All Chapters of My Billionaire Ex Wants Me Back: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

“Come on, let’s get you out of here” I carried her up, and exited my room while my security was going to hand over Mr. Venzo to the police, I knew it wouldn’t take him long to get out the police but at that moment, I needed him far away from Jessica.“I’m sorry Jessica, I should never have let you leave in the first place” I whispered to her and the moment we got into the backseat of the car, she was all over me in seconds.“I would fucking kill that bastard” I gritted my teeth. Jessica’s had had begun traveling down my chest to get what she wanted but I couldn’t indulge her, not when she was in this state.“Just this once Parrish – don’t you want to continue what your started at the elevator yesterday” her voice was sensual and inviting. My eyes raked over her and I licked my lips slowly, a low growl rumbling in my throat. The gown she wore had began to bunch up to her thighs, exposing her creamy thighs that excited me. Her hair fell about her face and her green eyes gleamed in an lu

“He doesn’t have feelings for me – ”“I don’t have feelings for her – ”Ken and I said at the same time but somehow it felt like we were overcompensating. Diana’s deep brown eyes searched mine suspiciously and it confused me because I hadn’t seen both of them in years, since the summer we spent on an island in Europe, but I couldn’t blame her, we all never talked about what happened.The tension seemed to be thickening with every passing second and Parrish stepped in our middle, acting like everything that went down didn’t affect him the most – but that was Parrish, he always wanted to be seen as the Messiah.“Okay, let’s just enjoy the beach now shall we? It’s been years, let’s move on” he said and Diana grabbed Ken’s hands pulling him with her and I moved up to Parrish’s side.“This is going well” Sarcasm dripped from my voice but he pretended not to notice, instead he took my hands and pulled me closer to him.“You know I never really blamed you for what happened then, honestly it

*SOME DRUNKEN YEARS AGOJESSICA'S POVIt was just the day after Parrish had dumped me at his birthday party and a sat on the couch snuggled up in Sophie’s arms as the tears poured out of my eyes. Sophie’s smoothing my hair did little to nothing to calm me down.“You needed to see his face Sophie, he couldn’t even look at me – ” the tears streamed down my face as I recounted the scenario a dozen times in my head.*We’re done“How could he do that to me?” I asked questions that she didn’t have the answer to but she only pulled me closer“He’s not worth it Jess” she counted, her tone was sharp and there was a hint of anger in them and Sophie wasn’t the type to repress her anger, no matter the situation “So basically, his mother was right. He was the type to spiral, you know – sometimes Jess, women can be crazy but there’s always a hint of truth behind all that resentment and anger”I said nothing, I didn’t want to think about him anymore. I sneakily checked my phone and there was a tiny

PRESENTParrish’s Pov*“Three words, eight letters. Say it and I’m yours”*“I – I don’t want to hurt you”Those words hurt to say but it was necessary. I couldn’t love her the way she wanted me to not with that dirty secret hanging over my head, looming over me everywhere I went, any time I saw her or perceived her scent around me. It was difficult to look her in the eye, knowing the amount of pain I had caused, even more that she was yet to realize.“That’s fair” she said back with a neutral tone and an air of indifference hovering around her.“Jess – ” I called even though there was a guilty hint to my tone, but I wanted her to understand me, I needed her to understand.“I don’t want to be hurt either Parrish – so I understand” she didn’t understand, not even in the slightest bit.“No, you don’t understand” I stopped her “I’m not trying to hurt you but I’ve done things, real terrible things that I can’t seem to escape from. Things that you’ll never forgive me for” the memories flutt

PARRISH’S POVRunning wet, icy trails with an ice cube in her mouth down my back not only sent shivers of pleasure throughout my entire my body, it left me almost paralyzed. The tip of her fingers were cold from picking up the ice and when she touched me with them, the goose bumps that developed on my skin were fat and prickly to touch, my muscles flexed involuntarily when she swiped the sharp tip of her acrylics over them. A soft groan escaped my lips and it seemed to entice Jessica or probably aggravate her further because she escalated to an even more aggressive nibbling of a particular delicate spot of my neck that always sent me off the rails – gripping the sheets and aching for more of her and her sweet supple flesh, for more of her delicate skin next to mine because the heat that radiated from her was like a drug to me – it was like an addiction that I couldn’t curb. I pulled her closer, my hands firmly clutched around her waist. Like a dirty habit, her lips met mine – slow, so