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AMELIA. I kept on looking at her like I was starstruck. I couldn't figure out why. All I knew was that I was scared. Deep down, I knew that Dylan wouldn't leave me but anything could happen and he could decide that he didn't want me again, I wondered if I should tell Ava.“I'm fine.” I told her and she shot daggers at me. “Don't make me ask again, Amelia. Spill it.”“I really am okay.” I said and she sighed. “Do I look like a fool to you? Ever since we got back from the second break, you've been acting so weird and spacing out, and Dylan is nowhere to be found. It doesn't take rocket science to know that you and Dylan fought, he's probably the one that fucked up, and you're trying to protect him, so spill,” She said and I shook my head. “No, no, no, no. He didn't do anything, it was all me. I fucked up and I hurt him.” I told her and she frowned. “What do you mean?” Ava asked me and I sighed. “While you were out for the second break, I went under the elm tree behind the gym and

DYLAN. “How do you even know that I and my girlfriend fought?” I asked him and he rolled his eyes. “Do I look like a baby to you? I basically just know when people are dealing with real life problems and just small issues like your love life.” My uncle said and shrugged. “You're so starved of love, you know that right?” I asked him and he just shrugged again.“I don't need love in my life, I've seen your father miserable a lot of times because he was in love, I've also seen him miserable a lot of times because your mother fucked him in the head. Now, you're repeating history. “ He chuckled lightly.“I so pray for a woman that would fuck you in the head, it's then you'll know that love is not something you anticipate. It's something that just happens. Love is a respecter of nobody.” I told him and he looked bored. I knew what I was saying. I didn't know how much I wanted Amelia, I just thought it was a crush that would go away with time. That was my thought, but then, she just barg

DYLAN. The doorbell has been ringing for a while now, but I couldn't even Stand up to open it, I was so fucking drunk and out of my mind. After my uncle dropped me off at my apartment, I brought out the vodka I had stashed away. Amelia was messing with my head. I didn't know what else to do to make her know that I was really sorry for all those times that I hurt her and it only hurt her more because she still thought about all those moments. She still thought about the time that I hurt her, she still thought about the evil things that I unknowingly did to her, could it be that just looking at me reminded her of all the things that I've done? Was that it?I didn't know how I was going to make her understand the fact that I was actually very sorry for the things I did, I was going mad and I was even okay enough to be sober while thinking about it. It all helps when I'm a little bit numb. At least, I can try to think on the things I'm doing wrong. Was Rowan trying to take her away fr