All Chapters of The Lycan's Mistress: Chapter 111 - Chapter 120

JOHN: “ Are you certain though?” Harry asks for the umpteenth time. “ Damn, that's rough! I never thought she was capable of something like that-” I slam the drink on the table, half drunk as I say in a loud voice, “Those werewolves can never be trusted, I tell you! They are a freak of nature and they never should've been accepted into our damn society.” A few drunken men in the local pub chorused in agreement and murmurs rose as we all found a topic to agree on. “ I'll still never understand how man and dog can be in one body. That's a freak!” “ Hey, hey, listen, listen,” one got on his feet, staggering while holding his beer. “ I once dated a were… er… woman. Werewoman-” “Boo!” The other men chorused trying to shut him up. “ Just listen, it gets interesting,” he swears and I give my attention. “She was so beautiful, had a big brown wolf too but you never hit a dog twice. She claimed she was having my kids but bitch, I ain't fathering no dog babies. I blocked the hell outta her

CRSYTALMy mother leaves with a final wave and I watch her car drive off with my heart sinking deeper and deeper into my chest.He's moving on with the wedding… I never imagined– no, what was I expecting! It was going to happen anyways! It was either Ruby or Claire, I was never in the picture-“ Your sister's fiance,” John's voice breaks my thoughts and I'm turning to meet the judgement in his eyes.He knows.Now that he knows, I'm in a more deeper mess than I ever expected to be.“ Do you really have no shame, Crystal?” He folds his arm while I shut the door gently, hoping to disappear and be with myself for a while but this… I have to go through this.“ Why reconnect with your family if you're going to mess things up later?” He wonders, his words heavy with accusations and he has no idea how much they affect me.I'm startled when my visions blurry and a tear drops on the floor. I didn't realize I was crying already.“ You're even more despicable–”My guts are wrenching in hurt and s

CRYSTAL I swallow the lump in my throat as I prepare myself for what may come next. As much as I want his teeth in my skin as I hold him so close to me, I can't let that happen. “ I'm sorry.” Silver lifts his head as his eyes blaze with deadly warning, “Don't say that-” “ I didn't mean to-” “ Shut up, Crsytal.” “I wasn't thinking-” The wind slams hard against my face as he's suddenly standing next to me. His aura is heavy and thick with annoyance and I lift my head up to his smoky eyes. “And here I thought we were finally getting somewhere but having you apologize for it only makes me feel stupid.” I'm shaking in his presence, my wolf quivering from his tremendously heavy aura. “What did you intend to happen when you sunk your teeth into my neck?” He asks. “You think I haven't thought of doing that to you?” I know, I know that. I know he's been holding back so much and he only did that because of me. I wasn't ready – and I'm still not ready for his mark. I messed up and he

JOHN:Shit! Why the fuck did we even come if her dickhead of a father was going to keep us at arms length?This is more than an arms length! We're about a few miles away from the mansion.The cabin is not so bad. As Crystal spends some quiet time in kitchen as she should, I take a look around Whether I choose to admit it or not, these chairs, the TV stand and that chandelier probably cost more than my car and could be triple my salary.The old man sure spends a lot on unnecessary things, like how he still sends his damn daughter her allowance unfailingly every month.If you're cutting her the fuck off, then fucking do it.Crystal has never known lack. Lucky bitch!The stairs are made of fine wooden material and the bedroom looks like a sophisticated version of a tree house. The large window displays the moon with intentions like they need it to survive.It's not a bad view up here. I can see over the trees, light lights in some distant areas telling me we're far away from the dogs.I

CRYSTALI woke up feeling different the next day and everything seemed to be so warm and kind around me. It could be the endless love and support my wolf sent my way as an encouragement to get through the day.We didn't forget why we were here. Silver's mating ceremony to Ruby will happen in the next two days and we're unsure of what to do.To sit back and let it happen or… or ruin all this… again.I can't bring myself to make such a decision. I guess at this point in my life, I want to have my cake and eat it even though the idiom says ‘you can't have your cake and eat it.’ fuck that, I want it all.It's almost time for breakfast and as I head down the stairs, I wonder if John is expecting me to perform wifely duties– I'd rather not but the evidence in his hands…I see him dressing up in the living room, after all, he slept there for the night. There's no need for us to sleep in the same bed and I'm glad he didn't even bring it up.I sense the two by the door before they knock, start