Lahat ng Kabanata ng PLAYTHING OF THE ALPHA PREDATORS: Kabanata 111 - Kabanata 120

APRIL I couldn’t believe my ears. It was taking everything in me not to lose my balance while the hateful words abound.Some of those nasty comments were whispers, but most of them were said right in my face as I tried to maneuver through the crowd and each of them was a blow to my reputation that I knew could ever be reversed. But I tried my hardest to soldier on and keep a neutral expression until I was safely in the backseat of Nick’s car. “Baby,” he sighed once he got in and shut the door behind him, “I’m so so sorry my baby,” he sounded like he wished he could turn back the hands of time for me. And frankly, I knew that he would if it was possible. “I… why? I ju… there’s no… I don’t… it’s not…” I tried to speak but I ended up choking on my words and losing my train of thoughts each time. “Come here,” Nick pulled me into his arms and immediately my head made contact with his chest, the floodgates opened and I found myself wailing like a widowed woman who’d just lost the love

APRILIt was the strength I got from Nick’s encouragement that allowed me freshen up and decide to acknowledge the meeting. He made sure that there was a formal wear laid out smoothly on the bed when I stepped out of the bathroom, and when he noticed how weak and down in the dumps I was while I dressed up, he stepped in and helped me dress up faster so I didn’t get to the meeting late. If I was hoping to appeal to the judges on the disciplinary board, arriving on time wouldn’t hurt my chances of getting a light sentence. Luckily, there was no groping or sexual acts being flaunted on the screen so I hoped that would help my case. I knew how much they frowned on their students being openly sexual, so I thanked my stars that that’s the video that had been chosen. Trust me, with the way men used to go crazy over me at that strip club, there were much worse scenes where they repeatedly groped me or spilled cum on any parts of my body that was in their line of view when they jerked off

BROOKE News of April’s suspension reached me even before she was summoned by the school court. It was that easy to get information when your mother had countless school officials on her payroll that reported back to me. I’d also been able to watch the footage of the entire ruling process and I got to see how broken she looked when her punishment was read out, especially when she was told that she’d lost the presidential title. The pain in her eyes was raw, like she’d faced a destruction too much for her to stomach, and I couldn’t help but feel bad for her. After all the horrific and lewd comments I saw under the video I posted, I felt like I took things a notch too far. Ace wasn’t the kind of guy that anyone should suffer for, he was too much of an asshole for that, but I’d still caused her that much pain despite knowing that. And now, I was feeling guilty in all kinds of ways. But all it took for that guilt and pity to fade away was being reminded of the kind of mother I had and

XANDER I haven’t been myself since April’s reputation pummeled. The thought of how shattered she must’ve been haunted me. I regretted ever sharing that video with anyone else, because if I’d just kept it to myself, none of this would’ve ever happened. Knowing that I shared some of the blame completely broke me, to literal bits. When I heard of the harsh judgment that was passed by the disciplinary committee a few days ago, I desperately wanted to find her and at least know how she was doing. I knew how important that presidential post was to her and it must be tearing her apart to have lost it. For the first time ever, I was willing to show just how much I cared about her in hopes that it would serve as some form of consolation. I needed her to know that I’d have never done her that way even though I was fond of throwing that threat around. But of course, all my attempts to reach her were thwarted. Nick made damn sure of that. She was completely unreachable and so was he, he was

XANDERAs the days progressed, things only got much worse than before. With every waking moment, April was the foremost thought on my mind and nothing I’d done was able to change that. She was in every glass of water, every meal, every game character, ever mirror, every movie scene. Every fucking where! The best way I knew how to flush a girl out of my system was to fuck several other girls until the thought of her was dormant and ended up vanishing completely. But that wasn’t even an option to get rid of this sick obsession with April because I couldn’t even get aroused by any other girl, I’d watched countless porn videos to at least get some action but that was also completely useless. The only way I could feel act form of arousal was by thinking back to the times when I’d fucked April, that was the only thing that got me going. Now, the problem was that each time I gave into any arousal that was triggered by her and gave in to the urge to jerk off to those thoughts, I always end