what if i never love again

He understood me like no other.He knew me inside out. I could never hide anything from him.Well.....apart from the strange sudden flutter my heart made one day. Something which should not belong to him.Yet it did.....

Mark Lee harus menjalani rehabilitasi pasca operasi di Victoria General Hospital, Kanada. Mark bertemu dengan Kim Dahyun, merupakan Dokter yang mengikuti Pertukaran Tenaga Medis dari Seoul University --di mana sebelumnya Mark dirawat. Hingga beberapa bulan kemudian, entah atas dasar apa keduanya semakin dekat. Bukan lagi tentang Dokter dengan pasiennya. Tapi, lebih dari itu, sampai Mark memantapkan hatinya membawa Dahyun kembali ke Seoul untuk menghadiri acara pernikahan sahabat baiknya --yang merupakan cinta pertama Mark. Juga, tentang Winter yang tiba-tiba datang di kehidupan percintaan Mark dengan Dahyun. Tujuannya adalah membalaskan dendam pada Mark melalui wanitanya itu. Winter tahu, kelemahan terbesar Mark adalah melihat orang-orang tercintanya menderita. Belum lagi, dengan Lee Know yang harus merelakan wanita yang ia cintai --mencintai pria lain. Bagi Lee Know, melihat Dahyun bahagia sudah cukup membuat cintanya seperti terbalaskan. Tapi, tidak tahu jadinya kalau Winter ternyata memanfaatkan Lee Know untuk tujuan balas dendam. Lantas bagaimana kelanjutan kisah Mark dengan Dahyun? Mampukah keduanya bertahan berada di tengah-tengah ketidakpastian tentang perasaan dan juga masa lalu mereka?

After 10 years, Ang "love" namin sa isa't-isa mula ng magkakilala kami, Hindi na ba magbabago? Dito magbabago ang lahat? Mas lalalim din ba ang relasyon namin at i-lelevel up ba sa pang-matagalan na pagsasama. Baka naman, dito pa lang magsisimula ang tunay naming pagsubok sa relasyon, We said. — My passion for fan fiction / romance will return. But, "love stories" are no longer about women and men. But, the story is about LGBTQ. I am not against them. I am open-minded in this relationship. Not the worldliness of other "things" about their relationship. — Copyright 2021 © Xyrielle All Rights Reserved No Copy Stories No Plagiarism Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, business, events and incidents are the products of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

After failing the mission, the System gave me one final chance, and to succeed, I had to give birth to a child. The System promised that if the baby were born safely, it would reveal the truth to my target and give me one last glimmer of hope. However, six months into my pregnancy, just when things seemed stable, I was dragged onto an operating table in the middle of the night by my husband and family. My husband stopped the anesthesiologist from giving me any pain relief. “Let her feel the pain,” he said coldly. “We need to keep the kidneys as fresh as possible.” My parents instructed the doctor to draw my blood. “She’s the same blood type as our precious girl. Let’s take some for backup.” Even my childhood friend, the boy who had always been by my side, was the one to slice open my abdomen.  They wanted my kidneys to save my sister, who was dying from kidney failure. No one believed I was pregnant. No matter how much I begged, they went ahead with the operation, tearing me open. The baby couldn’t survive, and I died on that operating table. However, as my soul began to fade away, something strange happened. Those who had murdered me—my husband, my parents, my so-called friend—they all lost their minds.

Serakah.. Itulah sifat manusia kebanyakan yang tak pernah puas dengan apa yang dimilikinya hingga ketika mereka menemukan cara salah agar mampu meraih kesuksesannya dalam memenuhi standar hidup dan pada akhirnya semua menjadi malapetaka. Tidak pernah cukup meskipun ada bintang dan bulan di dalam genggaman yang telah berhasil dicuri. Setidaknya manusia seperti itulah yang memberikan pelajaran bagi manusia lainnya untuk terus hidup dengan cara yang seharusnya, Bekerja keras dan membuahkan hasil. Sekarang Devan mengerti mengapa Iva tidak begitu menyukainya, sosoknya mengingatkan pada Vania dan terpenuhilah kebelengguan iri padanya. Iva... Kejadian ini telak memukul harga dirinya ke paling dasar dimana ia akhirnya tahu kenapa tidak perlu repot-repot berusaha terlihat baik di depan mendiang mertuanya. Yudhi memilih jalan seperti ini pada akhirnya, memfokuskan pada kedua anaknya dan masih mencoba untuk memberi semangat pada istrinya. Ya. Semuanya berlalu dan Yasmine sudah menyelesaikannya berkat Hana, satu-satunya orang yang ia percaya. Bukan berarti, keluarganya sendiri adalah pengkhianat. Yasmine teramat dalam mencintai keluarganya dan tidak ingin menambah banyak beban disela kesibukan mereka. Sekarang tak perlu mengkhawatirkan apapun, semuanya sudah selesai dan keluarga Adiwijaya mulai memfokuskan diri mereka mengurus wasiat ini. Begitupun dengan Hana, tugasnya sudah selesai dan membayar balas budi pada Vania. Ia harus kembali ke tempatnya. Dan Devan? Ia tidak siap dan tidak akan pernah siap tentang kepergian Hana. 4 tahun sudah waktu yang cukup lama memberinya pengaruh akan keberadaan gadis itu. Ketulusannya pada keluarga Adiwijaya sudah cukup membuktikan bahwa Devan menginginkan Hana seperti Yasmine -mendiang eyangnya. Dan 4 tahun bukan waktu yang cukup dan tidak akan pernah cukup akan kebersamaan mereka. Devan ingin Hana tetap berada di Indonesia, dalam jangkauannya dan berjalan beriringan. Bagaimana Devan bisa menahan Hana untuk tetap tinggal?

“There's this thing when you meet a person but all you feel is hate even though he didn't do anything to you.” Maybe that’s what JR feels for Gerard. Once the other man saw Gerard’s face, all it takes is a second from a face devoid of any emotion to scowling one when JR lays his eyes on him. Imbes tuloy na matuwa si Gerard na nakita na niya sa wakas ang matagal na niyang hinahanap na matalik na kaibigan noong mga bata pa sila, nawala ang saya na iyon nang maramdaman niya ang pagkadisgusto ni JR sa kanya kahit wala naman siyang ginagawa rito. Hindi na siya umamin at ang pag-aasam na maging kaibigan ito muli ay nauwi sa wala. But why after years of not seeing each other, John Raven suddenly wants to be friends with him again? Why was the other hell bent on making up with him? Naaalala na ba siya nito o may mas malalim pang dahilan ang paglapit ni JR sa kanya?

Carmilla is a soft-hearted woman. Her process of growth isn't good, but she still remains of having a good and pure heart. Her cruel fate that she started to notice at the age of six, didn't hinder her way to continue of being kind, polite, and positive in life. As soon as she enters legality, she decided to leave her Aunt, not to escape the cruelty, but to learn on standing with her own feet. To be independent, to be exact. As she goes with her thing on training her own self for becoming independent, there's a man who appeared, entered, and blocked her way, and suddenly trap her. Apparently, Carmilla had been trapped and she starts to have foreign feelings towards this man. Only to found out, it is the love growing inside of her. The love she wanted to offer with that ruthless physique. The man fell in love with Carmilla as well. Madly and deeply in love, to be precise. But one day, the girl main character that's said and known to be a very kind, and very gentle-faced, suddenly became the opposite. What happened, and why did the situation suddenly change? How come that fate crumbled and turned everything upside down?

Tidak tahan hidup delapan belas tahun sebagai anak piatu cupu yang sehari-harinya berada dalam kondisi tertekan oleh sikap sang Ayah yang jahat dan bullying yang dilakukan teman-temannya, membuat Devlin Bramanto memutuskan untuk pergi mengadu nasib ke Ibukota demi menunaikan cita-citanya. Berkat usaha dan kerja kerasnya, Dev pun berhasil menjadi sosok pria yang "nyaris sempurna". Dev menjadi salah satu agen intelijen paling terkenal dengan kecerdasan, ketangkasan, dan terutama ketampanannya yang overdosis. Disaat pria tampan lain diluaran sana yang kerap memanfaatkan "kesempatan" menggaet perempuan dengan wajah tampan dan rayuan maut, tidak dengan Dev. Alih-alih bermain wanita, justru Dev anti dengan wanita. Itu karena Dev ... terlalu mencintai semua kesempurnaan dalam dirinya. Jangankan sekedar jatuh cinta, Dev bahkan tidak pernah sudi melirik perempuan di sekitarnya. Dev merasa kalau pria sempurna seperti dirinya tidak pantas bersanding dengan perempuan jelek manapun di dunia ini--pengecualian mungkin kalau perempuan itu adalah titisan bidadari surga. Namun sikap idealismenya itu seketika terpatahkan, sampai Dev mendapatkan misi penting untuk membawa Everly, perempuan yang menjadi kunci untuk menuntaskan misi pekerjaannya. Dari pertemuannya dengan Everly itulah yang membuat segala dalam diri Dev berubah ... Semua karena Everly ... Perempuan berkulit pucat misterius yang memiliki sejuta keunikan yang membuat Dev seketika menggila ... ** Info dan update cerita bisa cek di IG : @fenlykim

She was a woman who wanted to hold everything that her parents planned for her. Kaya tumakas siya sa mga ito at binuhay ang sarili sa tulong ng amo niya na si sir Dwight Rivera. Ayaw niyang ilihim ang kanyang pagkatao dito. Pero paano kung isang araw malalaman nito ang totoong siya? Ang totoong rason kung bakit tumakas siya sa poder ng mga magulang niya?

Everyone knew that Simon Zimmer and Luna Springfield had been friends with benefits for a year, but they had chosen to hide it from Bertha Marsh, the deaf one. During a New Year’s gathering, Bertha's cold attitude caused displeasure to Simon’s friend. “Simon, is Bertha kicking up a fuss again? Seriously, that doctor of yours is more considerate. She knows how to get you into a good mood and doesn’t throw tantrums,” he said loudly with disdain. Simon’s expression turned dark, and he snapped at him. “Don’t say anything you shouldn’t. Bertha’s the most important person to me. I’ll die if she leaves.” He then anxiously signed to Bertha to ask whether she was sick. What he did not know was that Bertha had heard it all, and their future together was over.