Bear a child... At my age. I still had my whole life ahead of me. I wasn't ready to just settle down with a man who didn't love me. Kieran's proposition was preposterous, but I knew it was more than just a compromise. It was what was required of me.As I turned on my bed and faced the window, the early morning sun hit my face through the curtains. The sun rose every day, pushing out the darkness. But I'd been stuck in the dark for far too long. When would my own light come? There was no hope for me in the midst of this confused world. I wished for once that I could just lie there a little longer and do nothing, but of course, I couldn't. I stirred and pulled myself out of bed. It was the weekend but I had a lot of school work to catch up on. I trudged into the bathroom, took my bath, and got dressed. I joined the rest of the house for breakfast downstairs, but I wasn't in high spirits, so I didn't engage in small talk. Half the time, I could feel Kieran's eyes on me, but I pretended
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