All Chapters of My Ex-Husband Is My Mate: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

"That first day I arrived to the new training center, my attention was drawn to Violet immediately, but she was looking away. I was late, so I didn't have the chance to meet all of the staff, only the trainers. The whole day, I kept looking back at her and she noticed, but didn't approach me. She left for lunch and never returned... I was so bummed by that," I start, hating the way Sky takes a deep breath as if she's preparing for the worst, but I know she needs this. She needs the explanation and I need to be as honest as I possibly can, "And that's when my mind started going to this uncharted territory of doubting us, because I really wanted her to come back and I wanted to keep looking at her, which had never ever happened before. Then I saw you that night and it wasn't the same. All I wanted was the day to end so I could see her again. That night was the first time I didn't feel... attracted to you. I was almost annoyed by your presence. And that night was when I made the decision

"I would NEVER give up on you, even if you were at your absolute worst, cheating on me and being evil to our daughter. I would care enough about you to snoop through the curtains, find the truth and get you help," I admit and I look up in time to see her eyes fill with tears. She snatches her hand away to wipe them, "Because I know you so much, I would know there's something else going on. It wouldn't be normal for you... just like I hope you thought that it was not normal for me. I hope you realized that was not actually me." "I did," she lets out in a whisper, her hands still covering her eyes and I can tell she's fully crying now, "I knew that wasn't you. Fuck, Farrow... why did this shit happen to us? Everything was so perfect." "Maybe it was a test?" I try, moving closer to her. I want to hug her and bring her to me, but I'm not sure I'm allowed to, just like I wasn't allowed to come inside my own house, just like I'm not allowed to talk to my own daughter, "We never had any

{ Farrow } My patience is nowhere to be found. I spent all of last night restless as hell and this morning at work, I had to have the same conversation with like ten different people about my situation while all I wanted was to just go home with Sky already. "Okay, listen to me... don't push her," Nicola warns when we're in the hotel lobby, both of us ready to go to our own respective temporary homes, "I know you will try to push her, but please don't. She's just going to get freaked out. Just be glad she's allowing you back home and be smart about it." "I'm always smart," I say, but Nico just scoffs, "I am. I will play nice and wait for the right moment to attack." "Yeaaah right… you will probably try to get into her pants sooner than you should and then you're going to blow up when she brings her boyfriend around you. You think you're ready for that?" He asks, ruining my good mood, “Ready to meet her new man?” "Sky won't do that to me," I frown. I hadn't thought about

{ Sky } I keep telling myself I’ll go to my own room soon and leave Farrow to his own devices, but I can’t. I stay with him in the living room bed, in totally different ends of it… except not really because at some point we’re both right in the middle. Farrow wants to know everything he missed while he was ‘kidnapped’ so I try to tell him a few things, skirting around the other things I don’t want to talk about. But just like I thought, being around him feels good and easy. Just like it’s always been. “Hey, you two,” Rocky murmurs when he returns home and only then do I realize I’ve been sitting in bed with Farrow for over four hours, just talking. Having Rocky around reminds me that I need to go to my own room, so I tell them I’m not hungry tonight and I basically escape to my own room, away from Farrow and his captivating presence. Thinking that word makes me frown. He is captivating, more than usual. I can’t stop basically floating to him. Maybe he’s bewitching me now. {

{ Farrow }How did we end up this close? I didn’t even notice because I was so worked up about Bobbie, but… she’s right here. Like, right fucking here. "Well, I hate it," I mutter, except Sky also notices our proximity and she moves back. Fuck, "I just feel so... like I lost so much time." "It wasn't that much time, it's fine," she says, giving me a sweet little smile. My girl, she's so cute. I want to kiss her more than I want anything else, "We'll be alright." "Really? You promise?" I whisper, looking down at her lips for just a second. Sky swallows and her scent turns sweeter. She totally wants me to... "I need space," she blurts out all of a sudden and sits up harshly, moving to get up and walk away from the bed. Fuck me, "I'll go paint." "You're painting again?" I ask getting up to follow her because I can’t stand our distance now, she nods, "Can I be there while you paint?" "No, Farrow. Just... stay here. Or go work out, you wanted that, right?" She offers, taking a step