I belatedly came to this realization. Taking the phone, I input the password—which was still my birthday— to unlock it.I scrolled through the messages, and the more I read, the more blurry my eyes became. The two of them worked in the same office, but they were still messaging each other from morning till night. In one of the messages to her, my husband, Shane Sanderson, complained, "I can't even stand to kiss her when she's bare-faced." And in another, he wrote, "Pregnant women have a smell. It's so unpleasant!"I felt an ache in my heart, and then that indescribable pain started to spread to the rest of my body. When I got the confirmation that I was pregnant, he was the one who eagerly took away my cosmetics. He was also the one who would hug me and then give me a big sniff, saying that I had the milky scent of a newborn baby. The more I scrolled up, the more repulsive the conversation became. Even my fingers were trembling. When I reached their messages from a month
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