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~Jessica~ I followed suit, well informed I was supposed to be with them. I didn’t understand the change of things and me being with him all the time, except it’s just for him to see me suffer and be submissive like he surely witnessed the last time I was in his room. I should ask questions and ask to be excused and give them space right, just come up with anything at all that would keep me away from them? But no I wasn’t seeing myself doing that now, I’ve become to careful and mindful of what I say. I followed, pushing my thoughts to the side a bit as I noticed Sebastian wasn’t walking towards Tristan’s room as normal. I mean I was damn happy I wasn’t going to be forced into a quiet state again but where are we going? He continued moving ahead with short strides. I know it was for me to keep up and I was only suppressing the need to find another fault with him because I couldn’t tell if Tristan would overhear and it’ll lead to something else.. something

~Jessica~ “You are taking time with that” he wasn’t even looking at me. His back faced me but he said it like he memorized it already and that was exactly what I’ll be doing. “You can do it yourself, you know.” I mumbled the words as this routine was already becoming so usual. It’s been busy, a whole lot busy with having to watch wolves train like they are about to face something way worse than death. I had to wake up the same time they were up, followed and learned to stay silent. My new decision was eating me up. The thoughts of betraying my people plunging into the deepest part of my heart. It’s been days following the same routine, Tristan’s response becoming so expected as he didn’t act too scary but still very much looked the part. It was like he was way too busy for me or my troubles and I should be happy about that right? I mean I’ve been dreading having to bathe him if he was ever serious about that. And I still haven’t told him abo

~Jessica~ What’s going on? I couldn’t process anything right now. Somehow my mind was going blank and in my defense he wasn’t going to do anything, he just wants to scare me right? He got so close and I tried to steady my breathing so he doesn’t know I was freaking out. It’s going to be the third time he’s getting pretty close to my face again! I tried to push him off as my head began to swirl, my insides a bit bubbly as Myra was ever so concious and liked the idea of having him this close. It was going to be something quick and would leave me after tracing my lips with his hands right? Making me feel things I hadn’t known was possible to feel. “Let me just give you another good reason to hate me, princess.” I should be so angry and pissed off but the moment he called me princess I stupidly laid down my guards a little even though I knew that had to a be a sign of nothing good. My mouth wide opened, my breath and words out of me as he groped me, holding o

~Tristan~ “Nevan.” I called out his name, watching that ignorant smile rolling off his face as he stood to welcome me. We sat outside the house, no way I was allowing him inside my house. But he didn’t mind, not getting the idea that this was an outright way of telling him that he wasn’t welcomed. But who was I kidding, he never gets it. “Alpha Tristan” the young alpha addressed me properly, knowing fully well that anything less than that could get him on my bad side and he was sure too know what that meant. I sat down watching him closely. “What did I do to warrant this visit?” I let that clumsy smile go okay on my face, waiting to hear him out before coming to conclusions myself. “I just wanted to see you and say my greetings .” His happiness was visible on his face as he watched me too, too eagerly that could freak anyone else out. “Okay you’ve seen it now and you can call to do that rather than leave your pack and come all the way here.”

~Jessica~ “No, I’m not going anywhere with you.” I muttered, crossing my hands over my chest. I so much wanted to shout that out but I was guessing I shouldn’t and I didn’t. “You want my hands on you?” He asked, moving his eyes down my body. Making pictures of minutes back coming to my memory. My face was heating up a bit, i suddenly felt so uncomfortable as he was standing right there with me. I move my legs in a hurry walking past him and back to the building. I walk really fast not wanting to suddenly see his face as I could only imagine when he was just mere inches away from my mouth. “Why are you fucking running princess ?” He called out from my back his voice sounding deeper than it usually was. Wait .. what? Myra, how do we know how deep he usually sounds? I don’t respond, walking pretty fast even though I know he could catch up to me in less than a minute if he wanted to. Wait I don’t want him calling me that again an