The burning inside my head was enough to eventually snap me out of the vision and I fell to the ground, wincing until the pain subsided.
What I’d just seen was… indescribable.
And not just seen, but felt. I’d felt what they had; what both Thea and Selene had gone through. Their pain, loss, sacrifices… all of it.
It was a universe spanning far beyond my limited knowledge, a timeline as old as time itself.
And it had now been burned into my brain.
Selene had been right. Only describing this story wouldn’t have been enough. What I’d just experienced gave me a higher understanding than just simply being told.
…But that didn’t mean I accepted what this meant for me. For all of us. Something she was probably expecting me to be lenient on given her status.
“…We don’t mean anything,” I whispered to myself, still somewhat in a daze. “We’re just… fodder. Pawns. Foot soldiers… for you.”
I looked back up sharply a
“Aleric,” I called out to him and carefully approached. Immediately, I saw how he tensed up at my presence, his eyes flashing dark for just a moment. I suppose it wasn’t that surprising to think he’d be furious after all this time down here. However, his words seemed to contradict this first impression, only succeeding in confusing me. “Aria,” he breathed, almost as if in a sigh of relief, before quickly focusing again. My eyes narrowed as I looked at him, unsure what game he was playing at. Was this some sort of act? “You can let her go now,” I said, jutting my chin towards Lucy. “If you kill her, you won’t have anyone to bring you your meals every day.” But his head moved back in confusion, taken off guard by my blunt response. “...What?” he simply asked, perplexed by my words. “I said… let her go or you’ll probably end up starving,” I repeated, taking a few more steps towards him. “She isn’t a part of this... But I g
'Why are you letting her live?' The voice inside hissed. 'She’s a traitor. A rat.' It’d been going on like this for a few days now ever since I made the agreement with Lucy. The original plan had been for Lucy to reach out to her mother in order to uncover Thea’s whereabouts, but something had gone wrong with that. According to Lucy’s mother, Thea hadn’t come back yet from whatever she’d been doing recently. Which caused several dilemmas. The main one being the safety of Lucy’s mother. Someone who apparently was now so scared for her life that she was demanding immunity within the pack for her information. A huge ask considering she was a rogue and it would mean losing an inside connection. Looking at her record, Stephanie Faulkner had crimes of fraud and theft committed against higher-ranked members. And whilst Lucy herself believed wholeheartedly that her mother was innocent, the evidence was stacked up against her.
“NO!” a voice yelled from behind me… …And a wall of muscle quickly tackled me off Cai, sending us both flying along the ground and sliding several feet away. I pushed and shoved against Aleric’s grip but he was putting everything into this. It was almost impossible to free myself. But I had something he didn’t, something to give me the advantage here; my dagger. And, as quickly as I could, I brought it up… Angling it and… “Enough, Aria!” Aleric ordered and he disarmed the knife from me, throwing it as far away as possible. “Enough.” It was over. “Do it then,” I spat, still wriggling in a futile attempt to escape. “Get it over with. Kill me. Just like my parents, Aleric. Is that the kind of ‘help’ you had in mind? Is that how you helped them?” He growled and pushed my shoulders back down again to try and stop me from struggling. “Yes, it is actually!” he said furiously. “That is exactly
No, no, no, no… No, this couldn’t be happening. I’d been so guarded against everyone else that I hadn’t seen the real issue sinking its teeth within me the entire time. “Aria?” Aleric asked again, grabbing onto my shoulders to steady me. But I recoiled quickly away, taking a few shaky steps away.“No, don’t… don’t touch me. I’m… I’m not…,” I said disjointedly, unable to even finish my sentence in my current state. “Are you okay?” 'What if he’s just trying to gain your trust,' I heard her say inside. 'What if he’s lying to you.' 'What if he’s going to betray you again?' Over and over, her voice started to fill my head. All the things she’d told me once before now beginning to overlap until it was the only thing I could hear. As if I were in the middle of a crowded room filled with people shouting. 'You could pull the knife out. No one would
The pack vault. Reserved for only fully sworn-in ranked members and Elders. It was a place where the Winter Mist’s most valuable possessions and secrets were kept, passed down through all the generations. It was my first time coming down here in this life and, out of all the people, I never expected to be accompanied by Brayden; someone who was neither a full ranked member nor someone I particularly liked. I knew he would take this experience to engorge his ego but there didn’t seem to be much choice. I refused to spend my time doing nothing when there was so much going on. Thea or not, I would still make myself useful somehow. The vault was huge and packed from top to bottom with everything one could imagine; books, important documents, items, weapons, heirlooms. A collection more diverse than probably all other packs in the country. Now, considering what I knew about the lineages, I wondered if perhaps our ancient origins were to be thanked for that.
There was only one choice. Only one that would allow me to salvage what little I did have left. I’d already burnt bridges, destroyed faith… ruined any chance of having the life I used to so desperately crave. I couldn’t necessarily fix what I’d already done but I once used to believe that more bloodshed wasn’t the way to solve the past, and that was probably still true now. Even if Thea made it harder to see things that way. No, I needed to save him… even if it proved more difficult than worthwhile. Calm down and think. I needed to consider this very carefully. There was always a logical explanation for these things when analysed, some sort of strategy. She could mess with my emotions and how I perceived things, but she couldn’t change the hard facts. They were there if I just focused enough. I just needed to push past what I felt I needed to do, and concentrate on what the situation was actually telling me to do. I needed to
“My last words?” I asked, my breathing heavy. “Yeah… I guess I have something to say.”Or at least, I have something to do.“Fuck you,” I spat.And with that, I grabbed the blade firmly within my one good hand and pushed it backwards with all of my strength in one quick movement. Strong enough for it to fly right into Thea’s face, sending her straight to the ground.I waited a moment to make sure she was down before proceeding to throw the sword into a corner as far away as possible. With two injured hands, it was impossible to wield it so removing it from the field entirely was better.I didn't waste time after that though. Somehow, even though I was still weak, I then slowly managed to get back on my feet. I had to use the wall to support me, pressing against it until I could stand on my own unsteady legs.However, my legs were probably the least of my current issues. After
…What the hell is this? I should be dead. I know I should be. I’d received a lethal blow to my shoulder with silver. No one could survive that. And yet… And yet I couldn’t help but notice that, if I were dead, then the Abyss smelled oddly like a hospital room. A new renovation they must have added since the last time I visited. Everywhere in my body ached, everywhere felt… cold. Except for one place. My hand. My right hand felt warm compared to the rest of me. So, if I’m not dead… then what sort of intervention had Selene done this time? Was this the same year or had she brought me back to an earlier time? Honestly, it wouldn’t surprise me if she had just sent me on my way without even telling me. After all, I did try to kill her the last time we met face to face. That probably didn’t instil a desire to catch up and chat. Though how many times could she do that without completely destroying herself? I’d seen the way Se