A/n: Here's our female protagonist, her name is Micaela Alvarado.
Playlist ~ Alan Walker ft Sabrina - On my way
Micaela's POVAs I sat in front of the bar counter in a club that my friends took me to celebrate my wins, I couldn't help but marveled at how far I've come. I mean c'mon, is one thing to have a dream, but is another thing to live in the dream and I'm so happy that I am living in mine now. A few hours ago of me checking my A****n author's account, I can't believe more than 23M people are following me, like I literally screamed when I saw it. My new novel had over 10M ratings and comments in just two weeks! Would you believe that?!!! OMG! When my friends Sabrina and Kim told me about it I didn't believe them until I was forced to log into my account to confirm if what they were saying and damn, I was dumbstruck when I saw it with my own eyes. How the hell did it happen? I've been a writer for almost five years now and 'Shattered Heart' isn't my first book that I wrote, I've written over four books mostly fictional but the least ratings I've got from each book was 3M, so you can imagine how everything changed tremendously.
Writing has been my passion right from highschool but I never had the chance to complete all the stories I started and I had to dispose them back then. My inspiration for writing came back again when I met two writers in the same college that I attended when I got here in Seoul. JB and Lee encouraged me to begin writing again after an English group project we were given to work on. The three of us in the group were told to come up with a drama play storyline based on love and then we were meant to act on it. After we all brought up different ideas, mine was picked and from there JB and Lee got to know that I was a writer so were there.
Starting writing back after the motivation I got from them wasn't really easy because I had to run two jobs so I can pay my college fee and also other bills. So it took me time before I could actually finish writing one book, for example my first book took me a year to finish and when I rounded up, JB was my editor who helped me published it on A****n, it was still him who suggested the a****n Kindle site for me to put my book on there. My first book had 1k reads after 1month. Funny huh? Oh yes, the beginning was really tough but look at me now! My book is selling #1 in the same A****n site.
"Micaela drink up more! We're here to celebrate your success as a famous author!" Sabrina squealed to my ears giggling so hard.
Oh here we are, my lousy friends are at it again. I drank the glass of whiskey and I joined them in the laughing competition. The music was way too loud but I like it anyways, we're here to celebrate, right? Right!
"Wow, it was quite unbelievable when I saw millions of people that has read your book! Shattered Hearts has made you famous babe!" Kim yelled dramatically and drank all the content of whiskey she was having and then poured more to each of our glasses.
"Yeah, I still can't believe it as well, I'm still surprised. I've been writing fictional books but it never got this much reads and ratings" I replied smiling sheepishly.
"And you wrote a nonfictional book and it got high reads. Isn't that amazing?" Kim asked giggling and we nodded in agreement.
"Sure it is. Let's toast to your success" Sabrina said and we brought our glasses together and she continues, "To more billions, girl! Cheers!"
"Cheers!" Kim and I responded a little bit loud and I caught the bar lady glared at us weirdly. I guess we're acting a little bit weird or noisy? Of course not, the club is noisy already. I ignored her and took a sip of my drink.
"But there's a question on my mind that I want to ask you" Sabrina's voice went high-pitched to my ears.
"Damn! I can hear you girl, you don't have to scream to my ears!" I yelled back at her and she chuckles.
"Whatever! The story you wrote about, who are those two people you wrote about in reality? I mean what are their real names?" Sabrina asked staring at me in the eyes. Her question threw me off guard and I all did was gaped at her.
"Yeah, I thought of asking her same question. In that book she actually hid the real identity of those two main characters. C'mon Micaela, tell us who they are, we're your close friends we won't disclose their identity to anyone. How did you know Luciano and Marianna story? Are they your college friends? Were they the one that told you about their real life story or you just knew about it? What are their real names?" Kim asked so many questions at a time.
My throat suddenly went dry and sweat made it way to my forehead. The glass I was holding started shaking and when I glanced down at my right hand that was on my thighs, I realized it was shaking out of nervousness. I tried to calm my nerves but it wasn't working.
"She doesn't trust us enough to tell us" Sabrina's voice went high-pitched again and I glanced up at both of them.
"Or maybe it's part of the rules authors have, they don't disclose identities of some of their real characters to avoid putting them in the hands of paparazzi" Kim replied.
"Yes, exactly, you're right" I hastily agreed.
"Yay! I'm always right!" Kim squealed excitedly and drank the whole content of her glass of whiskey while Sabrina scrunched up her nose disgustingly. Thank goodness, she just saved my butt.
"Whatever" Sabrina hissed with an eye roll and Kim giggled.
"Don't burn your throat Kim" I warned after watching her gulped a large quantity of the whiskey.
"I'm fine babe. C'mon, let's go break our legs in the dance floor!" She yelled standing up and twisting her body.
"I'm not much for dancing" I replied smiling and took a sip of my drink. Would I say my mood has turned off or I just feel guilty and tensed? Honestly I don't know which one it is.
"We're not going to beg you to, right Kim?" Sabrina asked and winked at Kim while Kim nods with a smug on her face. I shot both of them a suspicious glare."What are you girls planning against me? You girls know I don't do clubbing, I only accepted to come here because..." I asked.
"Nothing" Sabrina cuts in and stood up. In a flash both of them were standing at my sides. I squint confusedly trying to grasp what they're going to do to me.
"1, 2...3" Sabrina's voice counted and at the end of the count I was on my feet and hands were holding my left and my right arms.
"What are you girls doing?!" I half-yelled but it was ignored. Sabrina reached for my drink and forced me to drink up and I couldn't fight with her because they were holding my hands, so I drank up. "Are you girls crazy?!" I yelled after gulping down the whiskey which was burning my throat.
"Kim are we crazy?" Sabrina asked with humour in her voice.
"Maybe we are" Kim giggled and I felt both of them dragging me to the dance floor. For heaven's sake, how did I make these crazy girls my friends?
My black stiletto paired with my peach color curvy mini gown was almost tripping me off my feet as they were dragging me. "You girls should slow down, I'm on heels!" I yelled trying to catch my breath.
"We know that miss celebrity, just stop nagging us and have a little fun. Jeez, you're always too serious, you act like a nun all the time!" Sabrina hissed and continued dragging me to the dance floor while Kim laughed so hard and a small smile broke on my lips.
"I can't go there and dance, they're many people there, you girls already know how much I hate crowded places" I said and tried halting my footsteps.
"They don't bite Micaela, we're just here to celebrate your success. C'mon, stop being boring and live a little" Kim replied and they both continued dragging me along with them.
"She just said she doesn't want to dance in a crowded place, so let her be" a masculine voice said behind us and the three of us halted.
Who could be meddling in our business? He's talking to the wrong ladies, because the response he's about to get from Sabrina will result to him being enraged or upset. But first, let's get to see who he is. Like it was a planned work, the three of us turnaround at the same time and glance back to see....him.
My mouth flew open and I gasps in shock by the sight in front of me. This can't be real, it's an hallucination. I blinked my eyes to clear my doubts and I gasps in bewilderment to still find him standing there dressed in a black leather jacket like that of Damon in vampire diaries, paired with a black inner shirt and a black jeans. My eyes roams all over his body down to his foot which had a white and black dope sneakers. His hands were in his Jean pocket and his gaze was directly on me, he was looking so dashingly handsome more than ever before. He grew up to become a handsome and gorgeous prince after all.
"Fernando Perez" I mumbled almost in a whisper still in shock. We both locked gaze and that moment time stood still just like in the movies, this moment reminds me of Marichuy and Miguel in 'Don't mess in an angel' telenovelau series when those two had crossed paths. Let's leave the movies and face reality, my heart was throbbing faster as I stared at him. What was Fernando doing here?
Fernando's POV Coming to a decision of traveling over 10hours down here wasn't an easy decision to have made, but when you need something badly you'll go any length even if it means climbing the mountain or swimming the world largest ocean to get it. When Antonio had told me where to find Micaela Alvarado, I kicked against going initially, the distance was from Madrid to Seoul South Korea was way too much. Just because I wanted and information that I wasn't so sure she even had answers to then I will have to travel all the way down to Seoul to find her. For what reason I asked myself a thousand times. Antonio was really pissed at me, he even called me a proud guy just because I find it stupid to accept his advice of taking a trip down to Seoul to find an author who wrote just an ordinary book, sorry I take that back, that book is not an ordinary book, my instinct tells me I have a connection with the writer. My instinct wouldn't allow me sleep peaceful
Micaela's POV It was still surprising for me to see Fernando Perez right in front of me. What was he doing here? The way he played a role of a jerk to my friend Sabrina was quite amusing, I don't know him to be such a person. He told my friends to excuse us that he wanted to see me, that got many thoughts running through my mind. What does he wants to see me for? It's been thirteen years ago we saw each other last and then we weren't even talking not to even mention the friendship lie I told my friends about us few minutes ago. "Where are we going?" his voice snaps me out of my deep thoughts and I glanced at him walking beside me. My mind has traveled far away from here but my body was still right here with him. After we had came out from the club, I was taking him to a roof top where I always go to if I want to have a quiet moment and also have a better view of the stars. I believe we can have a conversation
Fernando's POV All I ever wanted was just a brief conversation with Micaela and then I was gone. She had answers to my past which was the reason I'm here in the first place, but getting stuck with her in an elevator is the last thing I'll ever think could happen to me. Who can change that now that it has already happened? I was so angry at her for bringing me here and getting stuck with her. I mean how can I spend more than an hour at least with her? Who even knows if help is going to come to us? I hate staying closer with the female gender with the exception of my mom. Spending couple of minutes with them irritates me except we're talking business. What if we spend the night here together, what's going to happen? Damnit! I cussed inwardly and placed my head on the metal, this was really infuriating than one could even imagine. If only there's a signal on our phones she'll reach her ex-boss and seek for help. I was so lost in my own thoughts and drowni
Fernando's POV Micaela dropped me off at the motel and I thanked her before walking into the motel building. I almost got into the elevator when I remembered I didn't tell her that I'm going to meet up with her later to discuss what had brought me to the country. How can I had lose so much focus? I ran out to catch up with her but she was already gone before I got out. My return flight was booked to leave by 12 pm today with the intention I must have finished up with Micaela by 9am and return back to Madrid. But now, the time is 10am and I haven't even got the chance to discuss anything with her. I stood there confusedly not knowing how to handle the situation. If only we weren't stucked in that goddamn elevator I would have been getting ready to leave now. How about I call her back here and ask her all I wanted to ask her? Would that be okay? I doubt she'd want to come back, she's been through a lot since last night to
Micaela's POV I just finished dressing up and was about eating my breakfast prepared by my maid when I had a call from my security guard telling me Fernando is here to see me. My heart almost jumped out of my chest and I suddenly became so tensed when I heard his name. This isn't the first time I'm feeling this way. I've always had goosebumps right from highschool whenever I heard his name from many girls who were crushing on him, and when we both cross paths, the nervousness increases to the point I always lost my voice whenever I'm around him. I thought that feelings ended years ago but seeing him last night in that club coincidentally, I felt exactly same way I've always felt back in highschool. Hearing he was here again after all that happened last night between both of us got me so curious on why he wants to see me, I thought he was angry with me. How did he know where to find me though? There was only one way to fi
Playlist~ Halsey – Eyes Closed Fernando's POV Telling Micaela she looks attractive made me felt like I just committed a crime because it's quite an unusual thing for me to say to any woman. The only woman I've ever complemented is my mom, she deserves to be praised more than any other woman. She's such an amazing mother, the best of all mother's, I adore her more than I do myself. Although it hurts me not to give her a grandchild like she'd always wish for, but I can't do anything about it, she should just be patient, my younger brother will definitely give her many grandchildren someday when he gets married. Talking about Micaela, she's driving to a restaurant she knows in the city just like I'd requested. She's more familiar with the city that's why I allowed her to pick the restaurant of her choice. "Why do you like teasing my friend?" she asks glancing at me briefly before returning her gaze on the road. "No reason actually. I guess I
Playlist~ Neyo - Mad Fernando's POV By 3.30pm, I was already at the airport waiting for the departure time to elapse. I'd reschedule my flight for 4pm after I missed that of 2pm, so here I am ready to return back to Madrid without completing my mission of traveling down here, all thanks to Micaela. The earlier I realized I wasn't going to get answers to my past the better for me that's why I never went back to that hospital to inform Micaela I was actually leaving. Is obviously a waste of time to go back there, I mean what's the point when I knew already that the person I'm meant to have a conversation with is not up for it at this moment? Although it might have been unfair of me to not tell her I was leaving the city but I don't think I owe her any explanation. It was a decision I came up with at last minute while in the coffee shop. Before I had left the coffee shop, I asked my PA to reschedule my flight again which he did. Couple of minutes after I receive
Playlist ~ Mandy Moore - Only Hope Micaela's POV At last I'm going to do what I've been shying away from for so long. Call me a fool for wanting to take my own life but I have my reasons for doing it. How would you have lived happily with yourself without guilt for years after ruining someone else's life? Now, many of you with conscience will understand what I'm talking about, while some of you might do all you can to get over it and live like nothing ever happened. But I Micaela Alvarado isn't such a person that could easily forget her past and move on especially when what I did was at the expense of someone's happiness. Every day of my life I prayed for God to help me get over it and let go of the past but there was a constant message God keep sending to me which I kept ignoring. I needed to do the right thing which was to apologize to that innocent person I'd hurt so much in the past, but I've been so scared to face reality. I thought wr
Playlist ~ Ryan T ft Aaliyah T - Father's Love Fernando's POV We kiss for couple of minutes and my hands reached for her boobs and squeeze it a little bit hard erupting moan from her. "Hey, take it…slowly my darling" she said between kisses. "Nah, you ignited these fireworks in me so you've got to end it in a good way" I replied and pushed her lightly to one of the doors. "Do you know how badly I've been eyeing this red mini gown you're wearing? It's fucking so seductive. It's your plan to seduce me with your sexiness isn't it?" I hope is the right door to the room I've prepared for us that she's resting on because I can't go any further. I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her to my chest and my gaze fell on her barely gorgeous exposed chest. I kissed all over and sucked on it greedily. My left hand fondles for the doorknob and I wiggle it open, while my lips never left her chest.
Playlist ~ Calema Mozambique - Te Amo Micaela's POV "Yes baby, the other one was ruined so we're going for another. Remember, we were meant to go to two countries, the second one is Austria, that's where we're going tomorrow. I promise you this time around it's going to be perfect" Ferd announced with a broad smile. A giggle escapes my mouth and I wrapped my arms around his neck. "I'll really love that, thank you. I love you, Ferd" I replied and kissed his lips. "I love you more, my diamond" he whispers. "Okay, you two should get a room!" Sabrina yelled and we chuckled and pull apart softly. "Don't be so jealous, Sabrina" Claudia replied on our behalf. "Please Claudia, say it louder if she'll hear you" Ferd said beside me and we burst into fist of laughter. "Shoo shoo, I'm not jealous" Sabrina defended and I grin widely at her. "Hey guys! I got the
Playlist ~ Alan Walker - Diamond Heart Fernando's POV Cont'd "Would you stop already? I told you she's nothing to me! That lady was someone I used to clear out my doubts after the first time you kissed me. I didn't know what feelings, love or emotions was until you kissed me. I thought what I felt when you kissed me that fateful evening at the hotel room could be felt with any other lady that's why I had to experiment with her. After that experiment with that random lady, I never crossed paths with her until couple of weeks ago when we saw each other again. She was bent on having a revenge on me by stealing a kiss and she even slapped me and threatened me that you're going to find out and unfortunately you did find out. Believe me I feel nothing for her, she's just a stranger to me". "He's telling the truth, Micaela. Fernando can never cheat on you with another woman, he loves you too much to do
Playlist ~ Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry Micaela's POV When things go wrong, people always say life goes on isn't it? Well, that's exactly what I did despite the fact it was killing me inside. Being a divorcee and carrying a child in my stomach isn't an easy situation to handle couple with all this early stage of pregnancy I'm experiencing. My first pregnancy wasn't like this, if it was, I would have known before anyone else had it figured out back then. But it looks like this particular pregnancy I'm carrying is here to torture the living hell out of me. It doesn't allow me do anything, all I do is puke in the morning, noon and night, all day round I'm always nauseous, feeling weak, spitting, stomach aches and the list goes on. At times it's just as if I should I should take some sleeping drugs so I won't feel any of the pregnancy symptoms, it has been that terrible this past one month. Maybe
Playlist ~ Kane Brown – What’s Mine is Yours Fernando's POV Cont'd "Wow! Quite impressive! I think I prefer this new Fernando to the nerd one in high-school" Raphael chuckles and I groaned in response. "Tell me something, why do you want to die in the hands of my men rather than mine?" "Because I hate you so fucking much! I rather get killed by some vehicle or robbers than get killed by you!" He erupted into a loud laughter and that was all I needed to outsmart him....or no, Antonio actually is the one that took that slight chance to hit him hard with his elbow on his face and he staggered backwards and fell on the floor with his gun flying off his hands. I hastily reached out for his gun while Antonio wrestles on the floor with him. Before I could turnaround, Raphael has already flipped Antonio to the floor and was throwing punches on him. "Stop you bastard!" I snarled and pointe
Playlist ~ Bebe Rexha – Not the One Sabrina's POV I took a walk on the beach with my beautiful hat on my head that was almost covering my face. My sunglasses didn't leave my eyes as I catwalk towards where Queen B was making out with her boyfriend. The whistles coming from the guys at the beach was almost deafening my ears. Gosh! I bet they've not seen a gorgeous pretty lady today or maybe for so long. Not that what I was wearing was really exposing my great body but still I can tell their eyes were on my hot beautiful legs to half my thighs because I was wearing a white bum-short and a sea-green chiffon crop-top. For me not to act all rude and snubbing, I waved back at them and made my way to the two love birds that brought me here. They were both lying down on the beach sand cuddling and kissing each other, how sweet huh? I took pictures of that perfect position on my iPhone and I viewed it wit
Playlist ~ Trey Songz – Heart Attack One Month Later Antonio's POV "Hello Sabrina, what's the situation over there?" I asked when she received the call. It's over a month now that Sabrina offered to help me investigate those two major culprits who almost ruined Micaela and Fernando lives. After I offered her 1million dollars to be a spy, she rejected the offer when she found out it was about her friend, Micaela's innocence we're fighting for. She was willing to do it for free without any charges, the truth is I don't even know why I chose her to be our spy but I chose her still. So far, she's been really good with her job as a spy. I'm relieved my best-friend, Fernando, agreed to bring Claudia and Raphael to justice and that is why Sabrina and I are on this mission. Fernando and I came to a conclusion to find out the location of those two criminals and also get ou
Playlist ~ Future ft Miley Cyrus & Mr. Hudson - Real and True Fernando's POV Cont'd "For real Fernando?! Just listen to yourself speak, Fernando. What is wrong with you? Why are you being so irritating with your attitude? Can't you just calm down and let what I just said sink into your mind and your head?! Stop being blind over all this and focus for a second! I don't care if you hate your wife for what she did to you but keep your hate aside and look through this already! I am an attorney and I know how to dig into cases like this until the truth is out, so why can't you just give me the chance to help you? This is not about Micaela, we're talking about justice here! It's time those bastards pay for all they did to you, me and Micaela! We were their victims, we shouldn't let them get away with it!" I really can't tell if it was the yelling from Antonio that calmed me down or if it was the po
Playlist ~ Celine Dion - Lying Down Micaela's POV Cont'd She held my up chin and looked me in the eyes, "Talk to me, did you kill that child? How did you get pregnant? Did it happen here in Seoul?". "No, not here in Seoul" I croaked. Tears has wail up in my eyes as I remember the pains I went through when I lost my child. "I had a miscarriage. I couldn't protect my little baby because I was working so hard to fend for myself and the unborn child" I continued sobbing uncontrollably. "Oh my dear" Sabrina pulls me into a hug and I cried so hard. "I couldn't protect him or her, Sabrina. I didn't have the chance to know if the child I was carrying was a girl or a boy. That innocent baby died within a month I found out of my pregnancy" I muffles. "I'm so sorry to hear that. I can't imagine how bad you must have felt. I'm really sorry, Micaela" she rubs my back soothingly. "But h