Semua Bab Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love: Bab 11 - Bab 20

Jackson's POV“Have you heard of chess game, mate?” My voice sounded rough. This fvcker I have as a wolf was trying to surface, all he cares about was her.I was trying hard not to reveal any emotions on my face. The story wasn't a warning, I only wanted her to show her real self to me. But she looks to be scared of me now, perhaps because she was weak.Her voice sounded weak and her body was burning. I smiled at her genuinely, the sound of her blood moving around her body was exciting to my ears.It's been a while since I last drank blood. And I wanted hers, even though I know that it was impossible. Unless she offers herself to me.“Do you?” I asked huskily again. Her eyes were filled with different emotions, a tear fell on her cheeks but she was quick to wipe it off.“Did you bring me here to intimidate me?” She questioned but I shook my head repeatedly.“That isn't an answer,”“You aren't in the right state of mind. You look drunk, here,” she showed her wrist to me.“Even though I

Emily's POVThe message I sent to Alpha Kane was for him to choose a location where we could meet and talk. He knows that I was the one that sent the note and he asked us to meet tomorrow.“Thank goodness,” I muttered in relief before tearing the note into pieces. I feel like I was finally taking a step as Jack's mate to help the realm, if I'm not befitted to be the Queen yet.The lives of many soldiers would be lost, their mates will be miserable forever. Thinking about them, this risk is worth taking.I left my room after I was done to return to Zaza in the garden. Upon arriving, he was diligently watering the flowers and a smile curled on my lips.“Roses might later be your bestie if you water them well,” I commented, walking closer to him. He turned to me briefly before continuing what he was doing without saying anything.I stood next to him with my arms crossed, watching him doing his thing.“Can I ask you a question, Zaza?” I intentionally called his name to catch his attention.

Emily's POV “Good day, your highness,” I bowed slightly, without meeting her gaze and entered the palace. I was still going when I heard her question behind me. “Where have you been, Emily?” I nearly rolled my eyes before heaving deep breaths. I turned around with my arms crossed.“To exercise my right as the Queen,” I responded casually before glancing at Mason, “Is Jack around?” “No, he went out with Zaza not quite long,” he responded. I nodded in response, finally realizing why I met her at the door. “I would like to be in my room now, Lady Elena.” I said before walking away. She wasn't pleased with me for no reason, not like I care at this moment. I wasn't really heading to my room, but to the pack house.Exercising my rights as the Queen starts with getting to know the people around me first. The pack house was deep in the south wing, it was a few minutes walk before I got there.At the entrance, kids were playing around happily and a small smile formed on my lips. They were p

Emily’s POVThree Days Later.I clutched my knees to my chest, my breathing uneven as I rocked back and forth. The ache in my legs refused to subside, and my body felt like it weighed twice as much as it should. Every movement was a struggle, every attempt to stand a failure. A low groan escaped my lips, and I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to block out the waves of discomfort.I woke up earlier this morning to this overwhelming pain.In the distance, I could hear the faint but distinct growling of wolves near the main entrance of the packhouse. The sound was unsettling, a reminder of how much had changed in these past few days. This was making me wary, wondering if my door will be kicked down soon, dragging me out as a traitor.It wasn’t just the growls, though. It was everything, this overwhelming sense of dread, of being watched and judged by everyone around me.If I was to be poisoned, why are my legs so weak and what's the thing in my head that is making me feel dizzy? I need answ

Emily's POV“Her Majesty came to me, promising to start embracing her role as the Queen. She wanted this upcoming war to stop, she made me realize that dethroning the Alpha King is far-fetched. I even went ahead, making her understand that the King hasn't acknowledged her as his Queen, yet she wanted so much for this realm. I would so much appreciate it if his Majesty can look into this deeply and make sure those who wrong the Queen are well dealt with.” Alpha Kane continued, and I saw as Jack fisted his hands tightly.This explanation was done because Jack demanded for it. I knew no Alpha so it can't be just being the Luna Queen that made him this supportive of me.The whole situation was interpreted as if I badly wanted the throne which was why I went behind Jack's back to meet Alpha Kane.I could read this from everyone's expressions.“She came to you?” Kiara feigned a gasp, “Wow. Now I understand why I saw her with Zaza speaking distinctly in the garden. They must have been talking