I took a deep breath as I stared at the large building before me. It was everything I imagined and more. From the electronic doors to the somewhat tinted glass windows and the well trimmed grasses, I couldn't believe I was starting college already. However, after the excitement came the nervousness. Was I truly ready to do this? Could I even do it? These thoughts ran through my head almost every night since I had gotten my acceptance letter in the mail.
I looked up again at the white building and remembered everything I had been through the last two months and my entire life. How the job at the library had wearied me out and I didn't have a choice but to cope with it. The struggle to save the money I was earning while cutting down on a lot of my personal expenses. How I had to make sure I had top grades throughout high school to ensure that I at least got a tuition scholarship. These thoughts only strengthened my resolve to finish what I had started.Without thinking, I went through the doors and I was dazed for a few minutes. If I thought the exterior was beautiful, then there were no words or adjectives to qualify the interior. I don't know what heaven looks like, but this could surely pass as a mini one. The interior of the college building is a stunning blend of modern design and historic charm. As you enter through the grand, arched doorway, you're greeted by a spacious atrium with a high, vaulted ceiling adorned with intricate, stained glass windows that allow streams of colorful sunlight to filter through. The walls are lined with rich, mahogany wood paneling, and the floors are covered in polished marble, giving the space an air of elegance.Students both old and new were rushing probably trying to complete their registration and I was still left awe struck about the aesthetic that surrounded me. Confused on where to go, I walked forward a bit still trying to soak in the place. I was so lucky that I got accepted into this type of college. I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice that I was walking right into someone. I immediately looked up and saw a girl who looked to be around my age. She was dressed in a mom jean and she paired it up with a cute crop top and Vans. Even though I bumped into her, she was smiling at me"Hey there! Are you also a new student?," she said while smiling.Being someone that's not too good with strangers, I felt tongue tied so I just nodded my head."That's great. I can't believe we're finally in college! I'm so excited to finally get the college experience and the dorm rooms. But first, we should complete the registration, or have you done yours?" she asked with such dreamy eyes"Not yet, I actually just came in and was just about to ask someone for directions," I finally spoke."Let's find out together. We'll get through this whole process together and who knows? We might just become the best of friends. Pardon my manners please, what's your name? I'm Liana by the way," she squealed" I'm Mercedes. Nice to meet you, Liana," I smiled gently at her"Nice to meet you too, Mercedes. I like your name, it's quite unique. Let's get on with this registration stuff, my sister graduated from here and she told me that the registration process was like an extreme sport," she grabbed my hand and led the way.Suddenly she looked back at me and asked"Oh, and by the way, do you have any idea which dorm you want to stay in?""Not really, I haven't even looked into that yet. I really don't know much about here," I looked away shyly."Aww it's no problem at all. We can decide that later. Let's go find someone who can help us with the registration process first."After a few minutes of walking around we saw a man who looked like staff member of the college and we approached him. Before I could open my mouth, Liana already beat me to it"Hi there, good afternoon. We're new students and we're a bit lost. Do you have an idea on where we can complete our registration and also get our dorm room assignments?" she asked politely."Of course, I'd be happy to help. Let me guide you through the process. You can call me Mr Davies. What are your names?" he asked."I'm Liana, and this is Mercedes," she replied for both of us."Nice to meet you both, Mercedes and Liana. Let's start with the registration. Follow me to the registration desk," he pointed towards the hallway.He began walking away and we followed him and came to a stop at the registration desk. We also met a number of new students who were doing their registration. There were a lot of staffs on ground to help with the registration, so the process was quite fast. Mr Davies led us to his own side of the desk and requested for some of our documents. We presented them to him and in less than 10 minutes we were both done with the registration."You can move to the next cubicle to get your dorm room assignments. Do have a nice day ladies, Mr Davies smiled as he handed us our documents back."Thank you so much sir. Without you, we probably would still walking around the halls aimlessly," Liana thanked him and he nodded his head.She then turned to me"See Mercedes, it's not that bad. We're making progress and we'll be done in no time."" Thanks, Liana. I really appreciate your help," I said as I gave her a full blown smile this time.We got to the dorm assignment cubicle and the lady we met there was equally nice. She asked us for our major"Communication Studies," Liana replied."Media and International Relations," I also replied."Okay ladies. Seeing as you both are together, you've both been assigned dorm rooms in Daisy Dormitory. Ask any of the old students or any of the porters, they'll give you directions. Do have a nice day," she said as she handed us our slips."Thank you ma'am," we said simultaneously.We left the cubicle and headed to the common area where we were asked to leave our luggage till we were done with our registration. Since my college was like a three hour drive from my town, Mr Lampton and I struck a deal. I would be a virtual assistant for him while he got someone else to work at the library. During the holidays, I could also come in to the library. This way, I was still getting paid and having enough to get by since I was only on a tuition scholarship. I had to pay for books, the dorm fees and some other fees that the college requested we pay. I was lost in thought when Liana snapped me out of my reverie."Mercedes, do you want to check out our dorm rooms together? I'm really praying that we are roommates. It's going to be really exciting if we are," she said almost bouncing on her toes."That sounds nice. Let's do it," I replied.We asked one of the porters for the directions and he led to the dormitory with our luggage in tow. Liana and I chatted till we got there. It was fun to finally to have a friend. The exterior of the dormitory also looked beautiful. You would know for sure that it was a girl's dorm. I even understood why it was called Daisy Dormitory. The entire front lawn was covered in daises. We got into the dormitory and checked for our dorm numbers. Liana and I looked at each other in excitement when we realized that we were roommates."Oh my gosh, we're roommates. This is so awesome. I'm happy that we're together Mercedes. We're gonna have so much fun together," she screamed as she hugged me.I returned the hug happily"Yeah, I'm looking forward to staying with you too. I'm glad I met you, Liana," I said hoping my sincerity showed on my face."I'm glad too, Lily. We're going to have an amazing time in college together. We'll help each other through everything. Through the good, the bad, the not-so-nice and the ugly," Liana also remarked."It's funny how I'm not good with strangers and I'm starting to feel more comfortable already. Thanks for being so friendly and helpful Liana"." Anytime, Mercedes. Friends help each other out, and I'm here for you. Let's make the most of this college adventure," she said finally as we got to sorting out our stuff.The room was compact, with two twin beds placed on opposite sides, each with an assortment of throw pillows. A large window lets in natural light and is adorned with curtains in a soft, pastel color. We each got our own wardrobes and reading tables. Overall, I couldn't have asked for more.Liana and I were so tired and hungry after sorting out our stuff. We took turns in showering and ordered pizza since none of us had the strength to go get food from anywhere. After devouring the whole box of pizza, we both said our goodnights and lay on our beds. I heard Liana talking to her parents over the phone about how her first day went, and I felt sad because I had no one to call. Soon sleep came visiting and all I could think while it took over me was that college is a big place.The blaring alarm pierced the morning silence, jolted me awake from my slumber. It was loud that I nearly fell off my bed in fear. I looked at the time and it was precisely 7:30. I groaned as I thought why I even set the alarm to ring so early. Still groggy and disoriented, I fumbleb to silence the intrusive sound because my ears felt like they were about to pop any minute from them. The peace of the silence only lasted for about few seconds before I remembered "Oh shit," I remembered and screamed as i clap my hands over my mouth. How could I have forgotten that today was my official first day in college?I looked over and saw that Liana was still asleep. How could she have slept through the noise of the alarm? That didn't matter because if I didn't wake her up now, we would be super late and I wouldn't want that happening to any of us. Rubbing my eyes, I stumbled towards Liana's bed, I looked at her wrapped in a ball on the bed while she remained sound asleep. She still looked beauti
The first lecture actually went on smoothly and the professor was actually nicer than I expected. He answered questions that were asked and took his time to explain to those who didn't understand. He was still explaining a question that a red haired girl had asked when the bell rang."Okay class, that's a wrap for today. I'll send the material for today and next week's class to your mails. Please make sure you read ahead and feel free to ask questions about anything that you're finding difficult to understand. See you all next week," he said as he gathered up his notes and took his leave.Immediately the professor stepped out of the class, the whole class turned into a noise base. Almost everyone was talking at the same time, trying to make new friends and get to know each other. The shy and nerdy ones who didn't speak to anyone also packed up and left. I sat in the middle of the bustle for about ten minutes before I decided to leave too.As I was putting the last of my items into the
Over the last three months, life in college had been generally good to me. Classes had been tough but I was able to pull through. I had been able to turn in projects and assignments in quickly and generally my grades were great. College also blessed me with the gift of friendship. Liana, Devon, Terrence, Houston, Maya, Kimberly and Iris were truly the best friends anyone could ask for. They were so supportive and really brought out a side of me I didn't even know existed.They brought me out of my reserved shell and made me do stuff I never thought I could ever do. I remember when I introduced Liana to the group, I was extremely nervous about how she would receive them and how they would too. They already knew about themselves because I told Liana about the group and I also told the group about Liana. Then one day after class when we were heading to the cafeteria when we were almost at the door I heard someone call my name. I turned back and discovered it was Liana. I shouted at the
For as long as I can remember, I've always felt like a stranger in my family. My parents nor my sister have never shown me love or even given me any attention. It was like I was an outcast that they housed and fed just because they felt like it and not because I was their daughter. All through my life, I didn't get to experience any form of parental love from them. It was more like I didn't even exist to them.My parents were well to do. My father ran an architectural firm that was slowly rising to be the best in town, while my mum owned a lingerie store for all kinds of women irrespective of body shape and size. This made her quite popular around town because they felt she didn't discriminate among the women and people like her for that. We lived in a nice house in a really comfortable environment and to everyone, we seemed like the ideal family.But oh my, they were so wrong. This family has always been very dysfunctional from the beginning and I knew that immediately I could learn t
After twenty minutes of walking, I knew that I had nowhere to go because I didn't really have any friends in the area. I knew I had to find a place as soon as possible became the night clouds were beginning to descend. I made up my mind to head back to the library. On getting to the library, I met Mr Lampton at the entrance trying to lock up for the day and he was quite shocked to see me back so soon. "Mr Lampton, hello once again," I said as I shifted nervously on one foot while looking at the floor. I was too embarrassed to face him. I'm sure that my whole face was already so red from having to be in such a humiliating situation"Mercedes, that was quite fast. I didn't expect to see you back so soon. And are you going somewhere? What's with the box?" he asked as he pointed to my luggage.I sighed as I contemplated if I should lie or just tell him the full story. I knew lying wasn't even an open because Mr Lampton knew my parents and could easily ask them what had happened. Knowing
The sound of my alarm startled me awake and for like five minutes, I was trying to figure out why I woke up in a strange room instead of my house. I started looking around when all of a sudden, the events of the previous day rushed into my memory and I remembered that the library basement was my new home. I looked at the time and noticed it was already 8 am and the library is supposed to open at 8:30am.I immediately jumped out of my bed and raced to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and probably took the fastest shower I have ever taken in my life. I picked out a checkered shirt and my blacked washed jeans pairing with it my converse before picking up my phone and checking the time. It was 8:20 am. I almost heaved a sigh of relief as I walked out of my room into the main library.Immediately I opened the library doors for the day, Mr Lampton walked in with a big smile on his face and two takeout bags. looked at him weirdly, I mean who was this happy so early in the morning? Certainly
I think the best decision I've actually made in my life was leaving my parents home and deciding to do it all on my own. It really hasn't been easy but at least I've experienced more and being Mr Lampton's assistant has helped me evolve in who I am as a person. I've learnt more on how to curb my temper and emotions even in the craziest of situations. This is due to the fact that many people who have come into the library just have a knack of getting my nerves.If it wasn't some horny motherfucker trying to get into my pants, it was some kids their parents just dropped off as a means to get rid of them for a while so that they can have sometime to themselves. All in all I was just really frustrated but I couldn't also help but be grateful. I had a roof over my head and the pay was also good. I had been able to save enough to pay for stuff in college and also have some extra cash to get a few things for myself.It's now been a month since I left home and not even one of my family member
Over the last three months, life in college had been generally good to me. Classes had been tough but I was able to pull through. I had been able to turn in projects and assignments in quickly and generally my grades were great. College also blessed me with the gift of friendship. Liana, Devon, Terrence, Houston, Maya, Kimberly and Iris were truly the best friends anyone could ask for. They were so supportive and really brought out a side of me I didn't even know existed.They brought me out of my reserved shell and made me do stuff I never thought I could ever do. I remember when I introduced Liana to the group, I was extremely nervous about how she would receive them and how they would too. They already knew about themselves because I told Liana about the group and I also told the group about Liana. Then one day after class when we were heading to the cafeteria when we were almost at the door I heard someone call my name. I turned back and discovered it was Liana. I shouted at the
The first lecture actually went on smoothly and the professor was actually nicer than I expected. He answered questions that were asked and took his time to explain to those who didn't understand. He was still explaining a question that a red haired girl had asked when the bell rang."Okay class, that's a wrap for today. I'll send the material for today and next week's class to your mails. Please make sure you read ahead and feel free to ask questions about anything that you're finding difficult to understand. See you all next week," he said as he gathered up his notes and took his leave.Immediately the professor stepped out of the class, the whole class turned into a noise base. Almost everyone was talking at the same time, trying to make new friends and get to know each other. The shy and nerdy ones who didn't speak to anyone also packed up and left. I sat in the middle of the bustle for about ten minutes before I decided to leave too.As I was putting the last of my items into the
The blaring alarm pierced the morning silence, jolted me awake from my slumber. It was loud that I nearly fell off my bed in fear. I looked at the time and it was precisely 7:30. I groaned as I thought why I even set the alarm to ring so early. Still groggy and disoriented, I fumbleb to silence the intrusive sound because my ears felt like they were about to pop any minute from them. The peace of the silence only lasted for about few seconds before I remembered "Oh shit," I remembered and screamed as i clap my hands over my mouth. How could I have forgotten that today was my official first day in college?I looked over and saw that Liana was still asleep. How could she have slept through the noise of the alarm? That didn't matter because if I didn't wake her up now, we would be super late and I wouldn't want that happening to any of us. Rubbing my eyes, I stumbled towards Liana's bed, I looked at her wrapped in a ball on the bed while she remained sound asleep. She still looked beauti
I took a deep breath as I stared at the large building before me. It was everything I imagined and more. From the electronic doors to the somewhat tinted glass windows and the well trimmed grasses, I couldn't believe I was starting college already. However, after the excitement came the nervousness. Was I truly ready to do this? Could I even do it? These thoughts ran through my head almost every night since I had gotten my acceptance letter in the mail.I looked up again at the white building and remembered everything I had been through the last two months and my entire life. How the job at the library had wearied me out and I didn't have a choice but to cope with it. The struggle to save the money I was earning while cutting down on a lot of my personal expenses. How I had to make sure I had top grades throughout high school to ensure that I at least got a tuition scholarship. These thoughts only strengthened my resolve to finish what I had started.Without thinking, I went through t
I think the best decision I've actually made in my life was leaving my parents home and deciding to do it all on my own. It really hasn't been easy but at least I've experienced more and being Mr Lampton's assistant has helped me evolve in who I am as a person. I've learnt more on how to curb my temper and emotions even in the craziest of situations. This is due to the fact that many people who have come into the library just have a knack of getting my nerves.If it wasn't some horny motherfucker trying to get into my pants, it was some kids their parents just dropped off as a means to get rid of them for a while so that they can have sometime to themselves. All in all I was just really frustrated but I couldn't also help but be grateful. I had a roof over my head and the pay was also good. I had been able to save enough to pay for stuff in college and also have some extra cash to get a few things for myself.It's now been a month since I left home and not even one of my family member
The sound of my alarm startled me awake and for like five minutes, I was trying to figure out why I woke up in a strange room instead of my house. I started looking around when all of a sudden, the events of the previous day rushed into my memory and I remembered that the library basement was my new home. I looked at the time and noticed it was already 8 am and the library is supposed to open at 8:30am.I immediately jumped out of my bed and raced to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and probably took the fastest shower I have ever taken in my life. I picked out a checkered shirt and my blacked washed jeans pairing with it my converse before picking up my phone and checking the time. It was 8:20 am. I almost heaved a sigh of relief as I walked out of my room into the main library.Immediately I opened the library doors for the day, Mr Lampton walked in with a big smile on his face and two takeout bags. looked at him weirdly, I mean who was this happy so early in the morning? Certainly
After twenty minutes of walking, I knew that I had nowhere to go because I didn't really have any friends in the area. I knew I had to find a place as soon as possible became the night clouds were beginning to descend. I made up my mind to head back to the library. On getting to the library, I met Mr Lampton at the entrance trying to lock up for the day and he was quite shocked to see me back so soon. "Mr Lampton, hello once again," I said as I shifted nervously on one foot while looking at the floor. I was too embarrassed to face him. I'm sure that my whole face was already so red from having to be in such a humiliating situation"Mercedes, that was quite fast. I didn't expect to see you back so soon. And are you going somewhere? What's with the box?" he asked as he pointed to my luggage.I sighed as I contemplated if I should lie or just tell him the full story. I knew lying wasn't even an open because Mr Lampton knew my parents and could easily ask them what had happened. Knowing
For as long as I can remember, I've always felt like a stranger in my family. My parents nor my sister have never shown me love or even given me any attention. It was like I was an outcast that they housed and fed just because they felt like it and not because I was their daughter. All through my life, I didn't get to experience any form of parental love from them. It was more like I didn't even exist to them.My parents were well to do. My father ran an architectural firm that was slowly rising to be the best in town, while my mum owned a lingerie store for all kinds of women irrespective of body shape and size. This made her quite popular around town because they felt she didn't discriminate among the women and people like her for that. We lived in a nice house in a really comfortable environment and to everyone, we seemed like the ideal family.But oh my, they were so wrong. This family has always been very dysfunctional from the beginning and I knew that immediately I could learn t