“I want you….” Jim trails off, and I could feel his lips curve into a smile.I’m here, lying on this bed and worried about his health and his there telling me he wants me.Two can play at this game after all“We’re going to be late babe, you can want me later” I say, rosining his head from my chest“Trust me, I’m gonna have you” he says, stealing a kiss.He gets up from the bed and I go ahead to take out my bedsheet and blanket and cover my bed with my bed cover.“Anything you’ll need help with?” He asks.“Ummm….. Not really….. You can just go to the sitting room while I get my room intact”.“But I want to stay with you” he whines like a baby“Jim…. We’ll have a long ass time together…. Surely, you can handle not seeing my face for a few minutes, right?” I ask, coming closer to him and rubbing my hands on his chest.“Not if you continue doing that” he says, stopping my hands from continuously rubbing his chest.“Alright” I say, releasing my hands from his and raising it up like I surr
“Touch yourself princess” Jim says blankly and passes a seductive look over to me.It causes me to laugh because I can’t believe he is serious.“What do you mean by I should touch myself, babe? I can’t do that”.“Yes you can,” he says, looking at me and taking his eyes back to the road.“I…… I don’t know how to” I stammer.“I’ll guide you” Jim says, his hands going up my thighs and I sigh deeply…“Babe” I say, stopping his hands from going underneath my shorts“It’s fine if you don’t want to princess,” he says, rubbing my thighs.“I do babe….. Direct me” I say the last part with a low voice and I know he heard me.“Take your shorts off” he says, and I don’t question, I just do as he says.I take my shorts off, and I’m left with my panties.He looks at me, this time around, slowing the car down. He drives by the edge of the road.He uses his hands to take mine up my thighs, and he tugs on my pantiesHe pushes it to the side and gives it a little tap.“I love how you’re wet for my princ
And it’s in this movement that I fall in love again. With the same person, who somehow manages to love me.“Why are you smiling?” Jim asks.“Oh it’s nothing baby, but here comes my favorite partttttttt…” I say loudly and stick my tongue out, being unnecessarily goofy.“But I'm sad to say, I’m on my way. Won’t be back for many a days. My heart is down, my head is spinning around. I gotta leave a little girl in Kingston town”. I scream out loud like the music relates to my life experiences.“Princess!!!!” Jim yells and turns off my music.“What now babe?” I question, taking a chicken pie out of the plastic bag.“I prefer the no music, okay? You can just receive the fresh air and enjoy your snacks while I drive. Don’t you think that’s a good idea?” Jim asks and states.“Alright, fine… but that’s just because I’m exhausted from having to scream out the lyrics of the song” I sigh and eat my chicken pie.It’s too dry, so I go ahead to grab a milkshake from the cars mini fridge.“Baby, how
With him, Jim.I didn’t notice a big mirror by the other side of the bed, so I walk and stand in front of it.I didn’t notice when Jim comes to me, even though I was in front of a mirror.I jolt when he wraps his hands around my waist.“Fuck!” I whisper yell.“What you thinking about, getting so lost?” Jim asks me, placing a kiss on my neck.“It’s nothing, baby. I just didn’t expect it” I smile and place my hands around his that’s on my waist.“Are you happy?” He asks, his question taking me by surprise.He turns my chest to face his, and he asks the question again.“Are you happy, princess?” He looks into my eyes, like he is looking for some sort of answer.And I’m afraid that my eyes might give into his stares.The child in my womb, the constant fights, my father, Jim’s mother.All these thoughts come rushing back.Am I really happy, or am I just trying not to think about it? I question.“Yes….. yes, I am” I say.I’m unsure of my words, so I'm shifting my gaze from his face and look
“Let’s get married,” Jim says even though his eyes are closing and he's sleepy.“Babe, what do you even mean by that?” I ask him.“Let’s get married,” he repeats.“Umm…. How about you get some rest, and we’ll talk more about that, okay?”“Okay” Jim says, and I leave him alone in the room.I walk back into the Kitchen and I see that Kendra is trying to chop off some vegetables.“What are you trying to make, Kens?”“Just a vegetable salad and some pasta” she says“Oh been long I ate a vegetable salad”“Well, we were just working with what we had”“That’s true… praying for a soft life for us”“Amen….. So what’s up with Jim… everything okay?” Kendra asks.“Yeah, why?”“Cause he called you and all of that, so I was hoping there was no problem and stuff like that” Kendra concludes“Oh, there’s no problem. He just proposed” I say, the realization of what happened, dawning on me.“That’s crazy girlll… so when’s the wedding”“Well, I don’t think he’s being for real so cause he’s been in his fe
But, I’m scared of him, I’ve always been scared of him.Maybe I should let myself stop falling this hard, maybe I could rise up and then it wouldn’t be this late.I go ahead to lie in bed with him, I maneuver my way into his hands.I’m in between his hands and it’s calming.If he is like a drug, then I would always want to be high.He opens his eyes a little, and I can’t help but regret waking him up.“Princess, is that you?” He asks, still sounding very sleepy.“Yeah it’s me, I didn’t mean to wake you up baby” I say“It’s fine” he says, adjusting me to lay perfectly in between his arms.“Are you comfortable?” I ask.“Yeah I am princess, you?”“Yeah I’m good”His arm lays across my shoulder, and he uses his other arm to support my head. Like my pillow.I know it would get a little uncomfortable for him, but I don’t mind it anyway.It’s not long, and his breathing becomes calmer and his muscle relaxes, which tells me that he was asleep again.It doesn’t take long before I fall asleep t
“Bye guys” I say and walk back to the kitchen to meet Kendra.“So? What to do? I really love how they’re getting together, and I don’t want to interrupt it” Kendra says.If only she knew what got them talking like that.“Yeah, I love it… I think you should get to know Jim too”.“Don’t worry Ana, I have a lot of time to get to know Jim” she says and hands a pack of smarties chocolate over to me.“Let’s go to my room and look for some fun things that we could do together”“Would Joel be okay with me walking into your room?” I ask.“Yeah, of course. I don’t think he’ll mind. Plus, we’re trying to create fun activities”.“Alright then, if you say so”Kendra leads the way and I make sure to grab a piece of donut.“You know if you continue eating like that, you’re going to be obese?”“Well I do, I’ll start working out, I guess”“So you said last month”“Let’s just blame my appetite on the baby,” I say when we’re inside Kendra’s room.“I’m guessing you still haven’t told him”“Kendra, I will
But-It’s nothing.It’s always been this type of family I’ve prayed for, for myself and for Kendra.Men who would see our imperfections and dark scars and still love us the way we are.“Are you okay princess?” Jim asks me, distracting me from my thoughts.“Yeah I am, I am really,” I say, convincing him that I am indeed fine.“So, when are we going to the swimming pool?” Kendra asks, and I can tell that she is eager.“Just when the sun goes down and the day is a bit darker… In the next three hours probably” Jim says.“Three hours” sticks in my brain and I can imagine doing nothing but watching a lame ass Korean movie for three hours.“That’s quite a lot of time, what do you think we can do before then?”“Watch this punishment of a movie” Joel blurts out, and his British accent makes it even funnier.Kendra smacks Joel on his hands, making everything funnier.“Do you know that hurt?” Joel asks, still laughing.“You deserve it to be honest,” Kendra says.“Jim, I am guessing that you migh
Three months later.....The morning sun bathes our kitchen in a soft glow as I decide to whip up breakfast, the familiar routine grounding me in the comfort of our shared life. The scent of pancakes fills the air when, suddenly, a sensation unfamiliar sends a shiver down my spine. A warm rush, and I freeze.My water breaks."Jim!" I call, my voice betraying a mix of excitement and anxiety. In an instant, he's by my side, a mixture of concern and joy etched on his face.He guides me gently to the car, the anticipation of the imminent arrival of our little one palpable in the air. The drive to the hospital feels like a whirlwind of emotions, the rhythmic hum of the engine punctuated by the intensity of each contraction.Jim's reassuring presence grounds me as we navigate the hospital's corridors, the anticipation building with each step. The medical team takes charge, their efficiency a comforting backdrop to the rollercoaster of sensations enveloping me.The delivery room becomes a san
It’s been two weeks since Jim proposed, and we finally decided to get married.Our families are present here in New Zealand, and my growing stomach a revelation to the family that were about to build together.Jim’s mother and my father insisted that the wedding be done in one of the biggest churches…It’s a night to the wedding and I’ve been too eager to sleepAs the night wraps its comforting arms around us, Kendra and I find ourselves in a room, surrounded by the soft glow of fairy lights. The air is filled with a mix of excitement and tranquility, a prelude to the significant day that awaits us tomorrow, my wedding day."Anastasia, can you believe it's finally here? Your wedding day! I mean if we were to have this conversation years back, there’s no way I would have believed that you’re going to get married before me, but here you are sissy, and I can’t lie, I am so proud of you and of how far you have come in this journey of life, despite the setbacks… I’m always rooting for you,
We freshen up, the anticipation of an evening of elegance and gastronomy adding an extra beat to our hearts.In the soft glow of our bedroom, Jim and I stand facing our wardrobe, selecting the perfect attire for our evening at Le Paragon. I run my fingers over the silky fabric of a deep burgundy dress."What do you think of this one?" I ask Jim, contemplating my choice of outfitJim, a black suit in hand, smiles appreciatively, "it’s Stunning princess, It'll complement the ambiance of the restaurant perfectly.""And what about you, Mr. Dan? Going for the classic black?""Always a safe bet, don't you think?" He teasesAs I slip into the dress, Jim takes a step back, his eyes reflecting admiration."You look incredible, Anastasia." Jim compliments.And the one thing about Jim is that he never forgets to compliment me…. He never forgets."Thank you, Jim. Now, let's make sure you're equally dashing." I say, blushing.We share a moment of laughter as Jim adjusts his tie, the meticulous car
The soft hues of dawn filter through the curtains, coaxing us into wakefulness. As I open my eyes, Jim stirs beside me, his gaze meeting mine in the gentle morning light."Good morning my Prince Charming.""Morning, beautiful." Jim yawns“How was your night?” I ask“It was good, slept like a baby and that’s only possible when I’m with you” Jim replies, making me smile.Our dialogue begins, setting the tone for the day ahead. The idea of a relaxing morning unfolds, and a spark of spontaneity lights up our conversation."What if we start the day with something different? How about a soak in the hot tub?" I suggest"That sounds like a fantastic idea. Let's do it." Jim saysOur dialogue turns into a playful exchange as we make our way to the inviting warmth of the hot tub. The bubbles swirl around us, and the aroma of fresh coffee mingles with the crisp morning air."This is bliss. We should do this more often. Plus it’s so relaxing for myself and for the baby” I say."Agreed. It's the pe
“So pretty, what do you have for me?” Jim asks and I rest against his chest,"Jim, do you ever think about how we got here? It feels surreal." I ask"Absolutely, princess. Remember the uncertainties at the beginning? Now, look at us.""The twists and turns were worth it. This place, this moment, it's a testament to us." I say, my mind racing back to the memories that we shared together.Jim's fingers trace patterns on my back, his touch a silent acknowledgment of the intimacy between us."Every step led us to this. From uncertainty to a haven far from everything." Jim says and I smile because I know it’s true.So much uncertainty from the beginning, but we never gave up on each other, we we’re always with each other, every step of the way, despite the situations that embraced us."It's like we're in a different world here." I say, and I’m happy about it"Our world, away from it all."The dialogue dances between us, revisiting milestones and deepening our connection."Our shared advent
“Oh no!” I say, squealing in excitement.“Do you think you’re ready to spend the rest of your life with me?” Jim asks“I’m ready to spend the rest of my life with you Jim, I’m so happy…. I really am” I say, and I’m unaware of the time the tears flow out of my eyesI give him my finger and he inserts the ring into it, the warm arm and the setting sun bathes the landscape in warm hues, casting a golden glow over our skin, sealing this moment in the skies.“I love you my princess” Jim says, placing a soft kiss on my head, and he uses his fingers to wipe the tears out of my cheeks.“This is a testament of our love and the love that has sealed is even till this very moment” Jim says“I love you so much Jim, thank you for making my life brighter” I say, tears streaming down my faceHe engulfs me in his warm embrace “it’s okay princess” he whispersAs we walk hand in hand, the sand beneath our feet tells tales of our leisurely stroll along the beach. The setting sun paints the sky in hues of
Touching down in New Zealand, the air carries a crisp freshness that hints at the natural wonders awaiting exploration. As we disembark, the airport buzzes with a mix of languages, creating a vibrant tapestry of cultures.Jim grins, his excitement contagious. “Anastasia, welcome to New Zealand! Ready for the adventure of a lifetime?”I mirror his enthusiasm, feeling the thrill of being in a new land. “Absolutely, Jim! The air here is invigorating.”We gather our belongings, exchanging glances that echo the shared anticipation of discovering this picturesque destination. The airport becomes a stage for our initial impressions and conversations about the cultural nuances we notice.The car that has been assigned waits at the entrance and we place our luggage into the car.Arriving at our vacation house, the car door swings open, revealing the picturesque landscape surrounding our temporary home. Jim takes a moment to absorb the scenery. "Anastasia, can you believe this view?"I join him
As we step into the bustling airport, the air is charged with the anticipation of the journey ahead. We navigate through the check-in process, ensuring our bags are properly weighed and boarding passes in hand. The familiar hum of airports surrounds us, a symphony of travelers embarking on their own adventures.After completing the necessary procedures, we make our way to the gate. The overhead announcement signals the impending departure, adding a sense of urgency to our steps. Jim, ever the calm presence, leads the way, his hand reassuringly intertwined with mine.As we board the airplane, I expect the familiar rows of seats that define economy class. However, to my delightful surprise, Jim directs us towards the front of the plane, first class. The realization dawns on me, and my eyes widen in astonishment. "Jim, is this...?"He grins, "A little upgrade for a more comfortable journey. Thought we could use some extra pampering."My heart swells with gratitude, and I can't help but
The next morning, the sun rises on a day filled with final preparations. Conversations about the excitement ahead punctuate the air as we pack our bags and double-check our checklist.As we descend the stairs, the sight of Jonathan in the living room catches us off guard, his eyes lighting up in welcome."Morning, you two! Ready for the journey ahead?" Jonathan exclaims, a cheerful grin on his face."Absolutely," Jim replies, mirroring Jonathan's enthusiasm. "What's the plan?"Kendra joins the conversation from the kitchen, "I thought we'd start the day with a hearty breakfast to fuel up for the trip."Anastasia chimes in, "Sounds like a plan. But Jonathan, any hints on what you're up to today?"Jonathan winks playfully, "Ah, that's a secret for now. But trust me, it'll be a day to remember."As we gather around the table, conversations flow effortlessly. Jim and Jonathan exchange stories from their childhood, reminiscing about shared experiences that evoke laughter and camaraderie. K