All Chapters of My Human Mate: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

Xavier's POVI woke up with a splitting headache. I trued to lift my head but if felt like I had a ton of bricks weighing me down. There was bodies beside me. Must be the girls I invited over last night... Or was it the day before. I don't really remember. I don't remember a lot of things these days. One day is just like the others so I thought that drinking alcohol would help me pass the time quickly. After living for so long, should have known better.I have been doing some thinking and let's just say, thinking led to overthing and it don't go so well. The only available solution to me was to drown myself at the button of the barrel. And that didn't go well either. I have lost myself. I lost myself a long time ago. Every time I thought I was in control, I have been proven to be wrong.I thought I could handle a blast from the past but I was wrong. I have made myself up to be tough but the truth is I was weak and vulnerable. I am not strong at all. I don't think I can do it again. Th

Chapter 84Blake's POVKyle and I spent most of the night drinking but the topic about Brielle never came up. He then left to go back to his mate and I was yet again left to loneliness and silence. I tried to get some sleep but I guess I didn't drink enough to get knocked out. I layed on the bed, staring at the ceiling hoping that wherever she is, she misses me just the same. I ended up falling asleep but it wasn't easy. I tossed and turned until morning.I woke up and went to do my daily routine getting ready to leave. I had to talk to my father to agree to stay in charge of the pack until I come back. Now that Kyle was here, he would be able to help our when needed. I definitely can't involve him. I wouldn't forgive myself if I took him along and anything happens to him. Not when he's going to be a father. I can't deprive his mate and child of hid presence.I don't want to tell the family anything but I had to lead by example if I wanted things to change between Brielle and I. I had

Blake's POVI woke up after difficulty sleeping. My body was aching all over I couldn't move. I have never taken the floor before this so it's going to be an experience. We'll, I guess I kind of deserve it for making out with Brielle in the kitchen. For one, I thought he was going to flip and attack me but he was pretty chill about it and planning his sweet revenge on me. I guess we are even that way.I managed to get up and I was alone in the room. Seems like Brielle's old man woke up earlier. I usually wake up to but I guess being in a different place threw me off routine. I stood up and stretched my limbs and yawning. After, I picked up the pillow and comforter and put them on the bed. I put on my shoes and went out of the room to find Brielle and her father.I looked around the hallway before making my way to Brielle's room. I haven't been there. It's the room down the hall. I knocked on the door for about 4 four times but no one answered. She must already be awake as well. I went

Brielle's POVTime went by quickly. Too quickly for anyone's liking. It's been two months and still no lead on Sandra. It honestly pisses me off how good she is at hiding. That assured me that she definitely wasn't alone. She had people backing her up. All in all, I couldn't dwell on that misfortune. Everything was not all bad. During the last 2 months, I got to meet Kyle and his mate, Morgan. I was glad to finally meet them. I was surprised to see that Morgan was heavily pregnant. I was happy for Kyle and her.It's safe to say, I found a friend in Morgan. She and i are different in so many ways and she is older than me but we immediately clicked. My first female friend. We are inseparable. Every chance I got, I make sure to visit her. A few weeks ago, she gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. It was such a joyous and blessed occasion. I was there. The whole thing reminded me of my own pregnancy.Those are memories of my past life, I wish I could forget them because they are painful. W

Brielle's POVTonight wasnt so bad after all. Dancing with Blake was so fun. I am glad I came. At leary I got to enjoy prom. I left Blake back in the hall to go to the bathroom. I went into the cubicle and did my business. While in there I heard some girls giggling to themselves in a next cubicle." Did you see Blake? Omg! he looked so handsome. It's been a whole since he's graced the school with his presence. It's such a she that he is always taken. We totally stand no chance."I heard one of them say sounding bummed out." Oh please. No matter how handsome he is, boys will always be boys. He was with Rea for some time and we though they were end game but some girl got between them. I don't know what she did but I'm sure anyone can do it."" Yeah, you are right. And that bitch isn't even beautiful. I mean have you seen her. She doesn't even put effort in how she looks or what she wears. I don't know what Blake sees in her. I mean, compared to her, Rea was way hotter. He'll soon reali