PLAYING THE PLAYER (M×M)
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Players are not supposed to be played. They own the battleground, they own the field, they are the game, the game is them.
Meet Alistair Morano, son of a renowned Mafia boss, your typical trust fund kid who has everything handed to him on a silver platter, the school's golden boy with a knack for trouble, one of the three heirs of Aurum university. His favourite is a warm narrow tight pussy after a good game.
Introducing Calvin Rutledge, school-proclaimed nerd, teachers’ heartthrob, the girlies go-to for assignments answers. No one knows of the darkness nestling in his heart, the one that runs in the family, in their blood.
He hates the players just like he hates his family. And he hates Alistair’s seemingly façade of a perfect life and pearl-like smiles just like he hates their goddamned elite school.
Mixing pleasure with coaching was not part of the plan and the almighty Alistair was not supposed to bend for the only guy that annoys the living daylight out of him just by existing.
Calvin detests the jocks.
Alistair detests the know-it-all nerds. But what about the Inbetweeners like Calvin?
It's defo high time the player gets played too.
Baca
Chapter: Alistair ~ ALISTAIR ~“What will you do?” I ask Ray when I finish my long explanation.Ray's the closest person I have to a friend.He lifts his head from his phone, brows arched. “Ohh, you were saying something?”I smack him on the back of his head in anger and he winces then cackles with laughter. I let out a groan and pull my hair in frustration as I fall back against the sofa’s backrest. Oh my fucking God. I was actually explaining something to the bitch not knowing he wasn't even listening to me. He drops his phone beside him, his lips still stretched in a smile as he rubs the back of his head. “Okay, repeat what you've said.”I shoot him a glare. “I should repeat everything when you won't even listen?”Right now, we are in the second sitting room in his parent's home, chilling with Netflix. It's a Friday.“I will now.” He grumbles.I pull myself up and sit straighter.“So, I'm going to start all over again. You should pay attention.”“I'm broke.”I inhale deeply and he bursts into laug
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Chapter: Calvin ~ CALVIN ~They are here?My eyes flicker to the exotic cars and I can easily connect the dots.The debt collector or whatever father had called it is… are here.But it's not even my twenty-third birthday yet. What is he or they doing here?Well, I've never been one to run away from my problems – except Morano which I'm seriously considering doing – So, I sidestep mother and make my way towards the main double doors. She pulls me back, her eyes pleading. I spare her a glare over my shoulders and that's enough for her to release her hold on me. I step over the threshold, my cloth dripping water with each step. As soon as I walk past the last partition, they come into view.Father sits beside two men on the long sofa while another man sit alone on one of the couches. Father and the man sitting to his left have pipes dangling between their lips while the other two cradle alcohol in their hands.Who in their right senses meet in a place as smelly as this though? Maybe it's true. Birds o
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Chapter: Calvin ~ CALVIN ~ Just a little slip. Just a little tip. Then, everything went crashing over the edge. Self control is essential but mine slipped. I detest overprivileged cocky jocks. In other words, Alistair Morano, but I still want to see him writhe under me. It all started when I had his cock pulsing in my palms and when I had him between me and his car. And then, like a distant dream, I was jolted awake. After that day with him sandwiched between me and the Car, he always has this leggy blonde hanging on his arms around like he's trying to prove some shit. Okay, this is what I'm talking about. Right now, I'm waiting for him at our secluded corner at the library so we can be done with today's coaching session. And yeah, he has the leggy blonde hanging on his arm as he approaches me. I clench my hands into fists under the table as he draws out a chair for her like a perfect gentleman. Loser. The blonde sits, her cheeks tinted pink as he draws out the chair beside her and settles o
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Chapter: Alistair ~ ALISTAIR ~He knows.He fucking knows.Blood rushes to my head and I can feel my face growing hot in shame before I swallow. I can't allow him to see me like this… flustered?My heart thuds as if wanting to jump out of my chest as I force my face into something vaguely hostile. “Stalking me now?” I spit out, pretending my voice hadn't just gone through a meat grinder but he just stares at me with that knowing grin which only increases my anger. He says nothing.“Got nothing better to do than stare at me?” I snap.He straightens up and prowls closer and I hate the word prowl but there's no other way to describe it.“You stink of it.” He whispers, his look making me feel smaller.My face flames and I swallow audibly. “You are getting something wrong here, Rutledge.” I say in a hard voice, staring at anywhere but him.“Oh, am I? Care to enlighten me?”“I—”He presses closer. “But tell me. Did you get off thinking about me?” He asks, his voice low as his fingers trace my jaw. Then, he
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Chapter: Alistair ~ ALISTAIR ~Straight men aren't supposed to repeatedly think about a man's hand on their cock.They aren't supposed to have their hand on their cock, twisting and pulling at a particular memory of a man twisting and pulling their cock.Thrusting. Groaning. Writhing. Moaning. For something. Anything. More.Stop.“Fuck it.” I mutter under my breath as I drop my hand from my cock for the umpteenth time this week.This isn't right.It's Thursday and I have practice today. I'd barely escaped running into him on Tuesday –my free day, and Wednesday —the day he'd insisted on us using as project practice and today— my coaching session with him.Fuck project practice when I'm a mess.Fuck project practice when my cock always does a standing ovation anytime the thought of his annoyingly veiny fingers on my cock crosses my mind or the way our lips almost touched.I think I'm going nut.Purging didn't work either.I'd almost beaten the guy who was dumb enough to enter the ring with me at the unde
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Chapter: Alistair ~ ALISTAIR ~That did shit to my head I didn’t like.Brandon? Do they know each other? How come I never knew? Or maybe I knew but didn’t give a fuck before.But wait. That’s like me admitting I give a fuck now when I actually... didn’t?Ray clears his throat and I snap my head back to him. His lips curve into a knowing grin, and I fight back the urge to punch him. Then, without saying a word, he gives me a brotherly pat and stalks off, leaving me at the door of Dr. Kiki’s office.I flinch away from the door. Ray had insisted I come with him to pacify her because, unfortunately, she’d caught him screwing a girl. I’d been gisting him about my escapade with her after his pacifying session when they passed and... geez.I inhale a shuddering breath and my eyes dart to the door down the hallway which they'd disappeared into. What were they doing? Do I go in after them?No. Stop thinking miserably.My mind chastises.I almost leave. Hell, I should. My brain is screaming at me to stop thinkin
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Chapter: A/NStarting this book wasn't part of the plan. That day, my goal was to scroll through P*******t to find a cover for "GOOD SIN" since I wasn't able to afford a designer. But then, I saw a rainbow poem. And it was just... too emotional. I've always been neutral but the idea just came that day. I wasn't a big fan of MM or BL books and I knew it won't hurt to do something new so I started my first draft. The final kick in the ass was Goodnovel's contest. I applied and I wasn't really surprised when it passed the review because I worked for this. I don't really want to say too much. So, I will be using this medium to appreciate all my readers. To you: You are the one who kept me going. You are the that made me not to give up on Dimitri and Vincent. Yes, I almost gave up. I was a lazy writer. But seeing my subscribers grow by twos and threes everyday was like a fuel. Then, Trice Miano came. When I saw you voted for my book, I was really happy. Then, you commented. That day wasn't just no
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-02-23
Chapter: Epilogue. HisMaybe the quote was right. What is really meant for you cannot be taken away. After thirty two years, Vincent had finally learnt that a home doesn't necessarily have to be a place. It could be a person. He might be smart, but his body was obviously a dumbass. Even with him openly portraying Dimitri Santini as the devil, he'd willingly let him drag him into darkness. A darkness he never wanted to slip out of. Dimitri eased into his hole one last time before sliding out and landing on his back. Then, he pulled him atop him, their sweats and breaths mingling together just like it was supposed to be. “You have the stamina of a beast.” Vincent scoffed, leaning up to take a look at his face. He smirked as he kissed his nose. “Thank you Signore Mio.” “That wasn't a praise.” “Who said it's not?” He scoffed one last time, knowing well that arguing with him is pointless. He will always win. He placed his head back on his chest and closed his eyes as he listened to the soothing so
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Chapter: 92. Don't waste anything The kiss was gentle.And slow. Unhurried. With no tongues. Yet.Dimitri pulled him closer by his neck and deepened the kiss. Then, he sucked on his lips as his thumb played with his pulse.Just how much he'd missed the thrum of his pulse again his finger or the beat of his heart against his chest. Heaven knows how much he'd missed him. And that thought only fueled his determination.He wanted to have him. All over again.He needed him like he needed air and he wanted to engrave himself under his skin just like it was meant to be.Would he let him?Well, it doesn't matter. He is Dimitri Santini. He always gets what he wants and now, he wants him and he would get him. But this time, he'd decided he won't use force. He would make him submit. Willingly.His tongue probed his teeth, silently demanding entry, and he let him. He drove in straight, pulling him more closer until he's sitting on the floor and he's straddling him. He sucked on his tongue, exploring his mouth and tasting the alco
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-02-22
Chapter: 91. CheesyNow, miserability flowed in Vincent's veins instead of blood. The day was not really over but his’ was already ruined.“Thank you guys.” He whispered, his gaze fixed on the ceiling in silence, his mind replaying the scene.He could still feel his lips on him, the way he'd claimed him and almost bruised his lips. Absent-mindedly, his fingers touched his lips and he pressed it before hissing and dropping his hand to his side.Because now, he didn't only hate him, he hated himself too.As soon as Jenna entered and closed the door, Remi turned to her. “Where did you go bitch?” “To get a stuff real quick.” She said with a chuckle as she walked forward before flopping beside Vincent and grabbing his hand.“You are acting suspicious…” Alex whispered and she shot him a glare before diverting her attention back to Vincent.“Emm, Vince. Actually, I don't really know how to pacify someone through words but I can accompany you to the bar and we can drink like a sailor.”“So you could slip off wi
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Chapter: 90. Ripples -2~ VINCENT ~ Silence.Wave after waves of silence.He could hear nothing except the loud beats of his heart and the blood rushing to his ears and his harsh breath due to the anger coursing through his veins.Vincent blinked in shock as his friends suddenly brushed past him. He felt someone push him forward before he heard the door shut behind him. He turned to the door. It was really closed.The fuckers has locked him outside, leaving him with the devil.But he refused to be scared. He'd already dined and dwelled with the devil. He's the devil he knew now right? There's nothing to be scared about now right?He whispered to himself internally, trying to calm his racing heart.It was like they were in a staring contest. Dimitri stared at him, trying to etch his face back into memory. And he glared back, trying to contain the anger and bloodlust he felt. Thank God for Remi forcing him to gym and learn how to box, his confidence had increased by ten folds even though he knew that if he
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-02-21
Chapter: 89. Ripples -1~ VINCENT ~“Did you know that something similar happened with me and Jake?” Alex said, washing the cabbage in the sink.“Hmm?” Vincent asked absentmindedly, his gaze fixed on the potatoes he was trying to squash with a fork. It was the evening of his graduation and Mother-jenna had placed a ‘no take out’ rule to celebrate the newest graduates. And here they are, in the kitchen after Jenna herself almost burnt down the whole chicken while trying to flip a beef. Ironic.“It was a pool party and I saw a girl kissing him beside the pool. We were in our second year of university. If we hadn't been dating since high school, I wouldn't have believed him.”Vincent glanced at her over his shoulder. “If I could remember clearly, we were not up to four months and the trust was not fully established.”“Wow. And you guys did all those things within four months?”“Hmm.” He nodded.At that moment, Remi trotted into the open kitchen, his wet hair glued to his head.Vincent only spared him a quick
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GOOD SIN
It's a contract of lies. And a bloody fucking war.
To stop a war, I'm being forced to marry my sworn enemy.
Damien Vincenzo is everything hell is. A brutal, domineering, monster with a body built to kill.
And now. I belong to him.
But one thing I won't ever give him will be my heart.
We were a match made in hell. And "Till death do us apart." might be the perfect word to describe this situation but it won't even be enough.
It's not supposed to be real.
It's not.
And one thing I'm sure of is that, I'm out to destroy him just like he did to me.
He stole my life, my breath, my entire existence.
My name is Anastasia Zhukov and I'm a thief. One that's not after wealth, but lives.
His life.
_ _ _
Book 1: Anastasia & Damien.
Book 2: Isabella & Claud.
Book 3: Teal & Vittorio.
Book 4: Alexander & Dimitra.
T.W: non-con, dub-con, CNC(consensual nonconsent), BDSM, age-gap, ch*cking, forbidden love, explicit content, sadomasochism.
Baca
Chapter: T W E N T Y - N I N E~ DAMIEN ~A mistake.That's what it is.It shouldn't have happened. I shouldn't have let my joy overwhelm me, forgetting Anastasia's wants in the process.When did it get to this?Fuck it. I think I'm losing myself.I stare at her retreating back in a daze. She didn't say anything to me as she steps into the car. Her bodyguard fixes his eyes on me and if looks could kill, I would have turned into ashes but two can play the game, so I shoot him one of mine.“I'm going to kill you.” He mouths before stepping into the car and driving her away.Do I follow her?I shake my head at the intrusive thought.If Anastasia wants space, she wants it. I've already locked her in. She should be a free bird tonight.With a sigh, I turn and make my way back into the house, trying to ignore my beating heart which I'd thought was dead.Anastasia is a thief.And she's not only a thief, but a worm too.She stole my heart or anything that's left of it with her snide sarcastic comments and she wormed her wa
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Chapter: T W E N T Y - E I G H T~ ANASTASIA ~“What actually happened?” Claud asks as we speed off into the night.I say nothing, my gaze outside the window. “Nothing you should worry about.” I whisper.“You know you can tell me anything.” How do I tell him that I was angry because Damien didn't put my personal feelings first at first and he'd let his joy overwhelm him? How do I tell him that I'm angry that I'm angry? How do I tell him that my mood is slowly getting haywire and I'm irritated for nothing?Telling him I'm pregnant is not an option.The purpose of this arranged marriage is merging. The child that's slowly growing in me is the result of the merging. Telling them I'm pregnant will bring attention and I will feel like… an animal. An animal that was led to the slaughter that finally produced leather or an animal that was grazed that finally started producing milk.I don't want to feel like that. Ever again.“Fuck it.” Claud suddenly curses, jerking me out of my thoughts.Claud never curses unless overwhel
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Chapter: T W E N T Y - S E V E N~ ANASTASIA ~“Oh darling.” She chimes before standing up and engulfing me in a warm hug - or, as warm as her lithe body could allow.She cups my face, her eyes searching mine before they dart to Damien behind me and they wrinkle in the corners as she smiles.Were they talking about me?Was she telling him about my resemblance to mother or father?My heart beats fast in my chest as I stay still, my palm feeling sweaty. She smiles at me one last time before pulling away and grabbing my hand.“We have dinner waiting, my dear. Come come, let's eat.” She says, leading me to the dining hall.I gulp, hoping she won't notice how sweaty my palm is. My other hand tightens on my bag which has my phone, my tummy tingling in paranoia.I spare Damien who was walking behind a glance and a shuddering breath slips past my throat. Nothing is wrong.It's just my anxiety and paranoia.I convince myself as we step foot into the vast dining hall.Damien's brother was there. Including Dimitra. Seems like
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Chapter: T W E N T Y - S I X~ ANASTASIA ~I hold my breath, my eyes on his face, waiting for his reaction.Is he as confused as me? Did he hear his dreams and hopes shatter with the news of the pregnancy? Is his mind and heart torn between keeping the pregnancy and aborting it? Did he–He smiles. Not his regular tight-lipped one or his hearty laughters or his annoying grins and smirks. But he smiles, showing all his thirty-two white pearl-like teeth as he walks towards me and lifts me before spinning me.I stare at him in confusion, watching as his eyes crinkles at the side. Then, he drops me and kisses my forehead. Maybe I didn't know what I was thinking, but my lips stretch into a smile too and my heart blooms in happiness as I inhale his scent, his happiness rubbing off me. His puckered lips meet my forehead, pecking me before descending to my neck.I tilt my neck, giving him more accessibility.“I'm so happy right now.” He whispers against my skin, pulling me closer to him as if wanting to eliminate the li
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Chapter: T W E N T Y - F I V E~ ANASTASIA ~° A week later ~ Still under ‘home arrest’.°“Take. You pee inside a bowl or potty. Then, you dip it inside it to check.” Isabella says, passing me a pregnancy test strip she'd gotten for me.With scrunched nose, I collect the strip from her. “It's just fever.” I grumble. “That's how I always feel when I have fever.”“Yes, it's just fever but still, use it. I'm leaving now. Text the results to me sissy. So, I can know if I'm going to be an aunt soon.”“Shut up bitch.” I say with a chuckle. “I use my pill after the third round and my calendar says that's not a fertile day.”“Hmmm, your pale face says something else.” She says, leaving me as she walks towards the door. She blows me a kiss before shutting the door close.My gaze lingers on the kit in annoyance, a strange feeling starting to pool in my belly. It's… dread.I don't feel good.But I can't be pregnant.I let out a sigh and stand up, taking my shorts off while I mentally praise the being above. Damien had gone t
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Chapter: T W E N T Y - F O U R~ ANASTASIA ~That day was the first time we would have sex. But it wasn't the last.The other day, Damein bent me over the counter and fucked me until I cried. There was a day he fucked me with my face pressed against the wall to wall window, overlooking the city while I fear that no one would catch a sight of me getting railed from behind.So many scenarios I'd forgotten in the span of eight days.And now? I'm tired!Like, I've had enough!And yeah, I can't walk without feeling him in me.With my pussy throbbing mildly, I walk towards him. He lifts his gaze, his eyes landing on my face as I sit down on the sofa opposite me.“You good?” He asks.I shake my head. “I can't keep up anymore.”Not with the thorough fucking.“I need to go out.”He sighs and leans his back against the head rest of the sofa. “Someone is after your life, Anastasia. We have two attempts in just two weeks. If you are to go out, you must take at least six guards with you.”My brows shoot up, my mind wandering to
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