All Chapters of The Alpha's Ugly Muse: Chapter 1 - Chapter 4

I never thought fairytales could be real. To believe in them would’ve been considered childish. But when I found out they were more than just real, and I was suddenly sucked into one, it took me a long time to realize I was finally free.... ----------- I’m ugly. I’ll admit it. At least that’s what everyone I’ve ever encountered made me feel. My mother sent me to foster care when I was 10, my dad having left before I had a chance to even remember his face outside of old photos; and I truly believe that my mother only waited until I was 10 because she couldn’t find someone to take me sooner. I also have no siblings because my parents, after seeing me, didn’t want to have any more hideous children. My parents are perfect in every way, and to produce a child like me? They believed they were cursed. To look good and to have ugly children. The ultimate conundrum to them. So, my mother got her uterus removed, and I'm sure her sperm donor cot a vasectomy. And that’s just my family.

It ended up taking us an hour and a half to reach my little red car. Surprisingly, it was still the only car parked outside of the dense woods, but I tried to ignore it. He seemed somewhat sporty, so I assumed he may have walked. After a short drive, we arrived at a somewhat-popular mom-and-pop 50’s style restaurant before parking and nearly rushing inside. Our stomachs had become in sync with demanding food, and upon entering we had unanimously chosen a table in the far back of the restaurant. The 50’s feel to it made it feel like walking through a time machine; and no matter how many times I walked through the front door, it never ceased to amaze me. But, almost as soon as we sat down and placed our orders, Virgo excused himself to go to the bathroom. At first, I thought nothing of it, but after our food had arrived and I received a refill on my drink, he still hadn’t come back and I had already begun to fill with embarrassed dread. ‘Of course,’ I slumped in my seat, ‘it was t