SandyIt was strange to be in a room with all these powerful men listening to my opinion. They did. I said I wouldn't trust Luca either, and they decided to wait to deal with that part of it. It felt good, to have my feelings about something considered. "Sandra, I am not saying you are wrong, but Luca usually knows all that happens in the peak. I mean within minutes. He has spies all over that place. Why shouldn't we ask him if he has seen the assholes at least?" Henry was the one to suggest Luca, so it's only natural he question why I feel the way I did. It didn't upset me. As nice as it was that they listened to my opinion, it was equally nice that they don't just say and do what I want because I am a woman, or because Joseph keeps calling me his queen. Every time I hear it my heart beats faster. It's exciting, but it's also scary. I love him, I always had. It was almost instant, the feelings I had for him. I have never thought past that. Past the constant war, he is fighting, or pos
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