trauma

Galuh tidak menyangka jika pada akhirnya akan menjadi duda. Di hianati satu dan dua kali oleh mantan istrinya ia maafkan, namun kata maaf tertutup rapat kala sang mantan istrinya kembali berselingkuh untuk yang ketiga kalinya. Trauma pada pernikahan, akankah nantinya Galuh bisa menemukan cinta yang baru?

Jenifer Olivia Mahendra yang kerap disapa Jelo, putri konglomerat asal Indonesia, yang lari dari rumah akibat konflik dengan sang Ayah dan berujung menyisakan luka dan trauma akibat rasa bersalah yang timbul atas kematian adik kandungnya.Jelo yang dirundung rasa bersalah dan penyesalan, memutuskan untuk hidup sendiri jauh dari kata kekayaan dan kemewahan, memilih merahasiakan identitas aslinya, merubah 180° penampilannya dan membiarkan orang-orang di sekeliling mengenal dia sebagai gadis ANSOS (Anti Sosial).Mampukah Jelo menjalani Secret's Lifenya dan menyembuhkan trauma yang terus menyiksa?.Bisakah ia menemukan kebahagiaan dalam hidupnya? atau semakin terjebak dalam masa lalu yang suram?.Nantikan kelanjutan kisahnya, di "SECRET'S LIFE (Lost of Love)" by Deyla Tatimu.

"Everything of you is a non-existing dangerous drug, Natalia. And I'm addicted to it." He whispered in my ear. He brushed his nose on my neck and then my hair like he was smelling my body and my hair. I stopped breathing and started wiggling. "H-how do you know my name? W-Why am I here?" My voice came out as a mere whisper. "I couldn't stop thinking about you from the moment I laid my eyes on you. Fuck, you looked so fucking sexy in that outfit." He said in a husky tone. His hands fell on my waist and grabbed it so tightly that I could tell it would leave a mark. <3 If you start loving someone from deep down your heart, you will stop caring about the hurts, miseries, anguishes and traumas that he/she once caused in your life. You'll even be ready to sacrifice your own life for him/her. Love can change your miseries and traumas into peace and happiness, love can change an emotionless monster into a loverboy. If you don't want to love or don't want to be loved then love won't wait for your permission. You won't even realize 'where, when and how' you fell in love. Love can destroy you within a blink, love can be your biggest trauma and love can even kill you with no mercy. Natalia Rauf, a simple Bengali girl, lived in a town like many middle class decent families of Bangladesh. She had a beautiful and peaceful life with her family and friends. But her peace and happiness turned into miseries and traumas when the most wanted ruthless psycho killer from Italy came in her life. Stay with the adrenaline pumping, adventurous and romantic journey of a high school girl and a criminal till the end.

There's a prophecy – a prophecy holding the fate of two worlds. On the edge of Lilah's field, at the twelfth hour of the fall of twelve, the three kings will unite, a daisy will be lost, or the worlds will be gone. The Oracle tells me that I am bound to the prophecy. That I cannot alter or change it. That I’m destined to be greater than what I am, but I already knew that. I’ve known that since the age of five. Now, can you guess who needs to die? Death doesn’t bother me. I will let the world burn if it means achieving my goals – because with every lick of the whip; he tore my flesh raw, as his laughter rang through the mansion, and my screams disturbed the heavens. No one cared to help, no one listened – definitely not the Gods. So why should I? ._. Eldora. A world woven together by magic. Cloaked in darkness and chaos, sin and deceit. Where no one is innocent; where both hands - and teeth - drip with the blood of others. And there is her. A lone wolf, watching the world tear itself apart. Watching the chaos, the death, the destruction as she fights a far greater war, within her. What's right and wrong? What's considered good and evil? Where does she stand in this enteral mystery, we call a universe? Coated in darkness and pain, she questions the meaning of life and death, and her purpose in this world of infinite possibilities. She finds only one answer: REVENGE. *WARNING this story contains abuse, suicidal thoughts, intense trauma, and erotic scenes. Please do not read if this is heavily triggering for you!*

21++. Mature Content! Sadari umur. Bijak dalam memilih bacaan. Chana, harus mati setelah mengetahui perselingkuhan suaminya dengan adik tirinya saat ia tengah hamil tua. Di kurung dalam mansion tua dan seluruh keluarga mengasingkannya, dia jelas melihat bagaimana adik tirinya mengambil putra pertama yang dilahirkannya untuk disiksa hingga tiada lalu dia dipaksa menegak segelas racun untuk kematiannya. Hal yang baru dia ketahui saat tubuhnya merasakan sakit luar biasa, seluruh kesakitan dalam hidupnya telah diatur sedemikian rupa oleh suami dan adik tiri juga seluruh keluarganya. Ia dihianati oleh seluruh orang yang ia cintai hingga mati! Merasa tak terima dan menuntut kebahagiaan juga dendam yang harus dia balaskan, dia dilahirkan kembali tepat satu bulan sebelum pernikahannya terjadi. Membatalkan pernikahan, memutuskan hubungan, membuka topeng busuk adik tirinya sampai mengungkap seluruh perselingkuhan mereka, dia juga menuntut hak atas semua yang harus dia miliki sebagai putri tertua keluarga ternama. Dalam kehidupan ini, dia berniat membalaskan dendam atas kematian putra dan setiap rasa sakit yang dia terima lengkap dengan seluruh bunga yang harus mereka terima. Namun sebuah rencananya gagal hingga membuatnya harus terjerat dengan seorang pria dingin mesum yang meminta pertanggung jawaban atas kejadian malam panas yang pernah mereka lakukan. Chana, merasakan dilema saat pria itu terus menariknya dalam sebuah lingkar hubungan yang membuatnya trauma hingga mati. "Chana, bagian mana tubuhmu yang belum kusentuh? Beraninya kau mencoba lari setelah aku merelakan keperawananku! Kau harus bertanggung jawab atas malam panas yang pernah kita lalui." "Tuan, aku juga menyerahkan bagian pertama dalam hidupku. Jadi, bisakah kita anggap semuanya menjadi One Night Stand saja?" Pria dingin itu tersenyum, "Beraninya kau meminta hal penting itu menjadi One Night Stand. Aku akan memastikan seluruh hidupmu berada dalam ranjang panasku seumur hidup."

Being forged from the trauma that clings to your soul like an additional layer of sin has an elegance to it. When my father and I buried my sister, falling in love with her first love wasn't on the agenda. Don Alessandro Valentino has something I want. Something he refuses to depart with and no matter how much pain he inflicts upon me, I will never give up. I vowed to never let him win. I thought I had escaped his grasp, but his torment had only just begun. Despite everything, he still held the power to manipulate my heart and make me crave to be possessed by him. As secrets come to light and the truth is exposed, can I surrender the battle and surrender what I've been fighting for all along, without hesitation? --- He tore his lips away from mine, peering down at me, brushing the pad of his thumb along his lower lip—smearing my touch as far as it would travel. “You taste like mine.” He said in a cold and condescending tone. Then he left. He walked out of the wine cellar without a second glance over his shoulder as Riccardo locked the door behind them.

"Remember your place, Olivia, You're my wife in name only. Don't get too comfortable," Lucas growls, his voice firm and commanding. "What's your problem, Lucas? I was just trying to be nice," Olivia retorts, her eyes flashing with anger. "You should respect the terms we agreed on, remember whose contract this is, Olivia. You should stick to it," Lucas snaps back, his voice cold and intimidating In a world of wealth and power, Olivia will stop at nothing to secure her inheritance - even if it means bringing home a stranger as her husband. With her family's shocking news ringing in her ear - “ get married or give up the company '' Olivia crosses paths with Lucas, a charismatic and enigmatic billionaire with demons of his own. As they navigate their pretend marriage, their initial hatred and distrust slowly give way to a forbidden attraction that they are not prepared to confront. But just as they begin to open up, deceitful lies and secrets threatened to tear them apart. Can they overcome the trauma of their past and confront the truth about their present? Or will they become strangers who never met each other? Dive in to find out……

“Pig,” I muttered under my breath. He took a deep pull of his pipe and breathed out. Even though his manner was easy, I could see something dangerous flash in his eyes. “Now, now. There’s no need for names. Once we get to know each other better, I’m sure you’ll find me quite irresistible. They all do.” He patted his lap, and he was back to his languid self. “Here. Why don’t you make yourself comfortable? I’m told I make a very pleasant seating arrangement. Careful, I might poke you in the middle.” _________ Clara Grey is a cursed werewolf. Her parents betrayed the Moonstone Pack and were killed when she was a child. Now she has nothing to look forward to in life except for being bullied by the horrible members of her pack. However, everything changes when vampires attack her city, and she meets the mysterious, but terrifyingly handsome Prince Deanneth of the Dark Shade pack. Not everything is as it seems with Prince Deanneth. He is a dark, twisted werewolf with a desire to possess Clara’s heart, soul, and mind. Clara Grey must not only battle the newly arisen threat of the Greater Vampires, but also the cruel manipulations of her new Alpha Deanneth Legiere. ________ Daily Update. This is NOT a story for faint-hearted. This is a story about dark hierarchical werewolf society containing explicit sexual content, menage, violence, abuse, trauma , drug and strong language. Definitely not suitable for readers who get triggered by these topics. Please read at your own risk.

Pada hari pernikahan Khaira, seseorang yang mengaku sebagai adiknya muncul dan menggagalkan pernikahan tersebut. Pemuda berseragam putih abu-abu itu datang tepat pada saat Khaira mengiris nadi di pergelangan tangannya karena tidak mau dinikahkan paksa dengan lelaki yang pernah mencoba merenggut kehormatannya. Kemunculan adik yang belum pernah dikenalnya itu menjadi penyelamat masa depan Khaira.  Bersama Khair, dia meninggalkan keluarga toxic yang selama ini mengungkung hidupnya. Namun, siapa sangka mantan calon suami Khaira mencari dan mengusik kembali kehidupannya. Sementara Khair harus pergi meninggalkan Khaira, demi melanjutkan kuliah ke luar negeri setelah dia merasa sakit hati karena kekasihnya dijodohkan dengan lelaki yang tak lain adalah dosen di kampus Khair sendiri. Maka, tercetuslah sebuah sumpah yang membuat Khaira menelan simalakama, serba salah, bahkan hampir kehilangan arah, hingga langkahnya terbentur pada pilihan untuk segera menikah. Tapi dengan siapa? Bagaimana Khaira mengatasi trauma dan nasib malangnya?

Rejected. Alone. Guilty. Drax Freling is the rightful alpha of the Lunar dusk pack. His father who was the former Alpha of the pack, died. Leaving the pack to the leadership of his younger brother, Damian. Drax is supposed to be proclaimed Alpha when he turns 20. But the elders of the pack thinks that might be a bad idea, because Drax's Wolf has a history of being too wild and uncontrollable. Their insecurity is confirmed when Drax's Wolf springs out while having sex with his mate and murders nearly half of his family including his mate. When he shifted back to his human form, he realized the tragedy he had caused. His family members where killed because of him. Or so he thought. The guilt and trauma of the tragedy causes Drax to flee to a new city where he starts a new life away from his pack. While in the city, he coincidentally discovers the truth about his past. He was set-up. Will he return to take revenge on his contenders?