### Eumerriah's Point of ViewGabrielle built such a huge house. It’s perfect for a big family. I’m happy, but I can’t help feeling a bit sad because of the thoughts running through my mind.Part of me still struggles to sleep these past few days because I keep thinking about Jerome. It might be called cheating, but what can I do if he still crosses my mind?I love Gabrielle; I know that for sure. I’m happy when I’m with him, and I laugh genuinely with him. He made me realize many things. With him, I experienced things Jerome never did for me.With Gabrielle, I never worried about what might happen tomorrow. With him, I wasn’t afraid to show my real self without makeup. With him, I didn’t find it hard to be honest. But with Jerome, I always had to smile, always had to look beautiful in his eyes, and above all, I always had to be a good person.I know the difference, yet I can’t help but think of him. Jerome and I shared five years, on and off camera. I admit, I was happy with Jerome,
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