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37 Days What am I supposed to do?
POV X I’m feeling beyond stupid for bringing up the situation with Millie’s mom the way I did. When I brought it up to her, I wasn’t in the least bit expecting how serious of a situation it was. During the time I got the report on Millie, I saw that her dad was deceased, which I already knew about, but I didn’t know it was only about 2-3 months ago. The report only said deceased, it didn’t say how he died, but she told me it was heroin. When I read that her mother was deceased too, I was floored, she died about three years ago, and of course no details or description of the circumstances relating to her death. I was thrown off seeing that, because the first moment I laid eyes on Millie, she was talking to her mom, which I now know she kept her mom's phone activated to call her and leave her messages. I feel like a total jackass because I insulted her about her relationship with her mom, not knowing the situation. It takes a lot for me to feel bad about something and I feel l
Last Updated : 2024-02-2337 Days Thank god for you
POV Millie I’m under the covers letting the salty tears stream down my face when there’s a light knock on the door and it opens. “Mills? It’s Steph.” Thank god. I remove the comforter away from the mess of a face I’m rocking right now and see Steph standing there. “Steph? What are you doing here?” I ask through a sob. “X called me,” she says quietly. I lay flat on the bed and looked to the ceiling “I’m mortified Steph.” I say. She walks over to the bed and sits down “Oh Mills, don’t be, he caught you completely off guard and he feels horrible.” she says gently running her fingers through my hair. She lays beside me and says “Come here” We lay together and both just cry. “I wish you could just forgive yourself, Millie, your mom would never want this for you,” Steph says through tears. “I know Steph, I just can’t help it,” I say wiping tears off my ears that gravity has filled them with. Steph holds my hand “One day at a time baby girl, one day at a time.” I’
Last Updated : 2024-02-2337 Days The meeting
POV X Today is a big day, all the members of my group are having a meeting today and we’ll be including Marco and Hugo over the phone. I slept like shit last night, I didn’t go to sleep until 3 am. When I left the penthouse last night I went over to Julian’s, we drank and smoked and he knew something was up with me but I only briefly told him what happened, I don’t want the whole world to know about Millie’s struggles. When I got back to the penthouse around 2:30, all the lights were still on and I thought maybe Millie was still awake, but when I went to my bedroom she was fast asleep and Stephanie was gone. I went over to Millie and said “I’m so sorry baby” even though I knew she couldn’t register any of it. I fell asleep a half hour later, tossing and turning all night long. When I got out of the shower, I got dressed and walked to the kitchen seeing Millie sitting at the island eating a granola bar. I walked over to her and took a bite out of it while she was holding it in
Last Updated : 2024-02-2337 Days I forfeit
POV Millie I’ve spent the day binging The Bachelor and being lazy. I texted Chase to let him know that I'm fine and I texted Steph to thank her for last night. It's Friday night, and the girls are going to be partying and working tonight but we made plans to hang out tomorrow afternoon. It's now around 8 pm and I’m sitting out on the balcony just watching the now dark ocean when I hear X behind me, and he takes a seat in the chair next to me. “Beautiful, huh?” he asks and I nod still looking out at the deep blue ocean. “Want to have a fire?” He asks and I’m surprised by this. “Aren’t you going to the club though?” I ask. “Nah I don’t feel like it tonight, maybe I’ll go tomorrow,” he says and I know he’s only ditching it for me. “Well okay, yeah, I’d love to have a fire,” I say trying not to sound overly excited. He laughs and starts a fire in the fire pit out on the balcony that we’re on, “C'mon, sit over here.” he says sitting down in a chair around the pit. I get up
Last Updated : 2024-02-2337 Days Losing feels like winning
**WARNING** This chapter is very spicy! It contains in-depth sexual details, if you are not into this type of writing, I completely understand, please skip to the next chapter. POV X Millie follows me to the bed and I replay the sexiest words I’ve ever heard come out of her mouth in my head. Sure, I’ve heard those words coming out of numerous mouths before, but when it came out of that innocent mouth of hers, I could’ve just busted a nut right then and there. I lightly push her onto my bed and climb over her. I kiss her beautiful lips and then trail down to her neck staying there for several seconds. She's in her sexy black bra, pushing those perfect tits together, just waiting to be freed. I move my lips slowly from her neck, to just the top of her breasts. Even though I just want to rip off all of her remaining clothing right now and get down to business, I try to pace myself letting the build-up get the better of her. I lift up her back just enough to remove the r
Last Updated : 2024-02-2337 Days Your turn
I apologize, this chapter also contains in-depth sexual context, if you are uninterested in this type of writing, please skip to the next chapter. POV Millie I am on cloud nine right now, what the hell was that?! That was the most out-of-this-world experience I’ve ever endured. This man knows what he’s doing. I’ve had this done to me a few times but my god, never like that. I want to taste him now more than ever, I want to pleasure him the way he just did for me. I stand up and extend my hand out to him and he takes it, maintaining eye contact with me, I pull him upward off the bed, indicating to stand up. I lower myself to my knees, getting eye level with his bulging cock. I put my hand over his jeans to feel it, and oh my lord, he’s so hard right now. I look up at his green eyes, he’s looking down at me with so much desire it’s making my body go into overdrive. I keep eye contact with him and slowly unbutton his jeans, dragging the zipper down until it can’t anymore.
Last Updated : 2024-02-2337 Days Altercations
POV Millie I wake up to only me on the bed, where’s X? I start to overthink everything, maybe he got what he wanted and now he’s done with me. We didn’t have sex last night, and although that’s because I said sex was excluded from the deal of the game, he does only have sex with Adria after all. I’m starting to spiral in my thoughts and I need to stop, he could simply just be in the bathroom, his office, or anywhere else around here. I get up still feeling completely spent after last night and go to the bathroom to freshen up. I get in the shower letting the hot water wash over me. I stare at the meticulous white square tiles that cover the shower walls, everything in this house is so thought out and done with precision. When I’m out of the shower, I go through my bag and pick out a pair of light-wash jeans and a navy blue shirt. I grab my phone off the bed after spending a good two minutes searching for it between blankets and sheets. I have a text from x Hey babe, I
Last Updated : 2024-02-2337 Days Screw you
POV Millie I sit on the beach letting my fingers slide through the now cool sand, watching the waves crash on shore. In this moment, I wish the waves would just take me away with them. How much of what Adria said was true? Was she just trying to scare me away again or is it the honest truth and I’m just blind to it all? The thing is, I really don’t know X, he doesn’t owe me anything, we’re not in a relationship, so technically, he could do whatever he wants and I have no say. Who is Aspen though? I’ve never heard of her before, is she another Adria, just in another country? This is all just becoming too much for me, I let my guard down too much with this guy and I need to put it back up or I will be the one paying for it. “Miss me?” I hear a voice from behind me, his voice. Stay strong Millie, stay strong. I look over my left shoulder and there he is, in his usual black hoodie with the hood up, black jeans and hands in his pocket looking as good as ever. He walks
Last Updated : 2024-02-24
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37 Days Epilogue
POV Millie 6 months later “Ow!” I screech out. “Well if you’d just hold still!” X says looking up at me. “Are you sure you’ve tattooed someone before and I’m not the first?” I ask starting to regret my decision. He keeps his gaze on me and shakes his head in disbelief, “I’ve done this before baby, I’ve tattooed Julian plenty of times.”“Seriously? Julian? That’s not making me feel any better,” I say shaking my head back at him. He laughs, “I’m hurt you don’t trust me.” “Oh, whatever,” I roll my eyes at him and he gets back to work on my arm. The past six months have been quite life-changing but also in a good way. Julian proposed to Steph last month. I swear I question his mindset sometimes. He pulled another psychopath role-play scenario scaring her to death. “Marry me or I’ll kill you” I mean c’mon Julian…she’s been traumatized after walking in on me drenched in blood that day. My mind goes back to that day. It was a beautiful disaster. Stone worked overtime cleaning the
37 Days Eye for an eye
POVMillie & X XAs soon as the words fall from Stephanie’s mouth that Millie is in trouble I book it out of the door. I practically fly down the stairs, holding onto the railing for support but jumping four stairs at a time. Time is of the essence, every second that passes is a second closer to Millie’s death. I don’t know Dani’s motive here but I can only assume the worst. I’m finally on the third level of the house, sprinting through the hall. I hear Stephanie and Julian behind me, gasping for air as they try to keep up for Millie’s sake. A thunderous bang fills my ears and my heart plummets immediately. A gunshot. I want to fall to my fucking knees and die. “No!” Stephanie cries out but continues running behind. “309! It’s 309!” Stephanie sobs breathlessly. 312, 311, 310, 309! I instantaneously slide my master keycard in the door. “Fuck, hurry up!” I scream out kicking the door. Fucks sake an eternity later the green light appears. I hastily open the door barging thro
37 Days The truth be told
POVMillie I tell Steph I need some pain relievers for an oncoming headache but really, my nervousness has gotten the better of me. In the past two weeks, X has been a madman in his office for more hours than not. I’m not entirely sure what is going on or if it’s just investigating the incident from two weeks prior. Sure, I told him I thought it was Dani that one day but I chose not to press the issue after, for now at least. I roam the hall for a few minutes, something in my gut is feeling…off? I feel the presence of someone behind me, I go to turn around but I’m pushed against the wall, hard. “Don’t. say. A. Word” a husky voice from behind me demands. Fear strikes me within. Could this be X role-playing the way Julian and Steph did? Something tells me no though. I know X’s touch, his scent, his body and this is not it, it’s not him. The fear creeps over every inch of my body and into terror. I’m forced to move my legs to a black door and I’m slammed against it facing forward
37 Days + 34
POVX“Ah, what the fuck man,” Julian complains as I hit yet another solid ball into the pocket. I smirk his way taking all the glory as I’m currently kicking his ass in pool. “Gimme the lighter,” I say with my hand open towards his way. He hands me the red Bic lighter. I spark it up and light up my joint, take a hard hit, and hand the joint to Julian. “Good shit,” I say and then blow the smoke out in his face. “Fuck you, bro,” he says as it goes straight into his eyes. Oops. “Shoot your shot already,” I badger him.I sit on the crocodile brown leather bar stool and lean forward to watch him miss the shot. “Calm your tits,” he says concentrating on the yellow-striped ball. “Fuck yeah!” He yells out, dammit he got it. My phone vibrates in my pocket and I lean myself backward to reach inside the pocket of my black jeans to retrieve it. My spine stiffen from the text from an unknown number. +34 85601-1337You fucked up X. Now you’re going to pay. Blood will be shed Who the
37 Days Taking my advice
POV Stephanie I bring my computer to life, type in my password, and open up the browser to search for morning flights. “Do you think everything is okay?” Millie asks me laced with suspicion. “Yeah mills, don’t worry this isn’t unusual,” I remark calmly. “Okay,” she balls her hands into a fist on her lap. She notably looks uncomfortable as I go to work and it’s distracting me. “I think I’m getting a bit of a headache, do you mind if I grab some ibuprofen from your room?” She asks rubbing her head. “Oh yeah for sure,” I say handing her my keycard and she gets up stepping out of the office. Okay, now I can actually concentrate. I click on various flights, Julian didn’t say anything about a return flight so I choose a one-way ticket until advised otherwise. I book them their usual hotel rooms for three nights, once again, I can adjust it at any time. I text Julian that they have a flight booked for 9:30 tomorrow morning. I close my computer down, turn off my office light, and
37 Days Pressured to play
POV Millie It’s been an extremely interesting last couple of days. I sit on X’s lap wrapped in a light blanket on the balcony while we watch Julian and Slim risk their lives lighting off fireworks, the real Fourth of July. Although I hold my breath every time they bring a flame to the firecracker, the beauty of the lights over the ocean almost makes it worth one of them losing an arm. I snuggle into X’s hard warm body, wishing to be cocooned into him forever. I’m a lot more at peace now, X sat me down and explained his talk with Dani which I appreciate him doing. She’s still on my shit list though and I promise she’ll pay. …It’s Friday evening and It’s been two weeks since the Fourth of July. I’m physically and mentally in a better place but I of course still have my moments. X and I have been in a much better place as well since our brawl that one night. “Oh my gosh, you guys! We need to discuss chapter 23!” Mia says fanning her face. Oh yeah, somehow in the past two week
37 Days Flick you
POVXI pull Dani outside of the door and close it behind me. I run my fingers through my hair in frustration towards Millie. I don’t know what that shit was but this is obviously not working out right now. “Dani, look,” I start off as she looks up at me expectantly. “Millie is not okay right now and I apologize,” I say trying to be nice. “Look, X, it’s fine. She’s hurting right now and she needs someone to blame, it’s okay, I understand it and I’m not taking it personally,” she says being mature about the whole situation. “Thank you, but like I said, she’s not okay. Something about you is triggering her. She may be out of line right now but she is my main priority. I’m not firing you but I need you to stay away from me. As for work goes, I need you to go to Julian for everything. As for a friend, I like you as a person I really do but I need you to not text me anymore or come here unannounced or at all for that matter. Millie is my main focus and I need to respect her feelings,
37 Days The villain I’ll be
POVMillie I’m awoken by a knock at X’s door. X is still sleeping, miles away from me may I add. He was incredibly sweet to take care of me, holding me in the shower, dressing me, and sleeping next to me when I knew he didn’t really want to do any of it but he still did. For me. “X” I gently shake him awake. “What?” He grumbles out. “Someone is at the door,” I say. “Ugh!” He grunts, “stay here I’ll be right back.”He yawns and sleepily sits on the edge of the bed running his fingers through his hair and walks out of the bedroom. I rub my eyes and grab my phone from the nightstand, five o’clock?! My god that’s the longest I’ve slept in days, I really needed that. I have a text from Steph How are you feeling? Let me know if I can bring anything up for you. Do you need a spicy novel? Also, how’d the conversation with X go? That was two hours ago. Hey! Sorry I fell asleep. I’m feeling fine. We haven’t talked yet because we fell asleep. I might need some new yoga pants in a bit
37 Days Working overtime
POVXI’m on my tenth set of pull-ups, sweat glistening my entire body. My hair is drenched and pissing me off as it falls to my eyebrows, constantly needing to be pushed back. I’m trying to channel my rage without alcohol and working out is the only way I know how. I’ve been in my gym for two hours now, Julian joined for forty five minutes and then dipped like a weakling. I’m on my sixth rep when my phone vibrates and lights up with a notification. I finish my pull-ups, wipe myself off with a towel, gulp down some water and check my phone. Millie. I can’t do this right now. I do fifty push ups before I decide to text Millie back so I don’t lose my shit on her. She wants to talk tomorrow, I just don’t think I have it in me to face her yet. I don’t respond to her requests because it’s something I need to sleep on. We’ll see how I feel about it later. I do a few sets of Russian twists before I decide to end my workout for the night. I leave the gym dripping sweating, patting mys
