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Chapter Sixteen
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2024-10-29 19:42:56XIENNE
“You should have brought me to the hospital,” I said.
He looked at me and scanned my condition. By the way, he looks at me, gave me an uncomfortable feeling.
“Why? Do you think your condition is worst?” he asked. “I will bring you to the hospital.”
I nodded. “That is much better than here. I think I will not get well soon if no one will take care of me. My condition needs further assistance.”
I just don’t want anyone around here in my apartment. I have a lot of secrets hidden here. In my room. I am afraid he will need to enter that while taking care of me. I need to avoid that possibility.
“I think so, too.” He went to my kitchen and drank water. “I will just call Lexy so she can fetch us here and bring you to the hospital.”
I dismissed our discussion and just let him do what he said. He came out of my apartment. I feel the pain of my whole body. I can not move. They must wait for me to regain my strength and I will return to them. I
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