Pleasure After Pain의 모든 챕터: 챕터 21 - 챕터 26

Chapter Twenty-Two“Why did you come here?” I asked. I’ve been bothered with that. I thought he won’t run after me, or he might be scared to. I escaped him, I might go to the police but I didn’t. Still, doesn’t he feared that possibilities?“The moment I came home and found you gone, I got scared. I don’t want to lose you, Lila. I love you that much.”“You cheated on me.” then I looked at him. “I found you doing some--.” I sighed, unable to continue the words.He looked down to his hands. I don’t know if he is just acting or what but he made a good show of looking ashamed like that.“I know I-”“Tell me, Taylor.” I shifted on my sit to face him properly. Taylor looked at me with the same expression he has on since I saw him today. “What are you? Are you gay?”He frantically shook his head. “N-No, no, I’m--”“Okay, let’s play this game.” I chuckled. “Question and answer, but I will be the only one asking.”Taylor slowly nodded so I started.“If you are not gay, are you bisexual?”He l

Chapter Twenty-FourI opened my eyes and looked at him. Tears started to crawl from my eyes and I felt my heart heaving as I look at the man in front of me.“What happened to you, T?” my voice trembled. My husband looked down. I don’t know what he was thinking but the fact that he can’t look at my eyes meant he is guilty. At least a bit.After a while, he looked back up to me and smiled wryly. “I failed, I guess. I failed to be the good husband that I promised you I’ll be. I failed to keep my secrets away, I failed you.”I cried more from his answer. Tears rolling down my eyes but I can’t make any sound. My throat felt like its being clenched, like a hand was gripping on it tight.Am I wrong to not gave him a chance? What is it that changed between us now? Is this the limit of my love for him?Yes.I can’t see myself with him again. I can’t see Lila living with a new Taylor, his secrets might be better to just be kept but I also don’t want secrets coiling with my relationship.“Yes, y

Chapter Thirty-Three Our eyes locked the moment we stepped into the elevator. There were five other people inside, and our floor was the last stop. He looked at me with undeniable heat, and I knew I looked at him the same way. I wanted him now. I wanted to kiss him, to devour him. I craved another taste of the feeling I knew only he could provide. Kyler reached for my hand, his fingers weaving through mine, pulling me closer. The warmth of his touch sent shivers down my spine. I sighed, a deep, longing breath. Pure lust was taking me over, every inch of my being screaming for his proximity. I felt as if I were being consumed by the intensity, as though I was devouring him with my gaze alone. Now, it's clear to me that he wants me. Not as a mere distraction, not as a fleeting amusement to pass the hours. He desires me, not superficially, but with a depth and sincerity