All Chapters of A Mate for my Lycan Alpha: His Mate, Her Nightmare: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

Avery's POV My heart races with a mix of fear and determination as I slip silently from the packhouse under the cover of night. I have had enough of Alpha Kane's antics. He will never understand that I want absolutely nothing to do with him. I do not care about the mate bond and I do not need him to make me his luna. At this point all I want is my freedom back Every step feels like a rebellion, a small victory in my ongoing struggle for freedom, freedom from kane, the pack and this cursed bond I want to have nothing to do with. I am terrified of what might happen if this doesn't work out as planned. I am very sure kane would do everything in his power to make me pay, I know he would not kill me but he can get very creative with his torture. I do not deserve all of this. A few months ago I was a happy wolf who had her best friend and was excited for her 18th birthday, ready to see what her future would look like. Now I am stuck here wishing I wasn't outside the night I was. Giving my

Avery’s POV My body is finally starting to break down. Days without food or water has finally taken its toll on me. It has left me weak and drained, but my resolve remains unshakable, I wasn't joking when I said I would rather die than give in to Alpha Kane. He is everything I despise, I don't care if we have this insane chemistry or if I find it hard to control myself when he is around, everything he does proves to me why he would make a terrible mate, he is arrogant, proud, annoying, and he doesn't want to let me be. It's like he doesn't understand that I need him to free me from this torment.I know he is incredibly handsome with his toned body, full dark hair, dark eyes that you could fall into and that intoxicating cedar scent that could make any wolf...It's not love it's just lust, Avery it's not love it's just lust. Is the mantra I recite to myself every time I feel like kissing him or doing anything stupid. Every time I feel myself slipping, the fire in my soul flares brigh

Avery’s POVThe aftermath of the fight lingers in the air, everywhere is thick with tension. My body is exhausted from all that action, I didn’t know turning into a wolf could take so much energy out of me. Kane carefully lifts me up and carries me back to the packhouse like he isn’t just as exhausted, he is probably used to this unlike me, his grip tight and unyielding, but this time, there’s something different. Gone is the usual cold indifference, replaced by a strange hesitance that I can’t quite place. His earlier aggression towards me has faded, replaced with a surprising gentleness as he tends to all my wounds, his hands careful, almost tender yet still very firm. I never knew alpha Kane could have a soft and gentle side but here we are, he is being so tender and dominant like he doesn’t want me to break which is ironic because I feel broken inside all because of him.We get to his room where he carefully places me on his bed. I wince in pain as he applies pressure to a gash

Avery’s POVI stand frozen in fear, I can’t move I can’t think I can’t do anything, watching a stranger approach with malice in his eyes. I don’t know what he wants from me but my instincts can tell that it is nothing good. The tension in the air thickens as I realize he means to harm me. “What do you want from me?” I ask with a shaky voice. Just as fear begins to overtake me, Kane steps in. Without a word, he moves swiftly, his movements predatory and lethal, taking down the out sider with a ruthless ease that sends a chill down my spine. His protective instinct is unmistakable, he just saved my life.For a brief, surreal moment, I forget who he is. Forgetting the cruelty, the manipulation, the constant struggle against him. In this instant, he seems almost... normal. Almost like a protector. In this moment I know he would do anything to protect me and keep me safe. This makes my wolf purr in admiration “he would do anything for us Avery, he is the only one who truly cares about us”

Avery's POVMy consistent defiance in rejecting Kane yet again had pushed him beyond his limit. In front of the entire pack, he forced me to kneel on the cold, hard ground as a form of punishment. The warriors sneer at me, some whispering that I should submit already, I hear and see their judgment. I should pay for making their alpha go through all this stress, while others watching in amusement. But I refused to break. I glared up at Kane, my body trembling, but my spirit defiant.Let me give a recap of what happened. It was a normal day of training until the all-mighty alpha Kane decided to start his usual tantrum of me not accepting to be his mate.“Why do you choose to be so stubborn Avery?” he asked in annoyanceI am getting sick of this so I reply “I am stuck here in your pack, isn’t that good enough?”His expression hardens as he brings his face closer to me “it isn’t enough and you know it” after a few more back and forth then I may or may not have called him the A word in fro