All Chapters of Blood and Ashes: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

“You know I do not appreciate being touched in that manner,” I said through my flushed face, the redness of my face was indisputable.An affirmative hum falls from somewhere in the throat after recovering from his laughter. “But you didn't resist the touch.”I wanted to. I badly wanted to but I didn't.He brought both his hands up to my thighs, his large palms rubbing my thin thighs in a circular motion. I managed to stop myself from slapping his hands off where he'd kept him. I do not know what he would do next. He had been managing to control his anger whenever I talked badly to him. I see little flames stir up and settle slowly in his eyes “Take your hands off me,” I repeated, almost begging. His palms against his thighs were doing strange uninviting things to me. If there wasn't a fabric separating his palms from my bare thighs, he would have surely seen the effects of his touch, goosebumps.The worst was when he got so close; his warm, minty breath skimmed on my face as he spoke

The upper half of my body was going numb; the effects of the medicine had hit once again. My eyes felt like they would burst out of their socket, I felt heat from the pit of my stomach bubbling onto the surface.I wanted out, I needed out.I needed to get back home and become one with my bedsheets; maybe if I got home, the weakness I felt throughout my body would wear off. They don't take long to wear off these days.Through the short car ride back home, I was quiet. Miss B said a few things to get me to talk to her, but I snubbed her; I faced sideways, staring at the buildings that passed with speed through the window. Like, she was a damn hematologist, I'm sure she could fucking understand my mood right now.Why does she have to make me feel bad for not talking to her? I would apologize to her later; we wouldn't get it right till I'd apologized, I couldn't do anything on my own without her, even take my bath.We got home after a few minutes; the serenity of my home was already welco

Erm….what is going on?What the fuck was really happening?I mean, some seconds ago, I was crying my eyes out and now, I'm about to be kissed by someone I dreaded the most. On the lips.I would blame it on the fucked up therapy medications, they've got my head all twisted up. I couldn't doubt the small fact that what I was involving myself with had fanned a dead part of me back to life.But this was wrong.His touch was wrong.The fire in his eyes could consume me, turning me into that same ashes he had emerged from, I knew I had been kept on a perilous leash the moment I saw his canines elongate. He was turning.Just the perfect time to kill Rose.He was so into the act just as I was, I had to draw him out so If I'm to be killed by him, it would be with a clear eye.I felt the heat from his body.He was burning hot.“Your eyes…they're burning again.”His eyes widened.Why was he acting surprised? Couldn't he feel it too? Or did he not have control over those fiery eyes of his?Wh

It's past midnight.I stare at the ceiling with my eyes wide open. The night was calm; the loud sound came from my alarm clock ticking. I thought of setting up an alarm to wake up early, but there was no point setting up an alarm; my whole day was a sickening recurring event.I would always come back to my bed after all. My day only took a bit of a U-turn earlier today.The nefarious thought was stuck in my mind; It kept replaying over and over again like a damaged disc record. No matter how much I tried to stop those thoughts, they came back, rushing in speedily like a damn flood.Of course, I couldn't erase it out of my mind completely. How could I? When the person was the main focus of my thoughts was sleeping peacefully on the couch next to my bed.I turned to look at his sleep form, I could still see the slow rising and falling of his bare sculptured chest in the dimmed lights. He sleeps so peacefully while I reminisce on the chaos he'd stirred up in my body; he slept like he k

“Why do you have to be this way?” Emmett narrowed his eyes as he asked.I tried to guess why that question was asked and what warranted it.“What way?” I grimace, my eyes darted both ways before bringing it back to him.We were a breath apart, the tip of our noses almost touching. That sultry feeling still lingering.“I don't know, maybe uptight, I guess…isn't that exhausting?”“Oh right, so because I didn't let you do whatever the fuck you were about to do, that makes me uptight? Really? Really, Emmett?” My nose flared.I don't know how to act right now, my mind was clouded with stupid unfiltered thoughts and it's draining the fuck of me. I want to leave this bed and take a run down the street, but unfortunately, it's impossible.“Woah woah, calm those raging nerves of yours. I was only asking a question; you don't need to come to bite me in the ass, you honey badger?”“So you're gonna call me a honey badger now, right?" My breaths grew fast, and my heart pounded.Fuck this guy.Fu