Nicklaus Michaelson I was broken seeing the hateful look in Ava's eyes, she threaten to get a restraining order against me, now I don't even know what to do anymore I'm going crazy, I know I messed up but she's making everything harder for me, how can I make it up to her when she's not even giving me a chance to do that. She hates me so much that my sight irritates her. What else do I do? I left the park to go drink myself, I initially came to the park to clear my head cause I've a lot I'm thinking about, but now it became worse, my dad's in the hospital because the company he worked so hard to build all his life is at the verge of collapsing all because of me, I'm trying to get my ex wife back but she hated me so bad, I have kids who doesn't even know I exist, All this problem? I don't even know where to start from, I just want to give up on life and end all of this, but no….I have my kids to live for, I haven't make it up to my wife, and my parents still needs me, they were with
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