I just wanted to wash away everything that happened. I scrubbed and scrubbed but the shadow of what happened yesterday still loomed over my head like a dark cloud. I was so embarrassed to even show my face at work. Maggie was right. How am I even supposed to have a relationship with this guy? He's my boss for Christ's sake, he clearly hates people, and hates the world for that matter. I have the worst luck with men. My last boyfriend, Matt, was my first ever boyfriend. Yeah yeah I had my first boyfriend at 18. I lost my virginity to him and then he cheated on me and left me crying my eyes out. From then on, I looked at men differently. It seemed as if all they wanted from women was sex. No one wants a relationship anymore, no one cares about bonding and starting families. This world is fueled by sex crazed men and women. Granted, I couldn't even look at my parents' relationship for advice. They didn't even have a relationship. I don't remember the last time my mom and dad hugged,
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