To The Man I Loved Too Much Novels & Stories

"That you did nothing but love me and here I am, being selfish for my own sake. Soon after, the guilt inside me grows bigger and bigger. That's how I vanished into thin air again," "Because I don't want you to suffer greatly later," "Because I love you too much I don't want to hurt you anymore. I love you too much I want you to meet someone who could be with you for a long time," With tears in his eyes, he let go of my hand and stared at me with nothing but love. "Someone that is not me."

"Gay man who openly confesses in front of a man he loves, even though I know ... that Jack is a normal man, not an abnormal like me." Reo looked up at the gray clouds in the sky. The dark sky is lit by clusters of stars without the mother moon. It seems like the sky is showing its gloomy mood, like how Reo felt on the rooftop in an empty building. "Jack ... I love you. It's only because of you that I survived. However, when I think back to what you said a week ago, I feel that I don't deserve to ..." Reo took a deep breath. Blow it out hastily. "Living in this world." Reo added, continuing the previous words.

JEREMY I gaze upon the man that l loved so badly, so stupidly I loved him more than I loved myself I loved him so much to let him go To let him leave me I knew from the very first day we met that this man heart was tied to that piece of shit, but there was nothing I could do about it A perfect love in the wrong timeline I looked at him and broke into complete pieces. If only I had knew him before I would be able to give him the love and care he deserved, not this shit that made him look as if he was barely living But touché Touché, there was nothing I could do than to let him go No matter how crazy that sounds I didn’t wanted to actually, but what good would I gain to keep the man that would

he whispers in my ear. "I love you too," I might've had a rough time getting to where I am now but I wouldn't change it for the world. THE END

AMANISA’S POV “I know you are mad.” Arla incited. “We are both mad at him but this is too much, Amanisa.” Too much? If we are to talk about “too much” shouldn't we be referring to what Kovan did to me? The sex was too much especially since he knew he wouldn't be with me forever. The love and heated moment were too much too. The laughter… the comfort… the sweetness... Everything was too much and I couldn't bare not having them anymore after he got me addicted.

I fucking killed the man I love to the moon and back. Fuck! My life was over. Fucking over!

I felt my chest tighten, and before I knew it, I was sitting on the edge of the bed. “If that’s the case,” I said, my voice cracking, “why do you want me to live and eat under your roof? Oh, I get it. You want me to be your secret. Your… sex mate. But hidden from the world. Is that right?” Tears were already gathering at the corners of my eyes. I hated that he could still make me feel like this. Victor moved closer. I could see the regret in his eyes, or maybe I imagined it. He sighed, like he was about to explain, but then… my phone rang.

I agreed and again felt this boundless sadness. I'm here without you, it crossed my mind. Yes, I started talking to him in my mind, which was pretty insane. It just kind of helped me get over the pain of his departure. Love was something incredibly complicated, something unpredictable that could bring sorrow or tremendous happiness. Unfortunately, I had been betting on the wrong men so far. Will that ever change?

“ I love you Addie , I love you so much and I wish that you just can see it , I don’t care what you are using me for but spending this much time with you and being the most important person in your life right now is the only thing that I need that will make me compete as a man . I love you so much baby , I love you more than you even imagine and all these years , I have made sure that I never stopped loving you , even though you don’t notice that I did . You don’t know how much you really mean to me and I wish that you can just see it , you are the best thing to ever happen to me and I am not going to take that love for granted . I don’t mind being the pawn in your game , spending time with

“I wish you all the best, my dear sister.” The End