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2024-10-29 19:42:56Sandilo was lost in his thoughts as he trudged back home. His efforts to get Vivian back had failed once again.
He didn’t notice the three wolves that were slowly closing on him. The three of them lunged at him at the same time.
Sandilo managed to dodge one of them at the nick of the time but the other two came in contact with his body at the same time. This caused him to fly in the air momentarily and he landed on the ground with a thud.
Before he could get up, the large black wolf had sunk its teeth into his right leg. Sandilo kicked and howled in pain. He hadn’t even managed to get rid of the black wolf when the smaller one pounced on him and sunk its teeth into his arm.
Pain seared through him and he screamed a loud piercing scream. His hands and legs flailed. He used his left hand to grasp the neck of the smaller wolf, trying to pull him away but it seemed as though he was fighting a losing battle.
He started feeling gid
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