ROSA'S POV
Great 'congratulations' to me, for finding my second chance mate three weeks ago. He turned out to be an Alpha, and not just any. He is the famous Hybrid Alpha Ryan of the cold moon pack. The strongest Alpha in the werewolf kingdom, save for the king, who is a Tribrid. After the terrific and horrible abusive relationship I was caught up in, with my first and late mate; Andrew, I decided I wouldn't have any business with mates, love, or romance again. Who was I kidding though? The moon goddess? She always did what she wished. Like mating me to such a powerful man, who made me feel like shit, and proceeded to admit that he didn't want me in his life! Hurt? I thought that was an emotion Andrew had killed within me before he died. But somehow, that idiot called Ryan, managed to make me feel hurt again. I hate myself for being so weak. For feeling sad that my second chance mate had aired his dislike over my sudden appearance in his life. I may not have wanted a second chance mate, but maybe there was a little part of me that hoped, he was going to be happy to have found me. I stared blankly at the ceiling, further hating myself for wasting my thoughts on him. Why did it even bother me? I mean, this was a man who killed his first mate. What was I expecting?! That he would be pleased the moon goddess had given him a second mate, who turned out to be me? 'But he saved our life'. My wolf mumbled, making me release an angry grunt. 'That's because he couldn't afford to have the blood of his second mate on his hands again'. I shot back. 'You don't know the full story about his first mate', my wolf chided, making me roll my eyes in agony. Left to me, I would have wanted nothing more to do with any other man, especially after Andrew. But since we found out Ryan was our mate, my wolf had been so hopeful. 'And you do?' I scoffed. 'Look, none of these men will loves us and treat us like we deserve. We don't need them'. I tried convincing her. 'But Ryan promised to protect and provide for us!' 'On the condition that I returned to his pack with him, and become his breeding cow!' I lashed out, standing from my bed in annoyance. 'I really can't believe you right now! How can you be so fine with the fact that he only wants me for the purpose of bearing his children? He is no different from Andrew! Have you forgotten how Andrew treated me?!' 'Calm down, I haven't forgotten'. She sighed. 'But Ryan doesn't seem like the type to hit and abuse you. Even Audrey has assured us of that'. 'We both know that Audrey is just sad she wouldn't get to be with me as much as before, because she has found her own mate. She doesn't want me to be lonely, so she hopes things would work out between Ryan and I. Clearly, it wouldn't'. 'But it can! It should!' She howled in my head, making me dizzy for a second. With light steps, I made my way towards the bed and sat on it, a lot of thoughts running through my mind. He did save my life, even though I didn't want to admit that he did. If not for the fact that he fed me his blood, I would have been dead a couple of days back. 'And the moon goddess spared us, just so we wouldn't lose this chance with our mate'. 'It's not a chance! It's a trap! We would be trapped into a lifelong horror of being in a loveless relationship with him! He has made it clear that all he wants are pups, not the bond and 'supposed' companionship that comes with having a mate'. 'So what is going to happen? Would you reject him?' 'Yes'. I replied. 'No!' She shot back, making me release a humorless laughter. 'Please don't make this difficult for us'. I pleaded, actually feeling sad that I was going to hurt my wolf. 'Rosa.... we would have all we always really wanted, but never had. A pack. A family. One that truly loves, admires, and respects you above every other thing. You would have the authority to make decisions for yourself, and no one would have the power to hurt us again! Goddess! We are mated to the freaking Hybrid Alpha! What more do you need to realize that the moon goddess means well for us? For you'. 'Stop'. I mumbled, hating the way her words made sense to me. 'No, I won't stop, because it's the truth. Being with Ryan, is way better than returning to the blood moon pack to be alone again. And we can't even think of returning home, because it has become so clear that your so called family do not care. Ever since the death of our first mate, none have reached out to us. That's except Theo, who sent letter. Even your own father doesn't even know how you have been faring for three years now. We need to take up this chance at a better life. A peaceful and quite luxurious one. Our mate is the richest Alpha in the kingdom, which means you don't have to sweat for anything'. 'You are really good with words, aren't you?' I scoffed, finding myself smiling. Just then, a knock came on the door, and I went for it immediately, not thinking for a moment that it could be who it turned out to be. The moment I pulled open the door, he raised his head and gave a curt nod. Was that supposed to be his way of greeting or what? "Good morning, Rose." He muttered, and I looked at him in disbelief. He didn't even know my name?! Really?! "It's Rosa. Good morning to you too." I tried my best to not let out a scoff, and walked towards my bed. I heard the door close shut behind me, and the intense linger of his scent, showed he was still in my room. "I apologize." He suddenly said, making me turn to him. "What?" I whispered. "I'm sorry, Rose..... Rosa." He corrected himself. "I shouldn't have made such an offer to you. I had no idea you'd think it was disrespectful." I stared at him, at loss for words. If my thoughts were correct, he was apologizing for offering to have me as his breeder. That meant one of two things. Either he was ready to give our bond a chance, or he wanted to..... reject me. 'No! You shouldn't let him reject us!' My wolf howled in my head, as I gently sat on the bed. Suddenly, I wasn't so sure of my resolution to reject him any longer. I began to realize that this was a chance for me indeed. A chance to attain my full potentials by returning with him to his pack, as his Luna. I was done being scared and closeted, and have decided to take the bold step of change now. I was going to become a Luna, walk with my head high, and know what more the moon goddess had in store for me. Looking up at Ryan, I eventually spoke up. "I accept your offer." "What?" He asked in disbelief. "I said, I accept your offer." I repeated, trying to maintain a stoic expression. I didn't want him being able to read my thoughts. "I would come with you to your pack as your Luna. That is what everyone knows it is." I said, the exact same way he had told me a few days back. "But between us both, I would be nothing but your breeder." I continued. "I would spread my thighs apart, for you to put your children inside me and in turn, you would give me the reins of power and leadership as your Luna. I would get the peace and respect I deserve, while you get the children you.... deserve." "Why?" He asked, eyeing me closely. "Why what?" I murmured. "Why are you suddenly accepting this? You said I had insulted you." "Well Ryan, it's my choice. Except your offer is no longer on the table? Then you could just reject me and let's get it over with all of these." I tried to look unfazed over the fact that I just gave him the go ahead to reject me! "I wouldn't reject you." He shot back, before going silent. Regardless of the relief his words gave me, I maintained my unfazed expression, which seemed to infuriate him. I liked that I could piss him off. He ground his teeth against themselves. "Fine, then. It's a deal. We would go through the terms and agreements when we return to my pack." He said, making my eyes widen in disbelief. "Terms and agreements?" I queried. "Hell yes, Rosa!" He yelled. "There need to be specific rules lain out, for this to work. Things like making you know this is an unromantic agreement. All there is between us, is sex. As my breeder." "I never had the slightest thought that this was going to be romantic in anyway." I muttered, hating the odd taste it left on my tongue. "It's definitely just sex." I grimaced internally. Sex. That was something I never planned to do again. But to get something, I had to give something. Power, admiration, wealth, and respect were things I have never had all my life. If it meant having sex with Ryan, to get all that, then I guess it was worth it. He was my mate after all. "Fine, Ryan. I agree to your terms. We would definitely go through them when we return to your pack. Our pack." I corrected myself, feeling quite emboldened. "If that's all, you may as well take your leave now." I locked my emotionless eyes with his, and he turned almost immediately, walking towards the door and taking his exit. Greater congratulations, Rosa! You just signed a deal with the literal devil.11 years earlier. ROSA'S POV "You have it all in you, my love." Mom said to me with obvious difficulty. "Its all inside...." Her words were cut short, as she began to cough out non stop. I held her hand in my much smaller ones, the scary beeps coming from the ECG machine intensifying. Her hands shook so badly as I gripped onto them harder, scared to be in that part of our life's journey, where we say our goodbyes. My lips opened in reflex, but I couldn't make any words out. My mind had yelled at me to call the doctor, but no words came forth. In a way, it wasn't just because I was shocked. It was because deep down, I knew there was probably nothing the doctor could do. My mother was halfway gone already, and I could feel it. All I could do, was let the tears of fear and self pity, fall from my eyes. Eventually, I saw the lines on the ECG machines go flat. I wasn't dumb. Matter of factly, I was the best student in the pack's academy. I knew what that meant. My mother's heart
RYAN'S POV "Mother!!" I yelled in agony and mental confusion, as I Iooked at the lifeless body of my..... mother? My heartbeat accelerated drastically as I realized I didn't really recognize the person I was holding in my arms anymore. It was all shocking and confusing to me. Where was her 'smooth as glass' skin? How... and why? Why did my mother petrify? That phenomenon was associated with the death of.... vampires. Oh no! Oh goddess, please! Let this not be true. A lone tear fell from my eye as I looked at my mother's petrified face. "Traitors!" I heard someone yell from the crowd, and my heart did a flip. Traitors? "Yes! They are traitors! The Luna is a vampire!!" Another person said, and my blood ran cold. This was the exact reality I had been shying myself away from believing, just few seconds ago. If you were me, you would, also. How would you react after finding out that your whole life was a lie? That in a world where the different supernatural races detested themse
RYAN'S POV "B..but... but I thought they killed my mother because she was a vampire?" "Yes, and no." Beta Allister muttered, further confusing me. "You see, it's a bit complicated. They did kill your mother because she was a vampire. But that was only a means to what they plan on achieving. They thought of possible ways to rid your father off the Alpha position, and also make you unqualified to take over, after him." It seemed to be that I knew where he was headed. "What other way, than to kill your vampire mother in front of her subjects, then make the pack lose trust in your father due to his deceit even as their Alpha, and make them think you're unfit to be Alpha because you may also be a vampire? And to solidify their reasoning, you haven't actually had your first shift." "And I don't know what to do!" I hit the edge of my father's bed in annoyance. "There's nothing more you can do, than to wait it out." Beta Allister muttered. "But I don't have the luxury of tim
ROSA'S POV With shaky hands, I combed my fingers through my hair. I wasn't trying to appear more presentable, no. I was simply nervous. Actually, I was scared. Tonight was the shadow moon festival. It was a very significant event that was celebrated annually in our pack, and today, the shadow wolves were to be chosen. That was why I was nervous. The pack's priestess had somehow selected me as part of the few wolves who had the potentials of being shadow wolves. It came as a surprise to my step mother and siblings, seeing as they never thought that I had what it took to become something great. I guess my father was more shocked because he knew that my wolf was deformed. So how could I possibly be a shadow wolf, when my wolf could hardly defend itself, due to its deformity, talk more of being a part of such a formidable army? If not for anything else, I was grateful to my father for not having said a word about the deformed nature of my wolf, to anyone. It had been a year si
ROSA'S POV I regained consciousness, but kept my eyes closed as I tried to get familiar with my surrounding. The place seemed quite serene and too quiet for where I was supposed to be. I heard a couple of light footsteps, and could feel someone drawing closer to me. Just when a familiar scent hit me, my eyes flung open in curiosity. "Thank the goddess you're finally awake." I looked beside me, to see a worried looking priestess Ivana. What happened? Why was she worried, and why was I here? Looking around the room, I could tell for a fact that I was in the priestess' shrine. "What happened?" I whispered. "The shadow moon festival...." "Ohhh dear...." She began, but paused midway. "About last night..." Last night? Was it a new day? What happened? "What happened...... last night?" I sat up on the bed. My heart was beating so fast, because I didn't need anyone to tell me that it was a disaster on my own end. Her face said it all. "You.... you...." She sighed, clea
RYAN'S POV I stood by the window of my study, and hummed ceremoniously, as I watched the maids and soldiers get busy arranging the castle for festivities later tonight. It was the cold moon festival today, and the pack members were all in good spirits. They were always in good spirits by this time of the year. I felt a familiar pang of pain overwhelm me, the moment I realized that this was the first cold moon festival without my parents. "Ryan!" I looked towards the door, to see Ralia beaming with so much happiness. "The royal carriage is here!" Oh wow! I didn't think they were going to get here so fast. The journey from the palace to our pack, was half a day's ride atleast. "Come welcome them already!" Ralia beckoned, and I stepped away from the window. Together, we both made our way through the busy castle, and I kinda lost her in the midst of the chaos. Nonetheless, I continued on my way to welcome the crown prince. I walked through the doors of the castle and stood in
RYAN'S POV We finally arrived at the open roof hall, and I could see the king and the council chiefs already seated, including Ralia. Just then, I felt Philip's presence, and turned to see him standing beside me. "Shall we?" He asked, to which I nodded. "Sure." The moment my presence was noticed, the entire place went silent. It was no news that many pack members feared me, because I was the deadliest creature in the supernatural world, at present. That was the problem! I didn't want them to fear me, I wanted them to genuinely love and respect me. With long strides, Philip and I made our way through the walkway in the middle of the hall, and proceeded to take our reserved seats, just after that of the king. Gradually, the hall became lively once more. "Your majesty." I bowed before the king. "My apologies for being so tardy." "Come of it!" He chuckled, looking quite enraptured by an entirely different thing. "The decorations are quite impressive, if you ask me. I'd
RYAN'S POV I wasn't able to get her name in the midst of the joyful chaos, caused by the pack members. It seemed everyone was just as happy as I was, to have found their new Luna. Too excited to make out clear words, I decided to just bring her with me. I had been about to take her to where I sat, when Elsa Kennedy suddenly interjected, saying it was wrong for her to sit amongst the chiefs, when she wasn't yet coronated as Luna. I guess I was more surprised when Elsa asked my mate to follow her, and my mate responded with, 'yes mother'. I had no freaking idea she was a Kennedy! But this wasn't the best time to dwell on the fact that the Kennedys were not on my favourable side. It was so obvious to everyone how smitten I already was, but I could care less. The very thing I had prayed for, had finally come after a long wait. And what made me more psyched was the fact that she appeared to be way better than I had imagined. Gosh! The moon goddess was a genius creator, because I do