Little White SeashellsPain twisted in the darkness. My body hurt.I had a body.Wasn’t the advantage of dying that the pain stopped?And if this was surviving, I wasn’t sure it was worth it.More pain, more weakness, and I couldn’t turn away from it. And I couldn’t see, not in this impenetrable dark.Had I been dreaming? I couldn’t open my eyes. Motion. Screams, and heavy thuds, cacophonous noise. More jolting motion, more pain, silence, heavy breaths and heavier footsteps. Rattling and a roar.And through all of it, one searing brightness in the dark, pressing into me, like a hot poker cauterizing a wound. I wanted to scream as it burrowed into me, wrapped around me, jolted me into awareness every time I tried to slip away.And then the brightness dimmed, pulled away, and the pain rushed in to fill the space it’d occupied, and I still wanted to scream, but I couldn’t find my mouth.That lasted a long time.Warmth, at last, and I hadn’t realized I’d been bathed in icy chill until it
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