D E L I L A H I walked into my apartment with a tired sigh. Melissa looked up from the TV, just as she was about to shove a Pringle into her mouth, looking caught off guard. It was her day off today, so she had the house all to herself. “Well, I definitely wasn't expecting you home this soon.” She said, sitting up. “Where's Kian?” I asked, looking around, dropping my handbag on the table as I sat on the couch opposite her. “At school durh, have you forgotten?” She asked, rolling her eyes. When she noticed my still sullen mood, she stood up and approached me. “From your expression, you didn't get the job? It's not the end of the world, you know that right? There are thousands of companies eagerly waiting to hire you if they get the chance.” Trust Melissa to always make me feel better and boost my self esteem. “Actually, I got the job.” I said with a sigh, rubbing my head in frustration. I was starting to rethink all of this now. Did I think it was a good idea to work with Azriel?
D E L I L A HI got a really close view of her now. I could see what attracted Azriel to her in the first place. She was perfect. Everything I wasn't. I discreetly sniffed the air around her. Werewolf. She has the brightest pair of red hair and flawless skin. She has an hourglass figure and a very thin body. Just like a model. I felt green with jealousy looking at her and as much as I wanted to shake it off, I couldn't. As I stood there, observing her every detail, a mixture of envy and self-doubt churned within me. It was as if all my insecurities had been magnified in the presence of this seemingly flawless woman. My mind raced, analyzing every aspect of her appearance and comparing it to my own. I couldn't help but feel inadequate, as if I could never measure up to the standard of beauty she effortlessly embodied. “Did you hear me?” I snapped back to reality at the sound of her voice.Plastering a fake smile on my face, I responded. “There's a Victoria secret store just around
D E L I L A H When I woke up again, it was daytime and the events of last night quickly invaded my mind. I felt my cheek flare up and a wave of embarrassment hit me, even knowing the fact that no one could actually see me. Kian had slept over in Melissa's room thankfully giving me enough time to put myself together. I definitely did not want to explain to an almost five year old that his mother was having a wet dream about a man. It was my first day of work and I was already a nervous wreck. I couldn't help but feel like this was the biggest mistake I would make. And how am I supposed to face him when I couldn't stop remembering how fast he had made me come in my dream? It was surely going to be a disaster. But what's the worst that could happen? Everything will be okay, I assured myself. Right? Giving myself an internal pat on the back, I flipped the sheets and got out of bed. It was six in the morning, meaning I had less than two hours to get ready for my first day at work. I
D E L I L A H I was standing in front of Azriel's company, and trying to give myself reasons to not risk it all and make a run for it. Taking in a deep nervous breath, I finally walked through the door. People were already bustling around, going about their jobs. They probably weren't feeling the way I was feeling. After all, it wasn't their first day of work. Most especially, they weren't the ones working as a personal assistant to their ex-mate. I sighted Tina and immediately walked towards her. Her lips formed into a kind smile as soon as she caught sight of me. “Lilah! You're here! Wait, can I call you Lilah? It's fine if you're not cool with it.” She said, looking at me sheepishly. I smiled, shaking my head, feeling my nervousness ease off a bit. Maybe a little cheerfulness is all I need. “Of course, you can. My friends call me Lilah.” I responded, watching as her grin grew wider. “And I already know we are going to make great friends!” She said, squeezing my hand. Yeah, T
D E L I L A HI struggled to catch up with Azriel's pace as he stormed out of the office towards his car. Without turning back, he slipped into the car, his hands on the steering wheel as he waited for me to get in.Thanking the heavens that I haven't fallen flat on my face even after walking so fast in heels, I walked to the other side of the door and entered the car.I took a quick glance at him and watched how tightly his jaw was clenched and how he had a vice grip on the steering wheel. “Fasten your seatbelt.” He ordered in a stern voice and as much as I tried to hide it, I was slightly startled by his voice. I immediately did as he said and he wasted no time in starting the car and speeding off. The car ride was filled with awkward silence. I stole side glances at him, watching as his veins flexed as he maneuvered the car. For some reason, I found the act sexy.Imagining the same hands wrapped around my neck, as he rammed his cock into me hard and fast.Jesus.What. the. hell.
D E L I L A HHis words hit me like a ton of bricks and I staggered, looking at him in shock.“Stay the fuck away from me, Delilah. Our relationship is purely professional whether we have a son together or not. I am not chanced to see Kian today but I will when I have free time. This doesn't change how I feel about him and you're horrible for thinking that.” He spat out each word with venom and I caught a hint of hurt in his words which he tried very well to hide.I let my anger get the best of me as different reasons why he wouldn't want to see Kian swirl through my head and I could only think of one reasonable reason. It was her. He doesn't want her to know about our son.“This is about her, isn't it?” I accused, pushing him away from me.“What the hell are you talking about?” He asked, looking at me in confusion. He was such a good actor.“You can cut the bullshit, Azriel. This is all about Gianna, isn't it? Of course, you wouldn't want your girlfriend to know you have a child with
D E L I L A HMy body shook with panic as I scrambled through the entire apartment, looking for my son. My mind was already imagining the worst possible scenarios when Melissa touched me and shook her head.“Trust me, I know he's here somewhere. Maybe he's playing one of his childish hide and seek games again.“Come on, let's go check outside, he might be put there somewhere waiting for us to come catch him. You know he always does that.” Melissa tried to be convincing but I could also detect the fear in her voice which she woefully tried to hide. We rushed outside, our hearts pounding in unison. My heart flew into my throat as I saw Kian walk into Azriel's apartment. Melissa had took notice of it too. “Shit.” She muttered, looking at Azriel's now closed door.Without thinking twice, I stormed over to the next door, ready to get my son away from there. I stood at the front porch of Azriel's door and knocked on the door. The door creaked open slowly, revealing Azriel with a smile tha
D E L I L A H Last night was an emotional rollercoaster for Melissa and I as I finally told Kian about Azriel. I'd never seen my son so conflicted in his entire life before and it shattered my heart that I was the cause of all of this. Kian didn't deserve this. He deserved none of this. He didn't deserve living almost five years of his life without his father. I had ripped off that privilege from him and the guilt ate me up. His emotions had confused him so much that he didn't know whether to be ecstatic about the news or heartbroken. He laughed and cried. “Is it me, mummy?” His voice had cracked as he asked, making me tear up. “Is it because of me Daddy left us? Does he not love me?” Hearing him address Azriel as 'Daddy' made my heart flip. It was the first time I heard the word from him and I didn't realize how much I needed to hear him say that until now. How do I tell him that it was all my fault that he didn't grow up with his Daddy because of me? That o I was too selfish a
D E L I L A H NINE MONTHS LATER A low groan slipped passed my lips as I felt pain spread through my belly. I sleepily cradled my stomach, turning to my other side to find a more comfortable position. Fucking Braxton Hicks. The baby was kicking up a storm in my stomach while I was trying to get some damn sleep. Azriel, the usual light sleeper that he was immediately woke up at the sound of my groan. He rubbed his hands on the side of my waist, kissing my neck from behind. “Are you okay, baby?” I hummed, sighing as he wrapped his arms around me. “Yes, it's just the stupid mild contractions. But this one seems more intense.” I said with a wince. “Do you think it's time?” He said, his tone worried. I shook my head, trying to ease down his worries. “The doctor said I have one week left before I go into active labor, remember?” I murmured, still feeling very uncomfortable. “But there's a chance she might be coming earlier than we thought.” Yes, we were having a girl. Azriel had been
D E L I L A H I sat down nervously in the bedroom as I heard Azriel's footstep walking up the stairs. A feeling of deja Vu suddenly hit me, remembering my first pregnancy. It was kind of planned then, but this? I wasn't even sure he was ready to be a father for the second time. What if he decides all of this isn't worth it and demands me to get rid of the child? Or worse, breaks up with me? I didn't think I would be able to survive the heartbreak this time. My heart flew into my throat as the doorknob twisted and a second later, the door opened, revealing Azriel in all his glory. His eyes immediately met mine as soon as he walked into the room, I watched as a smile spread across his face as he walked towards me, lowering himself to capture my lips. I didn't hesitate to return the kiss, enjoying the moment, just in case this was going to be our last kiss. “How are you, my love?” He asked tiredly as we pulled away. My heart tingled at the term of endearment, feeling my lips curve
M E L I S S A I paced back and forth in the room, before stopping to look at her. “Are you sure about this?” She slightly shook her head, wiping her tears. “Well I'm not sure. But there is a possibility that I might be with child. The symptoms are so similar with Kian's. I'm scared, Mel.” My gaze softened and I walked over to her, pulling her into my arms. “It's going to be okay. We aren't exactly sure yet. You're going to have to take a test. Do you have one?” She shook her head no, “I never knew I would have to need one anytime soon. It never crossed my mind.” “Well, considering you guys have sex. Lots of it, I already saw it coming. You guys go at it almost every second of the day.” I joked, trying to lighten up her mood. Delilah scowled, “You're not making me feel better, thanks.” She uttered dryly. I gave her a remorseful look. “I'm sorry, b. C'mon, I think I have two spare pregnancy tests somewhere, do you think you're ready to take it?” She nodded her head, “I have to. I
M E L I S S A ONE MONTH LATER A startled scream ripped out of my lips as the door to my room was suddenly jammed open, while I lay on the bed, stark naked. My eyes widened and I immediately covered myself with the sheets but he had already seen it all. Nolan's mouth was dropped open as he looked at me in shock. Fuck, fuck, fuck. He had seen me masturbating. Of course, he just had to come in when I was trying to get myself off. A deep blush crawled up my cheeks as I covered my face with the duvet, praying the ground would just open up and swallow me up. He didn't speak for a while. Instead, his eyes continued to rake over my body, and he had a hungry look in them. “Nolan, you asshole!” I yelled at him, trying to get him out of his stupor. “Why don't you fucking knock?! You could have given me some warning and I would have locked the door!” He didn't even reply, only continuing to stand at the doorway, as though he was stuck in a trance. “Nolan?!” I screamed. Finally, he blink
D E L I L A H Azriel slid his wet tongue down my back and made his way to my butt cheeks. I bit my lower lip, making a whimper. He pushed his crotch against my thigh, grinding me from behind. I reached out behind me and grabbed his balls and began playing with them. “I'm so fucking hard right now,” he whispered in my ear. I felt a pool of juices between my legs. “Fuck me, Azriel. Stop torturing me already, I've waited so long for this.” I moaned and it almost came out like a groan of frustration. He pulled my hair back, licking, sucking and biting my neck, and I moaned even louder from the sensation. I felt my nipples getting hard and my clit throbbing. His cock was so big and hard, I couldn't wait for it to be inside of me. It has only been a week since he fucked me and it felt like I had been sex starved for years. "Put your hands on my back,” He demanded and I eagerly did as he said. He reached down, feeling the wetness between my legs, and started rubbing my clit. I couldn't h
D E L I L A HThe next morning, I woke up tangled with the people I cherished the most in the whole world. Azriel and I were sleeping on the opposite sides of the bed, while Kian is sandwiched between the both of us, peacefully nestling in our arms. It was a sight I looked forward to everyday.A smile slipped out of my lips as I gazed at the two most important boys in my life. I hadn't realized Kian and Azriel's uncanny resemblance until now. They had the same sleeping position, the same little snores and it was practically as if Azriel's entire face was plastered on his. A mini Azriel. My mini Azriel.I lightly placed my hands on Kian's body, trying to feel his temperature and I breathed out a sigh of relief as his temperature was a lot better than yesterday's.I slowly placed loud kisses on his stomach and nose, watching in amusement as he stirred awake. As soon as his eyes was fully open, he gave me a breathtaking smile revealing his perfect little teeth. “Good morning, Mommy.” He
D E L I L A H It's been two hours since Azriel left after the wedding and ill have to admit that I was a nervous wreck. I clasped my trembling fingers together, trying to wear off my nervousness. “You need to stop worrying, Lilah. I'm sure they'll be back soon.” Melissa said, trying to sound comforting but I wasn't having it. “Stop worrying? How the fuck will I stop worrying when my son and husband are potentially in harm's way? What if something goes terribly wrong and I lose both of them at the same time? I don't think I can calm down until I know they're completely fine, Mel. I just can't.” I said, shaking my head. Melissa sighed, walking to my front. She held my shoulders forcing me to face her. “Look at me, Lilah. You need to stay positive. Thinking like this will bring nothing but fear in you and crippling anxiety.” I tried to take Melissa's words to heart, but my mind was still racing with worry. The thought of something happening to Azriel or our son was unbearable. I took
“WHAT?!” Melissa and Sienna exclaimed ad I broke the news to them. But one had a different expression from the other. While Melissa looked absolutely horrified, Sienna looked elated by the news. “Please tell me you agreed!” Sienna squealed, reminding me of childish her five years ago. She looked too overjoyed about this and I couldn't help but smile. “I did,” I said in a small shy voice and I heard Sienna squeal as she jumped over to me. “Yes!” You have no idea how much I've waited for this moment. To see my brother finally getting married. Not just to anyone, but to the woman of his dreams. I'm so happy for you, Lilah.” She said excitedly and we both turned to Melissa who was pouting. “What's wrong, Mel?” I asked nervously. If she wasn't happy about this then it was going to be a problem. “I always imagined your wedding to be something huge and planned, not rushed. And definitely not now. Let's set all the jokes aside, Lilah. Do you think you're ready for this? To be a wife?” I
D E L I L A H “Fancy meeting you again, Delilah.” I turned around to come face to face with Andrea. I thought she had left with the others, I had insisted on going with them but Azriel pointed out that it wasn't right for me to go out yet. Considering the fact that I didn't know if I would stay here permanently, I think he had a point. “I think you're not really happy about my arrival, Andrea. Your expression already gave it away.” I responded to her. Andrea's attitude hasn't changed one bit, she was still as she was five years ago, if not worse. “What do you want me to do? Jump and be ecstatic about you coming back? After the horrible things you did to my brother? To think I was beginning to like you.” She spat in distaste, glaring at me. “Since when did you start caring about your brother? Last I recall, you absolutely hated his guts and wanted nothing to do with him.” I knew I was being petty but I couldn't help but be defensive. “But you did worse than I'd ever do to him. Yo