To The Man I Loved Too Much Novels & Stories

‘I love you too,’ * #TBC

“I can’t do that to you.That’s too much of a burden.” “It’s not a burden.If only you knew how much I want to be here.I want to be with you,Ben.I need you.I don’t want to be separated from you again.It was hard.It was lonely.Even when I was surrounded by people…it still felt lonely.Please,Ben…take a chance on me again.Please,you’re the only man I’ve ever loved.The only man I can ever love.” “You have no idea what you’re signing yourself up for.It’ll be too hard on you,It’ll be unbearable and you’ll leave,eventually.Let’s save ourselves the troubles.”

I hate that it comforts me. I don’t sleep that night. I just sit in the car until the sky begins to lighten in the east. And when the ache in my chest threatens to crush me again, I look out at the world and wonder if it’s possible to love someone too much. Because that’s what I did. I loved her too much. And I don’t know if she’ll ever be mine again.

I fucking killed the man I love to the moon and back. Fuck! My life was over. Fucking over!

But right now, his slow steps toward me felt like a scene out of a movie. So many thoughts raced through my head. Was he going to hug me? Maybe he’d kiss me and declare me his Luna in front of everyone. Maybe this was the moment I had never dreamt before. But no. "You can never be my mate! You can never get my love!" Victor roared. His eyes were full of hatred— but his hands told a different story. They wrapped tightly around my waist, pulling me close. Too close. His grip was firm, almost desperate.

The loneliness was suffocating, a black hole that threatened to pull me under permanently. I woke up crying, chest heaving, the truth hitting me like a slap shot to the sternum. The tears wouldn’t stop as the realization crystallized amid the chaos of detox: I was in love with Callan. Not the version amplified by the link. Not the coerced alliance born of blackmail. Not the chemical dependency the doses had created. I was in love with the man himself—the complex, flawed, extraordinary man who had upended my life and then rebuilt it with me.

"I love you more than life itself honey." THE END

The two complemented each other so well that sometimes I could hardly bear to see them. Against the two I was totally lonely and alone. What woman wouldn't want a man to care for and love her? Only I made the mistake of falling in love with someone who could never give me what I needed. My mind was fading more and more every day, no matter how much I fought against it.

“ I love you Addie , I love you so much and I wish that you just can see it , I don’t care what you are using me for but spending this much time with you and being the most important person in your life right now is the only thing that I need that will make me compete as a man . I love you so much baby , I love you more than you even imagine and all these years , I have made sure that I never stopped loving you , even though you don’t notice that I did . You don’t know how much you really mean to me and I wish that you can just see it , you are the best thing to ever happen to me and I am not going to take that love for granted . I don’t mind being the pawn in your game , spending time with

“I wish you all the best, my dear sister.” The End