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Chapter 31

James povI was sitting on the edge of my bed, watching shadows move across the wall. It hit me through the calm of the night, echoed Bethel’s words earlier in the week: James you should have told me. I would have been with you… for Rosa and Emma.)She was right. There was no way around it. Keeping her in the dark, I thought, would save her some pain; I imagined I was protecting her from perhaps being haunted by picturing what Emma went through. However, I kept that as a contingency excuse for not being able to face it all myself. My so-called, protection had just been pride dressed up as concern.I felt hella guilty, not only because I had let Bethel down but Rosa and Emma as well. I had worked that case for months, determined to track down and apprehend her. I felt that conquering the issue would make it all okay. What remained instead were empty chasms in the bonds that were so dear to her.While Bethel catered to Rosa and Emma in their journey of world-creation, I watched from the
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Chapter 32

Rosa’s povOutside, the rain lightly tapped on the windows of her home, providing a steady and serene sound to the coziness of her living room. Bethel had always lived in a cozy house — couches with tight arms, hand-knitted blankets thrown over the chairs, vanilla notes lingering in the air. For me tonight, it felt like a safe and sacred space where I could finally let go of what I had held onto for so very long.Bethel sat across from me, holding her tea. I fidgeted at the edge of my cup while her soft pools of understanding met mine. I had invited myself, as if I needed company (the real reason was for courage)“Okay, we — like, maybe tonight you could try to not be a mute,” Bethel replied, voice heavier with curiosity. “Is everything okay?”I let her words hang in the air for a moment, and I thought about backing off. It would have been really easy to brush the conversation off, to smile and nod and say I was okay. But I wasn’t fine. I had not gone in a long, long time.I put my te
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Chapter 33

Dera’s povThe soft Bethel living room light made the comforting womb of non-judgment an uncomfortable juxtaposition to the cool grasping fear that had frozen my heart. What this storm in my mind felt like pale compared to what weather it was about. My steady rock, Bethel, sat across from me looking straight into my eyes and supporting me like a bull mastiff.All right, Rosa,'" she said slowly, sounding like the voice of a well-meaning grandma preparing me for this talk.I nodded, gripping the rim of my mug like I could cling to it. “I’m so scared, Bethel. What if I say the wrong thing? What if he walks away?”Her expression softened and she inclined closer, gently putting a hand on mine. “Fear is part of it, and I understand that, Rosa, but you can’t run from this anymore. James deserves the truth, and you deserve to move on—whether that be together or separately."I swallowed, my throat parched even after earlier drinking tea. “Where do I even start?”Bethel gave a slight smile, pra
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Chapter 34

Dera’s povIt was an odd kind of quiet, and I stood outside our bedroom door, my heart beating so loudly that I wondered if James could hear it. Emma was safely asleep down the hall, her slumber at peace while I waited to unleash a storm. I saw James on the bed with a book, his face static in the gold light of the lamp.I held the doorframe and took a big breath trying to center myself. Yet as the words Bethel and I had practiced swirled in my head, they were no match for the emotional damage I was about to inflict.As I entered, I whispered James.He looked up, concern passing over his expression when he saw me. “Hey, Rosa. What’s wrong?”Instead, I approached the edge of the bed and did not reply; I sat next to him with hands shaking, fighting the panic that was rising in my chest.James, I said softly (so soft it was almost a whisper), I need to tell you something.He shut his book, set it aside on the nightstand and focused entirely on me. “What is it?” He furrowed his brow.Apart
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Chapter 35

James POVI couldn’t breathe. It was a caustic refrain that, even now, still echoed painfully in the recesses of my mind, “I cheated on you.”All I could do was just stare her in the face processing what she had just said. My wife. The woman I promised to love and honour. The mother of my daughter. With Alex—who I had put my trust in. It was like the ground filling in under me, and I was falling free."How could you, Rosa?" I demanded, my tone low and quivering with latent rage.Her face was a riot of trails left by tears, as she sat perched on the edge of my bed. She reached surreptitiously to me, her hands quivering, and I took a step back automatically. The very tears that once cried out for my comfort meant little now. Not after this.I felt distanced from you, she said softly, her voice almost a whisper, but it sliced through the air between us just the same.Disconnected? As I sat there my mind quickly drifted back through the last year — Emma going missing, sleepless nights, se
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Chapter 36

Rosa’s POVJames glared at me, a black hole with his pain that threatened crushing weight. Each of his words was another wall between us, and more proof that I had lost him forever.{}James, please I whispered shakily “Just let me explain.”“Explain?” he spat, his voice rising. “I mean, what can there be left to explain, Rosa? You’ve said enough.”There was something cold and final in his tone that chilled me. No, I had to make more of an effort — this could not just be how it ended.Voice shaky, I said, “I know I hurt you.” “And I realise that an apology alone is not going to cut it. But I will do anything—anything —to make this right.The noise he made almost sounded like laughter pouring from the back of his throat, and it felt like a knife slicing through to me. “Fix this? Do you even hear yourself? Once you do what you've done, it can't be undone. You’ve destroyed us, Rosa.”My eyes misted, and I had to fight, fight hard against letting the tears fall. He required me to demonstra
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Chapter 37

James povWeeks blurred into months, and yet gripped by Rosa's confession still echoed like an open wound that never healed. Her words—“I love you, James. The song: “I messed up, but I want to make this right” — on repeat, eliciting anger, sadness, and an urge I was reluctant to confess.I wanted to believe her. I would have given a limb to believe her, though, but man. But every time I tried to justify forgiving her the name, Alex would pop into my mind and it was as if I was getting stabbed all over again.One night, unable to sleep, I turned to the ceiling and ruminated on Bethels words — Rosa should be forgiven and have another opportunity. But other than that, its really upto to you whether or not you feel like giving her the opportunity.Could I? Or would I never be able to again see her without seeing the ghost of my treachery? Without questioning every touch, without questioning every word?During the stillness of the day, I watched Rosa. I had to give her this — she was tryin
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Chapter 38

Rosa's POV James: — I want to forgive you, Rosa. But it’ll take time.” Mrs R was ordinary apart from saying that and for weeks I had held onto those words like the last toughed vine to keep me alive in a flood - WEEKS. They were the sliver of light in the black void that was my life, a small piece of hope telling me that maybe all wasn’t lost, maybe I could still fix everything I had wrecked. However, the process of rebuilding our relationship seemed impossible and I understood how heavy that would be. I went all out in every action, every syllable and with anything that came up that showed James how important he was to me. Mornings became more than just mornings; they were times for his favorite coffee, brewed the way he liked it. During the afternoons, I would start leaving little notes of encouragement here and there inside his briefcase or on his desk. We had our evenings of quietly caring for him — cleaning up after him, laying out his favourite literature or movie, letting
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Chapter 39

Rosa’s povJames’s words rang on repeat in my mind as though he had been praying: I want to forgive you, Rosa. But it’ll take time.”Not forgiveness, per se, but something—a tenuous lifeline for me to hold on to with all my might. I had thrown a wrecking ball at the foundation of our relationship and it wasn’t instantly repairable, but I was going to work brick by brick to try and melt back together what we had; carry his pain and rage on my back all he wanted.I put my heart into everything, and I wanted to explain him how important he was for me. I would prepare his coffee in the mornings just how he liked it: two sugars, no cream. I wrote little post it notes to leave on his desk that read: Just thinking of you. Thank you for giving us the opportunity. I made all of his favorite dinners, even though he hardly ate off his plate.Some days, the silence screamed — an unfilled void between us. Yet there were times—moments, really—when I caught a glimpse of the man I loved. And some kin
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Chapter 40

James povI barged into my office, a bubble of fury waiting to erupt. Seeing Alex's smugness at the last board meeting was the last straw. I had struggled for weeks with the betrayal of Rosa, but today I was not angry at her. But it was still aimed at the man who had pretended to be my friend and then stabbed me in the back.Alex, get in here, I barked down the hall.When he entered my office, his neutral and smug face was totally infuriating — the tension in the air could have been cut with a knife.“James, what’s—”So I interrupted him and shut the door behind bagno to get back inside,You know damn well why you are here.The sound echoed across the chamber and for the first time, I caught a glimpse of uncertainty in his eyes. Good.I glared. "Rosa told me everything." And the way I spoke made it clear that there was no possible room for doubt. “Your so-called friendship? It was a lie. You seduced her— —and betrayed me.”He had been looking around, probably searching for a way out or
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