My Cold Magazine Prince
The train arrived with a screech of metal on metal, and subconsciously I boarded and found a seat and gazed out the window as if somehow, the tunnel walls rushing by was the only thing that could grant my wish.
"I wish you could see me," I whispered the deep words, picturing his face as I spoke. "Like really see me. I wish you could love me just the way I love you."
Closing my eyes, I began to feel the weight of the unshed tears behind my eyelids.
But just before I brushed them off I murmured again.
"Just once, I want to know what it would be like if you truly loved me back."
With a final sigh, I wiped the tears fighting to breakfree.
Little did I know, some wishes come at a terrible price.
When Asher Smith's boyfriend, supermodel Xander Fauler, wakes from a car accident with amnesia, their cold relationship transforms into something passionaate and real.
For six blissful months, Asher experiences the love he always craved—until Xander's memories return, along with his icy demeanor.
What was once six month's of undeniable love and pleasure just as he had always wanted, slowly turned into a nightmare that he had dreaded so much for the longest time.
Amidst the uncertainty of his spot in his love life, Asher began to notice some odd changes in Xander, making him question if their relationship was ever real.
As he tries to get a grip of his love life he uncovers a dangerous obsession lurking in Xander's inner circle and a traumatic secret from his past, putting him no way further from his recent doubt, now Asher must decide: walk away from heartbreak or fight for a love trapped beneath scars?
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Chapter: Chapter FiveAsher's POVXander slept with his arm thrown across my chest, his breath warm against my neck. Six months of this and I still couldn't believe it was real. Every morning I woke up expecting the cold distance to return, for his eyes to harden when they looked at me. But each day, he only seemed to fall deeper."Morning," he mumbled, lips brushing against my collarbone. "You're thinking too loud."I ran my fingers through his hair, savoring the softness. "Sorry. Just appreciating the view.""Mmm." He stretched like a cat, all lean muscle and grace. "What's on the agenda today? More memory lane trips?"I checked my phone. "Nothing scheduled. We've hit most of the important places already."The past six months had transformed into something I never imagined possible with Xander. Before the accident, getting him to agree to dinner was like pulling teeth. Now, we had a routine of weekend brunch at his favorite café, movie nights where he insisted on cuddling, and spontaneous trips to galler
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Chapter: Chapter fourAsher's POVFreedom never looked so beautiful. I watched Xander sign the discharge papers with a flourish, his ocean blue eyes sparkling with excitement. The doctor droned on about follow-up appointments and medication schedules, but Xander wasn't listening. His gaze was fixed on me, a smile playing at the corners of his mouth that made my heart race."And the private nurse will arrive at your penthouse this evening," the doctor concluded, handing Xander a stack of papers.Xander's smile disappeared instantly. "Nurse? I don't need a nurse."The doctor adjusted his glasses. "Mr. Fauler, you've suffered a significant head trauma. Having professional care during your recovery is essential."I stepped forward. "It's just for a few days, Xander. Your mother arranged everything."Xander's fingers wrapped around my wrist, his touch unexpectedly gentle despite the firmness in his voice. "I don't want a stranger in my home, watching me, touching me." His eyes locked with mine, filled with vuln
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Chapter: Chapter threeAsher's PovThe cafeteria coffee scalded my tongue, but I barely noticed. My mind was still upstairs in that hospital room, replaying the kiss over and over. That wasn't the Xander I knew. The man who had just kissed me with such passion bore no resemblance to my boyfriend of the past year. I stopped walking, nearly colliding with a doctor rushing past. Was it wrong to enjoy this version of him? The Xander who looked at me with wonder instead of that practiced indifference? The one who asked if we were happy instead of assuming everything was fine?The elevator doors slid open, and I stepped inside, clutching my coffee cup like a lifeline. My reflection stared back at me from the mirrored wall—disheveled hair, dark circles under my eyes, lips still slightly swollen from that kiss. I looked exactly like what I was: a man completely thrown off balance.For a year, I'd been settling for crumbs of affection from a man who treated our relationship like an afterthought. Now, suddenly, thos
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Chapter: Chapter twoAsher's POVThe phone rings in the dark. A single sound that shatters my world. I grab it blindly, squinting at the bright screen. 3:27 AM. Tasher Fauler. Xander's mom. My stomach drops before I even answer."Asher?" Her voice breaks. "Xander has been in a car accident."Those words steal all the air from my lungs. My body moves on autopilot. Clothes thrown on. Keys grabbed. Heart racing so fast I feel dizzy.The hospital waiting room is a special kind of hell. Bright lights hurt my eyes. The smell of disinfectant burns my nose. Tasher grips my hand, her normally perfect makeup streaked with tears."He was coming home from a shoot," she whispers. "A drunk driver ran a red light and slammed into his car. They said he hit his head on the window."Fourteen hours. That's how long I wait before they let me see him. Fourteen hours of imagining the worst. Of picturing his beautiful face broken beyond repair. Of wondering if I'll ever see those ocean blue eyes look at me again, even with the
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Chapter: Chapter OneAsher’s POV The cursor on my screen blinked impatiently, mocking my inability to focus. Three deadlines, two urgent emails, and one boyfriend who acted like I was a stranger. Welcome to my life, the glamorous world of Falls Magazine. "Damn it," I muttered, rubbing my eyes. The office had emptied hours ago. Only the hum of the air conditioning and the occasional ping from my laptop kept me company. The New York skyline glittered beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows, a beautiful view I barely noticed anymore. All I could see was the red notification bubble on our latest cover mock-up. Xander's face stared back at me from the screen. Those ocean blue eyes that once melted my heart now only reminded me of arctic ice. Cold. Distant. Unyielding. I reached for my coffee cup, finding only cold dregs at the bottom. A perfect metaphor for my relationship. My finger hovered over my phone. Was calling him a mistake? Probably. Did I care? Not anymore. After twelve months of loving someone who
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