All Chapters of 37 Days: Chapter 161 - Chapter 170

POV Millie Of course, the pregnancy test comes back positive so I’m sent down with that dark-haired nurse again down the long hallway to get an ultrasound. I feel like my legs could betray me at any step and allow me to fall to the ground. The dark-haired nurse opens the door to the ultrasound room, “this is Emily, she needs a dating for early pregnancy,” she tells the ultrasound technician. The tech takes some papers from dark-haired nurse and leaves the two of us. “Hi Emily, I’m Nina, have you ever had an ultrasound before?” She asks so sweetly but I’m not falling for that shit again. I shake my head. Nina explains to me how it’ll all go and that she’ll explain things throughout the process. I lay down on my back as she gets things prepared for the ultrasound. She squeezes some gel-like substance on a probe-like device and faces the screen between her and me. I’m indifferent about this, I don’t think I even want to see, I want to close my eyes and pretend this isn’t my reali

POVMillie As soon as the words leave my mouth he goes white but there, I said it. I planned the whole thing out in my head and then with Steph on our way here but that obviously went to shit. It was going to be delicate but no, he was a dick so I decided to be one back. “You’re what?” He whispers like he hasn’t heard the words correctly. “I’m..” but he puts a hand up to stop from saying the words again. He stands up to his full length, “how?” He demands, his appearance changing to grim. “We had unprotected sex X, how else?” I ask but I know he’s ignoring me. “How far along?” He asks through angry gritted teeth and eyes losing pigment. “Between seven and eight weeks,” I say intertwining my fingers together on my lap, palms collecting moisture.“Are you sure it’s even mine?” His words tear through me like a slow-motion jagged knife. “What?!” I ask standing up myself now. “Did you fuck Nico? Chase? Or some other fucking prick?” He asks, the white flesh turning red. “You’re jok

POV Millie I’m a shell of a person. The guy I saw yesterday was nothing more than a vile creature. I can understand it was a surprise of a revelation but my god, did he have to be so eerily cruel? I stare up at the blotchy white ceiling in my bedroom as I’m sprawled on top of the white comforter with jumbled thoughts. I haven’t talked to X since yesterday and although that hurts me, I’m pissed at him and he could shove it where the sun don’t shine. Asshole..“I guess it’s us against the world little gummy bear,” I speak to my belly and rub it. The sun has long set but I’m not tired, not even a little. I turn on the Bachelor but it’s just not doing it for me right now, I can’t concentrate. I don’t know where X and I stand anymore and it’s eating me alive. I won’t sacrifice this child to please him and he’s set on not wanting one so where does this leave us? As if he can read my mind I get a text from him. X: yo!!!! Needa talk Uhhh..Me: Okay, when? X: I dnt no Is he drunk?

POV Millie It’s now Saturday morning and I’ve been invited by Mia to the annual Fourth of July party at the house. It’s on the beach and apparently the best party of the year with BBQ, swimming, music and fireworks. I’m a little apprehensive about going because X and I are on…interesting terms. The last few days have been off-kilter between us. I try to give him the space he needs to process everything that’s happening in our life right now but it’s still kinda awkward. For my sake, he’s trying. He asked me to send him the ultrasound pictures the other day which was pretty shocking to me and although I wanted to pry and ask why, I didn’t. My hopes are that he’s feeling connected to the image just as much as I, starting to accept what’s to come. We went out to lunch yesterday and he never brought up the whole Fourth of July party. I brought it up to him and he said he wasn’t planning on going, he thinks it’s lame but when I told him I got invited and was planning to go he changed h

POVMillie I’m driving him wild but this show isn’t for him. He’s a completely different person today than he has been for the last week and I’m loving it. And the comment about eating? What the fuck was that and why did that turn me on so much? I spot Dani out of my peripheral vision every so often but I don’t give her my full attention. I’m not sure what her end game is but I don’t trust her, I just simply don’t. “I’m gonna go get a drink, anyone need anything?” Dani asks as she gets up, revealing her toned body. She’s wearing a small white bikini with dark denim shorts leaving the button open. The contrast of the white bikini against her long, straight black hair is extremely sexy but I’d never admit that out loud for obvious reasons. Julian and X request another beer and I shake my head no. In the meantime, slim and some other rowdy guys I don’t know yet join us in the cabana. One stumbles against me on accident and X immediately sets me to the side of him and bolts up off t