Verge of Sanity

Bianca

With dismay, I watched the interplay of muscles on Santiago's broad and muscular back. A wetness and a burning sensation spread over my eyes as I watched him walk away. But I tightened my lips, shutting out my tears. "I will not give in, I will not cry."

"He is done with me… and now he is gone." I whimpered, feeling used and battered.

"Common, you liked what he did to you… didn't you? You even wanted more. You wanted him inside of you…" a still, small voice whispered in my mind.

"You wouldn't blame me. I am a victim here! Did you not see it? What else could I do? He toyed with me and drove me over the edge. He turned me on and drove me to madness, I couldn't think straight. All I wanted was to satiate the cravings he had ignited in me!" I yelled angrily as I dealt with the feeling of guilt and embarrassment creeping into my mind.

Seeing how pathetic I was, I lifted my back off the bed and sat up.

"Aha! Ouch! It hurts!" I yelled in pain as my butt hit the soft mattress. My body