Novels by pinkbeller

Keila Vienne AragonHave you ever waited in line or sat through a boring meeting or situation and time seemed to be barely moving? Or what about when you’re overthinking that you seem to lose the sense of time?They say, when people are experiencing positive emotions or states, they feel like time is passing swiftly than when they experience negative feelings. For me, it’s not true. Not all positive states, such as the feeling of contentment or serenity, are the factor why time flies so fast.When those times that we’re together, where I was so occupied by the loud beat of my heart, yeah, I never notice that day is passing by. And now, I’m overthinking, like where the hell he is. What is he doing by now? Kilala pa ba niya ako? Did he miss me like what I do?Gusto ko ng i-untog sa pader ang ulo ko dahil sa mga iniisip. Ang dami ko na ngang iniisip

“You can’t just go out there and kill again, L!”The guy named L didn’t respond and keeps on putting ammo in the magazine.“L! You don’t need to do it. Our men can handle it!” said the guy, furiously.L just give him a bored and cold look. “You stay out of this and go back to Phil and leave this to me! The damn girl needs you. Go back, and I’ll finish the job.”Napasabunot sa kanyang buhok ang lalaki. “Why can’t you just listen to me, L?”He put his pistols inside his holster. “And why can’t you just listen to me, then? You know you can’t stop me,” he said and grabbed the Uzi.

Keila Vienne AragonLumipas ang mga araw na ganoon pa rin ang routine—gigising ng maaga ngunit ang diperensya ay magkatabi kami, ipagluluto at ipaghahain ko siya, maglilinis ng bahay—vacuuming lang naman. Maraming nangyari sa pagitan namin, hindi ko na rin mabilang kung ilang beses kaming nagsiping.Ang sinabi niyang subukan namin sa may pool, ginawa nga namin kagabi. I don’t know why, pero kusang sumasang-ayon na lang ang katawan ko sa kaniya. Makita ko lang ang kislap ng kulay berde niyang mata ay nanghihina na ako. Hindi ko alam kong mapang-akit lang ba ang mga mata niya dahil wala naman akong makitang konkretong emosyon roon. Hindi siya madalas ngumiti pero nitong mga nakaraang araw kapag nilalambing ko siya, ngingiti siya at yayakapin ako.

CHAPTER 12Nang imulat niya ang kanyang mga mata ay tumambad sa paningin niya ang maamong mukha ng binata. Nakadapa ito at ang mukha ay nakaharap sa kaniya. Uminit ang kaniyang pisngi nang mapasadahan ang hubad nitong katawan.Hindi siya makapaniwala na ibinigay niya ang sarili sa lalaki. Tila trinaydor siya ng utak. All she has to do is seduce the man and teach him a lesson, but she ended up giving her most precious jewel.She can’t deny the fact that she likes it and she wanted it. No regrets. Wala ni anong pagsisisi ang nararamdaman niya. Sa bawat haplos at halik ng lalaki sa kaniya ay nagpapakita ng pagpapahalaga. Pakiramdam niya ay mahalaga siya sa lalaki sa mga oras na iyon.Ganoon pa rin ba ang magiging t

Warning: R-18CHAPTER 11He’s trying to calm hisbuddy, but it won’t cooperate. He can still feel the sensation from the woman’s body.What the fuck just happened in there?said the corner of his mind.He started to hate the woman the first time he laid his eyes on her. The chick is beautiful, there’s no doubt about that. She’s freaking sexy. She’s a model anyway.To divert his thoughts, he started to pull two daggers on the wall and throw it on the rolling roulette. He did it a couple of times until he decided to grab the caliber and aim at the target. He started shooting and all bullets pass through the center.

Warning: R-18.Keila Vienne AragonThe next day, I’m just staring at the ceiling, deeply thinking. I heaved a deep sigh. Ilang ulit ba nag-replay sa utak ko ang mga sinabi niya. Well, it’s the truth but I just can’t stand how cruel his words are. He’s so weird. He do stuffs and laughed about it then the next day, he’s this cold and serious. Parang baliw.Humingi tuloy ako ng tulong kay pareng google kung ano ba ang gagawin ko sa katulad niya. Ito naman si pare kung anu-ano ang pinakitang resulta. Wala tuloy akong maayos na tulog kakaisip sa tatlong talata na nakaagaw talaga ng pansin ko. Sa dinami-dami ng ipapayo niya, iyon pa talaga ang nagustuhan ng isipan ko.Sedu

SUMMER ENDS. Like how the dandelions dance along with the wind. Finally, his mission has an end. But he left me something unwritten. How long I have been waiting for him to come back? Days? Weeks? Three weeks. He left, without me knowing his whereabouts.Damn that man! He really fond of pissing me off. He promises to tell everything, but where on earth he has been? Sam got traumatized. Her parents suddenly went home when they found out what happen. One of their maids told me that she doesn't want to talk. That's why her parents decided to bring her to a psychia

I WAS awakened by loud noises. Screams. Cries. Seeking helps! Fears. I can sense their fears. I opened my eyes but closes them again when the light coming from the yellow bulb embraced my sight. My hands hurt, so as my back.Darn! I slept on the cold floor."Let me go! Help!""Let us go!"All I can hear were those words. They. Yes, they. They keep on screaming and shouting. But no one dared to look us in. Seeing their faces hopeless, makes me want to kill that freaking devil!I gritted my teeth! Wait until a grim reaper reaps your soul, Liam Prynne!Kung hindi lang ito planado, maaaring isa na rin a

“EXACTLY, baby.”Help! I can’t breathe!Baby daw?Baby!!!!“At sino naman angipapainniyo?” tumingin ako sa kaniya. “Ang please, don’t call me baby, lalo na’t may fiancé ka na.Kilabutanka nga.”Tumawa ito. “You’re cute when you’re jealous.”Tumaas ang isa kong kilay, “Jealous? Saan banda?” angkapaltalaga ng mukha niya.Umiling ito, &

I EMBRACED myself as the wind blew stronger. I should’ve brought a jacket. The lights hanging on the garlands gives a fantastic view all over the place.I look serious as I reached his place. He’s sitting above the soft sand, both hands towering from aback, with eyes intently looking on the beautiful horizon… I supposed.I composed myself not to make unnecessary noise. But I was shocked on what he did.“The sand was still warm… and you need this,” his voice seems so concern, “You may get urinary tract,” sabi nito nang tanggalin niya ang kaniyang damit at inilagay iyon sa ibabaw ng buhangin para aking upuan.Damn muscles!My mind screamed out.

NANG MATAPOS kaming mag-usap ni Amy ay nagpasya kaming bumalik sa loob dahil talagang nagugutom na ako. Nakakainis nga ito dahil tawa ng tawa dahil sa tunog ng aking tiyan.Tinanggal ko ang aking sapatos dahil nalagyan na ito ng buhangin. “Besh, hindi ba’t may klase tayo bukas? Wala ka namang balak mag-absent hindi ba?”Tumawa ito. “Gosh, nasaan ba utak mo besh?”Kumunot-noo ako. “What do you mean?” inilapag ko ang aking sapatos sa shoe rack sa gilid ng pintuan.“Wala tayong pasok bukas dahil disinfecting.”“Ano?” bakit hindi ko alam iyon?

“WHERE THE hell are you taking me?” I glared at him. Hindi ito sumagot at nanatili sa daan ang kanyang konsentrasyon.I frowned. Bahagyang nakaharap ang katawan ko sa direksyon niya.“Brent!” I screamed out of frustration.He lazily looked at me. “What?” he asked, seems innocent. And diverted again his gaze in front.Sinuntok ko ito sa kanyang kanang braso ngunit hindi man lang ito natinag. Still sitting there, eyes on the road. But I saw his grip on the steering wheel, tightened.I punched his arm again, lightly.I almost bumped my head on the dashboard when he stepped on the break and pulled ove

WHILE going to the arena mentioned by the king, Linus' father, my heart pounded faster than usual. I even heaved a deep and that caught Ms. Dory’s attention. And she did say that all I must relax.I hope that was easy. I never thought that we will be brought into this situation. It is so hard to love. All I ever thought is that we’re fine having a relationship privately, I thought I will never experience this kind of thing like I usually watched in movies, but behind everything, I remain tough, and I knew that when you love, you sacrifice. You will take any risk and you will do anything when it comes to love. You will do everything to make your relationship last.I roamed around the place. In every hallway, there were guards wearing black suits. All I have ever known, royal guards should wear like those red and black pants like Queen Elizabeth royal guards in England. But I was wrong. As years passed by, things are getting in trend. They dress a

The Last ChapterAS planned, Ms. Dory and I boarded a plane going to Denmark. My hand couldn’t stop sweating and trembling even if the weather is cold. I just don’t know what to feel. I feel excited at the same time I feel nervous. The fast pounding of my heart gives a deafening sound. Ms. Dory beside me was already asleep.Good gracious, it’s my first time riding a plane. Ms. Dory did a huge favor to me, and I don’t know how to repay her. She’s so kind and I’m thinking why doesn’t she settle down? She deserves everything and it seems like—I don’t know but I can sense that there’s a sadness reigning in her. Like how she looked at you, you can see through the depths of her eyes that she may have a painful past or something.I want to ask her about it, but I feel ashamed. Like what a thick-face I am. And I don’t want to cross the line. We’re not close for me

“HAVE you decided?” Reina asked as she sat down beside me and put down the tray on the table. I glanced at her lazily and turned back to the book I’m holding, keeping flipping the pages but I’m not reading it. I heaved a deep sigh and closed to book.“I don’t know. And even if I want to, I have no money. Plane tickets were so expensive, and I can’t afford it.”Reina laughed at me as she sipped in her fruit drink. “Geez, I told you, I’m willing to help. And we’re going to find cheap plane tickets. There are some airlines who offered cheap ones.”I shook my head. “Even if I go there, how can I find him?”Reina tapped the table. “What the… are you nuts? What happened to the genius Becca I used to know? Look,” she lifts my chin up, “Linus is a prince. And where do prince live?” she asked.“Palace.”

| Hold into Him |“No matter how long it takes, true love is always worth the wait.”***THE STARS glow along with the dark skies, the luminous moon peeking over the clouds, leaves were wiggling on the branches, the wind blew coldly and swayed the curtain in the window of our room. My tears won’t stop flowing to my cheeks as I remember him, leaving me without a word. He never bothers to call or send messages to me.Reina was already asleep. While me… I just can’t. I’ve been crying for hours, and my body seems to be dehydrated. I look at the bottle of water, Reina just gave before she climbs to her bed. Why does he need to go without saying anything to me? I know I should trust him, but can’t I deserve an explanation?I can feel that something was bothering him but as he told me to trust him, I never asked him about it. those me in black, those black c

| The Prince |“LINUS, did you enjoy living in a province?” asked Reina as she went inside Linus' car. We are heading back to school. Classes resumed tomorrow.Linus started the engine and said, “Of course, I did enjoy it.” then he looked and smiled at me.“Yay! I hope you have already overcome the second stage of your relationship.”I looked at Reina and glare at her. “What?” she said to me as she shrugged her shoulders.“Can you just shut up if you’re just going to ask inappropriate things?”Linus chuckled which makes me turned in his direction. I raised my left brow and crossed my arms.He hemmed. “Seatbelt please…” he said.“You know what Becca, don’t act innocent okay? I know you already kissed.”Oh my God, if I’m drinking or eating someth

| His Words |THE FOLLOWING days, things went well between Linus and me. I can say that he was very helpful and doesn’t have any complaints about the work on the farm. He doesn’t care even if he’s already dirty. And he helped my father a lot. He worked hard to get cow’s milk. Feed the chickens and take eggs on the poultry. I once asked him if he was already struggling with it because the activities of elite people are way different from poor people like us.In just a few days, our one-week break will end and we will be back to studying again. More activities and lessons again. My part-time job at the café will be resumed. And I’m going to miss my parents again, but that’s really how life is, you have to sacrifice for the sake of your dreams and your family. If you won’t study, you will not reach your goals.I heaved a deep sigh when I remember the scene the other day, at the top