All Chapters of The Alpha, The Beta or The Rogue?: Chapter 71 - Chapter 80

I kick open the bedroom door, grateful I had cleaned up only the day earlier, or else Evelyn would likely have been walking into a much messier home. And I lead her to my bed, feeling strangely uncomfortable. This feels so strange, this is something I am so out of practice with… something I have not done since Ava… yet I want Evelyn, I truly do, but I feel an incredible amount of guilt too. I don’t know how to control my feelings right now. Is this normal for someone having lost their mate? I have no clue… ‘Get over it and deal with them feelings later.’ Micco suddenly speaks up within the pits of my messed up and confused mind. ‘before she goes back to Cayden for a second round.’ Wow. That’s is kind of him. Straight to the point as always. Though, I know he will be focused on marking her and finally making her ours. Having our second-chance mate, not a chance that came around every day… ‘Piss off.’ I respond, before putting up a block to him, not nee

I left Cayden at the packhouse doors, feeling more than a little confused and definitely unsettled. My wolf, Rek, paced within my mind, needing to be let out, but right now I did not trust him not to run off, away from the pack, and I needed to be near in case Evelyn needed me… or Cayden. I appreciated his offer of a room tonight, but I could not be near him right now. He was a sweet guy, probably too sweet. A little simple in some regards. I knew he was a wonderful Beta from the time I had spent within their pack, he was so highly thought of and massively respected, as was Alpha Jackson, of course. They both did a wonderful job of running the pack after they took over the roles of their fathers. But, Cayden, seemed to lack a little common sense at times, and maybe a little intelligence too, but strangely, I found that quite endearing. Seeing him become flustered around me was strange, it sent surges of desire through me that I knew he would despise. Despite the fact we are

I awake the next morning, tired and aching, but content in the arms of Jackson. His embrace, much like Cayden’s makes me feel safe. It too, feels like home. Like I am meant to be there. I let out a content sigh. “Mmm, somebody sounds happy.” Jackson snuggled his face up against my neck. “You sleep well, love?” “Did we sleep?” I tease, knowing that we had certainly made the most of our time together last night. His touch had sent me to places I did not know I could reach. He was amazing. How he ever thought he could disappoint me truly astonished me. His touch simply brought my entire body alive… “I think there may have been a little sleep mixed in here and there” he smiles, as he rolls himself onto his belly, leaning on his elbows, looking down at me. “But I am hoping when you did fall asleep it was with a smile on that beautiful face of yours.” He gently kisses my cheek. I smile, my heart fluttering at how sweet he was with me. This was nothing like the Alpha

The moment Jackson and Cayden seemed to agree to me coming out to see Aiden I was off. They seemed genuinely accepting of me needing to see him, and I appreciated that. Hearing Jackson mention the possibility of Aiden leaving once all this prophecy stuff is done scared me. I didnt expect to be fated to three men, three strong wolves at that, but they are mine, I feel drawn to them all, despite not marking them all yet, and the thought of losing any of them petrifies me. I need his reassurance he would not leave me.... I rushed down to the camp where I know Aiden and his pack are staying, only getting lost a couple of times on the way. I ask Orla for help and she laughed at me! I swear I have a wolf who seems to find it funny that I get lost… As I walk along the footpath, getting a little closer, I can see the tents in the fields, and can hear the movements of the people within camp, likely getting up for the day. My mind is wandering as somebody approaches me from behi

I finished cooking some pancakes for breakfast, wrapping them in some foil to take down to the camp. The lazy bastard of a friend I had the pleasure to call my Alpha, sat drinking a cup of coffee chatting to me, he was clearly happy and content this morning having spent the night with Evelyn, only irritating me further. I knew I had been a little offhand with her and I felt guilty the moment Jackson pointed it out. So, the moment she asked if she could go and see Aiden and we sort breakfast I felt unable to refuse her. But I did not appreciate the lazy ass of my so called best friend passing off all the work to me. “Done.” I tell him. “You not cooking bacon?” he asked, earning him the darkest and moodiest glare I could muster. I swear I wanted to swing for him right now. He simply chuckled. “Come on then, oh cheerful one.” He placed his mug into the sink, knowing one of the omegas would come by and clear up for us. “Let us go and find our mates.”