TheaI couldn't sleep the entire night, my heart kept beating in worry for Angel. I was restless, pacing about amidst my silent prayers for his protection. Maybe I shouldn't have been mean earlier today. Maybe I should have asked him to stay. Would he have listened to me? My feelings about the Casino was unsettling, I could feel it like that night of the attack that something would go wrong but then I didn't have the courage to let go of my grudge towards him. I wasn't ready to forgive just yet, I needed more time ... Wait, I needed more time? Was I seriously considering it? Forgiving him? This was so unfair to me, just when I needed to make him suffer for everything he's done, he had to be in danger one day or the other. He wasn't letting me have a win was he?I spent the entire day in my room, loosing appetite even when they brought my food to me. I isolated from the girls and told them everything was fine. The entire day was about me having to choose between asking Angel to stay
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