I heard Elder Goldston ask someone to pass the dinner rolls.Just as I was about to grab it, the basket of bread was pushed down where Elder Goldston was. The incident was so shocking that it made everyone, myself included, speechless. It was also a proud moment for me."Let's include this on the list for you, Mileena," Elder Vernon suggested.Over the past few days, I've spent hours in the woods testing my new abilities. In the beginning, it was challenging as I recalled the suffering I endured.
Mileena POV: I was here in the elders' pack for about a week now. As promise we went to the library and dive right into old history books about werewolves and Lycans. Each day, we try to search for more answers. But end up with a dead end it was becoming frustrating to that I will go outside and vent out my anger by punching a tree. Each time I hit the tree; I think about that son of a bitch that is my father. I am still angry at what he did. His betrayal is still a sore to my heart. I miss my mother so much that it hurts going on each day without her being here to support me on this journey. But I am glad that I had Cordell, by my side. If it was not for him and everyone else in the pack. I was feeling lost in this terrible world. Everyone keeps telling me I have a purpose and the moon goddess chose me for a reason. Each time I shifted I feel Xyla and I becoming stronger. One night I went for a run, Cordell wanted to join me. I let him, I shifted into my wolf, and waited for C
Cordell POV: I am glad to see that Mileena had returned, I was worried about her when she ran off. That I thought it was a mistake throwing this surprise party for her. I know she had not gotten over the death of her mother. This will be the first birthday without her mother. I know it is taking everything for her not to break down again. Those months were hell. Seeing my mate in that state hurt me more than anything I wish I could have taken her pain away. I know how it feel to lose someone you love dear to your heart. When I lost my family, I felt that my world had turn upside down. I felt broken, to where I did not want to live anymore. I believe that if I did not bump into Mileena and her mother that day, I would have ended my life, eventually. The moon goddess had other plans for me. She blessed me with a wonderful mate and a mother-in-law. Sapphire was a second mother to me. Whenever I was struggling with my past, she was there to comfort me and give me advice. This was
Mileena POV: Walking back to where the party was, it was silence between Beta Winston and I, I feel nervous returning. I did not need the pity on people’s faces. Each day, I was battling with my own demons. I blame myself for my mother’s death, saving me what causes her life. I could never get that memory of her dying in my arms. That memory will always be with me. Now it’s not the time to feel sad, it is my birthday. Beta Winston was right about one thing. My mother would not want me to keep feeling sad. She would want me to be happy but most of all, live life to the fullest, something that I never had time to do. Throughout my life, I faced ridicule for being different. I never ask to be a white Lycan, the moon goddess herself, gave it to me. Some people do not understand that being different can sometimes turn out to be a good thing. I always believe that we all can live in a world without being judged. Sometimes we cannot always get what we want, that is the sad part abou
Beta Winston POV: When Mileena ran off, I could not help but to feel heartbroken. Seeing the look on her face, I knew what it was. Today is her birthday, which it should all be about celebration, joy, and laughter. Mileena will experience pain and misery on her first birthday without her mother. It was four months since her mother went to the moon goddess. Mileena’s depression has reached a point where she does not want to interact with anyone from the pack. I cannot blame her, it is hard to lose a parent, especially a mother. Mothers have more of a special bond with child than fathers. Because the mothers are the ones who carry the children in the womb. While in that womb, a mother communicates with the child. I knew that Sapphire and Mileena had a special mother-and-daughter bond. I could tell when I first met them. When I found out about her mate and what he did, I wanted to find him and rip his heart out. I wanted to get Mileena out of her depression state when I talked
Mileena POV: It was 12 a.m., the day had finally arrived, it was my eighteen birthday. I have dreamed of this day for so long. I will find my mate, I quickly got out of my bed I placed some clothes on. Active 1: After getting fully dressed, I walked out of my room and closed the door slowly to avoid waking Cordell up. I think he was in his room sleep, I walk pass his room, when I reach the stairs, I tip toe walking down when I got to the bottom. I walk to the front door open it and walk out, the cool breeze was relaxing I looked up at the sky I saw the moon was still out, it was bright yellow. Looking into the moon brought back memories of when I was a child my mother and I always spend time together watching the moon on a summer night.Flash Back: “Mommy look the moon is out tonight” “I see Mileena, it’s beautiful just like you,”“Mommy do you think the moon goddess live on the moon?”“I don’t know baby, is a possibility she could be, put I know she is smiling at us from