Eira’s POV
The silence that followed my words felt suffocating, as though the air itself had been sucked out of the room. Every pair of eyes was fixed on me, and I could feel their judgment, their pity, their shock. But none of it mattered. I had made my decision.
Kieran, still frozen in disbelief, took a step closer to me. His hand shot out, grabbing my arm with a force that made me gasp. His grip tightened, his nails digging into my skin, and I winced at the pain. The look in his eyes was one of disbelief and anger.
“Why?” he demanded, his voice low, dangerous. “Why would you ask for a divorce, Eira? After everything I’ve done for you… after everything I’ve given you?”
I didn’t flinch, even as he twisted my arm slightly, forcing me to meet his gaze. My eyes, cold and unwavering, locked onto his, and I fought to keep the tremor in my voice under control.
“Let go of me,” I whispered, though the words carried a weight of command. His grip didn’t loosen. Instead, his fingers dug deeper into my flesh.
“I said, let go,” I repeated, stronger this time.
He looked at me, almost as if seeing me for the first time, his eyes flickering with something I couldn’t quite decipher. “You’re asking for a divorce because of her?” he spat, jerking his head toward Vanessa, who stood there, her arms folded and a smug smile playing on her lips.
“You think I’m just going to stand by and let you humiliate me like this?” I said, my voice trembling with restrained fury. “You think I’ll just let you parade your mistress in front of me and still beg for your affection?”
His expression faltered for a split second. “You love me, Eira,” he said, his voice softer now, almost pleading. “You’ve always loved me.”
I barked a bitter laugh, my gaze never leaving his face. “Love? Do you think I still love you? I used to,” I said, my voice cold, the words slicing through the air like a knife. “But now? You’re nothing but a pretentious idiot, Kieran. A man who doesn’t deserve anything but contempt.”
His face darkened, and before I could react, his hand flew across my face with a force that took my breath away. The slap left a sharp sting on my cheek, and my vision blurred for a moment. I felt the heat of the blow radiate through my skin, the sound of it echoing in the silent room.
“You have no right to talk to me like that!” Kieran shouted, his face twisted in rage. “You have no right to demand a divorce! You owe everything to me, Eira. If it weren’t for me, you’d still be nothing.”
I staggered slightly from the force of his words, but I didn’t let him see me falter. “I don’t owe you anything,” I said firmly, my voice steady despite the whirlwind of emotions inside me. “And as for the divorce, I have every right. If it weren’t for my father, you wouldn’t be here right now.”
His face paled at the mention of my father’s name. His grip on my arm loosened slightly, but his anger only grew.
“Don’t bring him into this,” Kieran warned, his eyes narrowing. “This is between us.”
“It’s always been between us, hasn’t it?” I retorted, meeting his gaze head-on. “But now I see you for what you really are—an arrogant, selfish man who doesn’t care about anyone but himself.”
Kieran stared at me for a long, tense moment. I could see the battle in his eyes, the pride, the anger, and the hurt. But I wasn’t backing down. Not this time.
“You’ve made your choice,” I said, my voice cold and final. “Now I’m making mine.”
His jaw clenched, his hands balled into fists at his sides. “You think you can just walk away from me?” he hissed, taking a step toward me. “You think you’re the one who has control here?”
“I don’t need control, Kieran,” I said softly, my eyes never leaving his. “I just need my freedom.”
With that, I turned away from him, the finality of my decision settling over me like a heavy cloak. I could feel his eyes on me, the weight of his gaze burning into my back, but I didn’t look back.
I didn’t need him anymore. And I wouldn’t let him drag me down.
Vanessa’s smug expression faltered slightly as I walked past her, but I didn’t acknowledge her. I didn’t need to.
I was done.
As soon as I turned away from them, I tried my very best not to cry. I wasn’t going to break down in front of them. That was never going to happen. He had brought home his pregnant mistress and also went as far as calling me barren.
Footstep echoed behind me and before I could react, someone grabbed my arm.
It was Kieran.
Kieran’s grip on my arm tightened again, his fingers like iron bands. I was still reeling from his words—barren? He was going to use that to hurt me? My heart hammered in my chest, but I couldn’t let it show. Not now. Not when everything was coming apart.
Vanessa clung to his arm, her voice filled with false sweetness as she apologized. "I didn’t mean for this to happen, Kieran. I’ll leave the pack. I’ll go far away. Just... please, let’s not let this ruin everything."
Her words cut through me like a knife. She was apologizing, but it was the kind of apology someone makes when they want to avoid consequences, not take responsibility. And Kieran? He didn’t care. He just wanted to maintain his power, his control, over everything.
His eyes flicked back to me, cold and full of contempt. "You think you can just walk away from me, Eira? You think you have the right to make demands? You’re nothing without me. Without this pack."
A laugh escaped me, bitter and sharp. "You really believe that? You think I need you, Kieran? You’ve always thought you could control me, but you never could."
He took a step toward me, his face a storm of rage. "You should be grateful, Eira. Grateful for everything I’ve done for you, for what I gave you."
I looked at him then, truly looked at him, and for the first time, I didn’t see the man I had married. I saw a stranger—someone twisted, broken, and full of bitterness.
“Now that we are all here. I will have to teach you some manners in the bedroom!” He snapped.
My eyes rounded in shock.
Before I could respond, he was pulling both Vanessa and me toward the bedroom. My protest was weak, my voice barely a whisper, as I tried to free myself from his grasp. "Let go of me, Kieran! I don’t want to go in there. I’m done!"
But he didn’t listen. The brute strength he used to drag me was terrifying, and there was no way to break free. Vanessa, who had been whispering apologies into his ear, looked past me with a look of satisfaction in her eyes, as though she were watching a spectacle unfold. Her lips curled into a grin that made me sick.
When we reached the room, Kieran shoved me inside without hesitation. The force of it sent me stumbling, my feet catching on the hem of my long dress. I tried to steady myself, but the momentum was too much, and I crashed into the bed stand. Pain exploded in my skull, and before I could even grasp what had happened, everything went black.
The last thing I heard was Kieran’s voice, distant and muffled, as if from the farthest reaches of my mind. "You’ll learn your place, Eira."
And then, nothing.
Eira’s POV“Eira… do you want to be his wife that badly?” My father’s voice rang in my head, his face etched with concern and confusion.“He is my mate, Father,” I replied, pretending not to notice the look on his face.Kieran was my mate, and I had waited my whole life to meet him. I wasn’t going to let him go.“Sigh... I hope you’ll be happy with him,” my father said with a weary smile.His face faded away, replaced by faint voices echoing in my ears. Pain ripped through my head as my eyes flickered open. The first thing I saw was a ceiling staring down at me.Where am I?The faint voices grew louder, accompanied by a sharp pain in my chest.“Ugh…”“Come on, Alpha, right there.”“Haaah… Uugh… Aaah...”“You’re such a slut, aren’t you?” A familiar voice groaned.“Yeah, the slut carrying your baby—oh, AAH~!”My eyes widened in shock, memories flooding back as the word baby hit me like a blow. Right, I had been dragged into this room with Vanessa. But what were they doing? Was that… a m
Eira’s POVSeeing Kieran there made my heart race with panic. She had jumped by herself, ensuring he saw her fall. She was framing me for something I hadn’t done.Wasn’t he supposed to be in the dining room? He had been waiting for me there. Why was he here now?Even though Vanessa had fallen of her own accord, Kieran would believe me, wouldn’t he? He knows I would never do such a thing. I wasn’t that kind of person.“Vanessa!” he shouted, rushing to her side without sparing me a glance.I froze at the top of the stairs, and my breath caught in my throat. He cradled her in his arms as she clutched her belly, tears streaming down her face with calculated precision.“Are you alright, Vanessa?” he asked, his voice filled with fear and concern.“Our pup,” she whimpered. “I didn’t mean to come between you two. I even suggested leaving. Now harm has come to my baby. Maybe it would’ve been better if you got me a house outside, away from here. I don’t want to make the Luna uncomfortable.”Her
Eira’s POVLying on the bed for hours, knowing the Alpha of the North was in the house, felt like an eternity. He had visited, yet I had no idea what he wanted. At first, I thought there must be some grand occasion that had brought him here.However, there had been no sound of music or celebration, which only meant one thing—he was here for something else. A deal, perhaps?Since I wasn’t allowed to greet the guest, I could only assume Kieran had introduced Vanessa as the Luna of the pack. It made sense—he’d want to hide the fact that he had locked his wife in the attic with an injured head.The possibility of that scenario played over and over in my mind when the door clicked open. Startled, I jumped off the bed and turned to see who it was. To my dismay, it was Kieran. His gaze swept around the attic, his expression filled with distaste.“I had no idea the attic was this shabby,” he commented, his eyes finally settling on me. “I also can’t believe a shattered woman like you would sta
Eira’s POVPacing back and forth in the room, I tried to think of an escape plan. Even if I attempted to flee, I knew I couldn’t escape Kieran. He would catch up to me if he decided to chase after me.He wasn’t willing to let me go, even though I had rejected him. I still couldn’t understand him.How could he claim to love me after everything he had done? It was disgusting. Hating someone like him wasn’t hard. Yet, deep down, I feared I might give in to his words if I stayed here too long.I might not have felt the bond because my wolf was absent and I had rejected him. Knowing that I had no idea when my wolf would return, I needed to leave before that happened.After thinking for hours, I still couldn’t come up with any viable escape plans. Just as I was about to give up, vivid blue eyes flashed in my mind—his dark, silver-streaked hair falling over his temple as he peered up at me.My eyes widened. I still had one option. ‘Magnus.’*****I spent the next three hours devising a plan
Eira’s POV“Luna here is your food,” the maid said, placing the tray next to me on the bed.Sitting near the window, I turned my gaze to her. Out of all the omegas who had entered this room to serve me, she was the only one who had dared to strike up a conversation.Although I was disappointed that Fiona didn’t deliver the meal, I appreciated that this maid at least spoke to me.My eyes fell on the tray—peas, chicken wings, and vegetables. I guessed he’d tried to impress me with this selection.“The Alpha said I should pick your favorite foods,” the maid added, drawing my attention.Her black eyes sparkled with delight as soon as our gazes met. She tried to hide her concern, but I saw it clearly. There was something oddly familiar about her—brown hair in two ponytails, black eyes—yet I couldn’t place her.“I chose these because I thought they were your favorites,” she continued.Frowning, I glanced at the tray again. “They’re not my favorites,” I replied flatly.“Huh?” she gasped. “Th
Eira’s POVThe footsteps approached, making me freeze. My head turned toward the sound, but I couldn’t see anything. Reacting quickly, I ducked behind the tree, pressing myself against its massive trunk to avoid being seen.My heart pounded in my chest, fear gripping me as I listened to the steady steps drawing closer.No. It wouldn’t be Kieran, I tried to reassure myself, but the more I thought about it, the more my fear grew.There was no way he’d know I was outside and come for me. If it wasn’t Kieran, then… was it Vanessa?My thoughts were cut short when a voice reached my ears.“Who’s there?” the voice called out, deep and authoritative.My eyes widened, and I almost sighed in relief. The voice was unfamiliar. It wasn’t Kieran, Vanessa, or even Magnus.Peeking cautiously from behind the tree, I spotted a guard patrolling the area, his flashlight scanning the grounds. My mind scrambled for a plan. If he found me here, my attempt to escape would be over before it even began.I held
Eira’s POVI didn’t realize how long I had been running. My only focus was getting as far away from that window as possible.The more I ran, the more it felt like I was still too close to the building. I needed to find a place for us to pause and talk—somewhere far away.Just as I tried to take another step forward, a firm grip on my arm yanked me to a sudden stop.I whipped around, breathless. Magnus—whom I had been dragging along—had pulled his hand free, forcing us to a halt. His grip had been strong, fingers wrapping around my wrist with enough force to make me flinch.He was tall—easily over six feet—with sharp features that would have been handsome if not for the hardened glare he fixed on me. His dark hair was tousled from our frantic escape, strands falling over his forehead, and his piercing blue eyes flickered with frustration. A hint of stubble lined his jaw, adding to the rugged intensity of his expression.“We need to stop,” he said, his voice rough but controlled. “Runni
Eira’s PovHeat rushed to my face, but I forced myself to stand tall. “Not as your wife in the sentimental sense,” I clarified. “A political alliance. Kieran won’t let me go easily, but if I become yours, he’ll have no choice but to step back. Marrying me means taking something from him. Something he considers his.”Magnus was silent, his gaze flickering with something unreadable.Then he leaned in, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. “Tell me, Eira… do you think you’re worth enough to make me risk my interests? Why should I dirty my hands to spite Kieran?”I searched for an answer, my mind racing, trying to come up with the best reason. Although I had said I was going to offer myself to him, that wasn’t a good enough reason for him to help me.“Just like I thought.” He muttered. “You didn’t get a reason from Kieran. He made the mistake of not telling you something that would make me agree to fake helping you. I’m not someone you can take advantage of, and I will not believe th
Eira’s POVThe longer the silence stretched, the more nervous I became. What if he rejected the rule? Could I really stay here, knowing I’d have no equal footing in the pack—that he’d always be right, no matter what he did?I couldn’t believe I might have to leave this pack… the one I had just joined.“As long as you come here with me, you won’t be a decorative Luna. You’ll have equal footing. It’s normal,” Magnus said, his voice so casual it made my eyes widen.“What?” I blinked, stunned. He agreed?“You heard me,” he muttered, eyes locking with mine. “We’ll both have equal standing—if you become my wife.”His words brought a strange sense of comfort. Kieran would never have agreed to something like this. He always insisted the Alpha deserved the utmost respect, even from his own Luna.I shook my head and lightly smacked my cheeks, earning a questioning look from Magnus, which I ignored. I needed to stop comparing every man to Kieran.Maybe I’d overthought everything.“Fifth—I'll hav
Eira’s PovHe doesn’t care about finding his mate?What does that even mean?She’s probably out there—waiting, hoping that her mate will come and claim her, so they can finally be together.But the thought barely had time to settle before a bitter ache twisted in my chest. Finding your mate doesn’t mean a happy ending. I should know.I’m living proof of that.My mate and I went our separate ways.The bond? I broke it.And now… there’s no going back.“We’ll discuss this later,” Magnus said flatly, cutting off his aide. “We have a guest at the door.”I flinched.Of course, he knew I’d been standing there the whole time. No use pretending.Before either of them could move, I knocked lightly, then pushed the door open just enough to peek inside.“Can I come in?” I asked, my eyes falling on Magnus behind his desk. His aide stood beside him, frowning like I’d just tracked mud into a sacred place.He didn’t like me.Couldn’t blame him. Who would like the woman who used to be mated to your Al
Eira’s Pov“Dress or pants?”The brown-haired girl held up a blue dress and a pair of pants, flashing me a bright smile.I hesitated, my eyes darting between the two. I had no idea which to choose.For the past hour, she had made me shower thoroughly, and now she was waiting for me to pick an outfit. That was something Fiona used to do for me. Thinking of her now, I felt a pang of worry. Was she okay at that pack? Had her mate taken her away since I was no longer there? I just hoped she was alright.“Dress or pants?” she repeated, this time her smile faltering. “Are you okay?”I quickly nodded and pointed at the pants. “The pants are fine.”She studied me for a moment, clearly unconvinced, but didn’t push. Instead, she placed the pants on the bed, along with a white shirt and a blue leather jacket.“Do you need help getting dressed?” she asked.I shook my head and picked up the pants. “Nope. I’ll be done in a few minutes.”A few moments later, I stood in front of the mirror, fully dre
Eira’s POVWatching the car drive past familiar places in the pack made my heart ache. Though I wasn’t originally from here, I had grown to love it. Even after leaving my own pack, I had preferred this one. However, I now regret that decision.If only I hadn’t merged the two packs, I would have had a place to return to. But that wouldn’t have mattered—Kieran would never have let me go, and he would never have agreed to divide the packs either.It had been years since my father’s death, and the packs had become so intertwined that separating them now was nearly impossible. Most of the influential members had already left after I ignored their warnings against the merge.This was all my fault.Now, I was on my way to another pack to be their Luna. But would they accept me? I had no history with them, no factual background, and after changing my appearance, I was nothing more than a stranger Magnus had picked up. A woman with nowhere else to go.Would they welcome me?Not only that. Kier
Eira’s POVA gasp escaped my lips, and my eyes widened in shock. I hadn’t expected him to get violent so suddenly.Magnus tightened his grip, his voice a deadly whisper. “You don’t get to tell me when to stop.”Kieran clawed at Magnus’ wrist, his face turning red from the pressure. Magnus leaned in, his eyes burning with rage.“If Eira isn’t here by tomorrow, safe and unharmed, I will burn this entire pack to the ground. Do you understand me?”Kieran gasped for air, nodding frantically.Magnus released him, letting him collapse onto the table, coughing and wheezing. Then, without sparing another glance, Magnus turned to Vanessa.“You should pray your child isn’t a boy,” he said darkly. “Because if he inherits his father’s weakness, he won’t survive long.”With that, he straightened his coat, casting one last disgusted look at the two of them before turning to me.Holding out his hand, he waited for me to take it. “Let’s go. We are leaving this pack for now.”Raising my head, I took hi
Eira’s POVAs soon as the words rolled off Magnus' lips, Vanessa flinched, her eyes widening in shock. She looked as if she had been shot.Kieran didn’t look good, either. His face was stunned, clearly not expecting something like that.“Are you going to say some greetings, or…?” Magnus asked, intentionally trailing off to give them a chance to respond to the question he had just asked.I peered at the two of them, waiting for their reaction. Magnus had asked about me, and I wanted to hear what excuse Kieran would give for my disappearance.He hadn’t told Magnus about me vanishing yesterday, and I was sure he wouldn’t do so now, either.“The Luna isn’t back yet,” Kieran muttered, looking like he had regained his composure.I listened, waiting for him to give whatever excuse he had prepared, but he hesitated, his brows furrowing as he tried to fake sadness.“She got caught up in a rogue attack and is injured. She won’t be here until she’s fully healed,” he added, making me flinch. My e
Eira’s POV“Get up and get dressed,” he said, rising to his feet, an expressionless look etched on his face. “It’s 11 a.m. There’s a dress for you in the wardrobe. Change into it. We’re joining Kieran for breakfast.”Those words made me freeze. Having breakfast with Kieran again was a nightmare I didn’t want to relive. He would be dining with Vanessa, and facing both of them was the last thing I wanted.It would be even harder to face Vanessa—she was the main reason I had been locked up in the first place.“Is that really necessary?” I asked Magnus, hoping he’d say no. But he shook his head, watching me with a hint of suspicion.His expression seemed to ask, ‘Are you sure you can handle this when you're still terrified of facing him?’“Yes,” he replied. “It is. We’re still leaving today, though.”Without giving me a chance to argue, he headed for the door. “I’ll be waiting outside. Be quick.”With that, the door slammed shut, and his scent lingered in the room. Why did it feel even he
Magnus’s POVA soft snore caught my ears, and I slowly turned to look at the woman lying across from me on the couch. Was she asleep already?Getting off the bed, I dropped the facade of sleeping and headed for the window. Outside, I could see guards patrolling the place—tons of them.I hadn’t mentioned to Eira that Kieran would feel the bond shatter, leaving him clueless about how it broke. He must be feeling a sense of loss right now, and it was quite entertaining to think of him searching for a Luna he wouldn’t even recognize when they met again.Finally, something interesting was happening to me.Now that she was with me, there was no longer a need to deal with Kieran. Since the business was originally her idea, I could work with her directly instead of going through him. He handled the business exchanges even though he had no real understanding of the idea.Being his foolish self, he had also cheated on the perfect woman he could have had by his side. It wasn’t surprising that he
Eira’s POVMy eyes widened in shock as I glanced at her, unable to believe what I had just heard. Did she just call me Eira?Wasn’t she not supposed to recognize me?Did that mean my appearance hadn’t changed at all? But Kieran didn’t recognize me. How could she be the one to do so?“You don’t have to say anything,” Fiona said before I could form a proper response. “I know everything about you.” She mumbled, “And I happen to know the size of your wrist and body, too. You can explain what happened while you were left alone. For now, I’ll take you to Alpha Magnus. It seems to me that you have a better plan.”My lips parted as I tried to speak, but I shut my mouth immediately. There was nothing I could tell her yet—I couldn’t risk someone overhearing. It was better to talk to her later.A few minutes later, she dropped me off in front of a door, which I could tell led to Magnus' room. Bowing her head, she turned around and left before I could even speak.Forcing myself not to call her ba