All Chapters of The Marriage Game: love in a lie.: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

53 Chapters

21. In Wait.

JamesAll I could think about during my flight to Chicago was Amara’s face after she told me to stay back because she’d feel lonely alone in the house. I’d walked away still because my company had to come first.This was the primary reason I never got involved in serious relationships. Because when the time comes for me to choose between love and my company, my answer would always be my company which would be unfair to my partner.That was why I decided to be alone. I couldn’t prioritize a fleeting feeling over a company I’d built with my sweat and hard work. It was this business that helped me pull me and my brother from a pretty bad place.I didn’t always have this money, I wasn’t born with a silver spoon. So I worked really hard to make sure I didn’t lose it all because that would mean going back to a place I’d fought tooth and nail to leave. But when Amara had stopped me at the door, looking at me like she couldn’t bear to watch me go. I’d wanted to throw it all away and remain i
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22. A Truce.

CHAPTER 22James I touched down on New York within a few minutes and wasted no time finding my way to my house. Amara was waiting for me and I needed to get to her.I was still driving back to the house when Cayden’s call came in. I put it on speaker. “Everything good over there?” I still had the commotion at the back of my mind and I'd return to it once I get to my girl.“I’m done with developing the proposal, I just sent a copy to your email. We’re all good for the weekend. And I must admit man, you’re a fcuking genius! How did you even come up with it? I fear it has more potential than the original.”“What can I say? It's the business man in me, I always have to think and act ahead otherwise, I would lead a good company. And you have been a good COO but, I’ll stop bothering you if you want, we can just dust our CVs and find jobs somewhere else.”“You always know how to crack a joke, James,” I imagined as he rolled his eyes. “Why are you on your way back? Adeline mentioned anothe
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23. Secrets.

James Amara didn’t come out of her till the next morning. I’d gone to her door to knock so many times but always chickened out. I needed to give her time on her own to think about my request.The only friend I had was Cayden, which was mostly because of my busy schedule and my trust issues. There was also the fact that I found most people intolerable. My eyes were heavy when I came out of the room, I hadn’t expected to see Amara out of her room so I was startled when I saw her arranging the table with pastries and tea.“Good morning,” she greeted. Unusually and surprisingly cheerful . “I ordered croissants and cakes, I made tea too.” She pulled a chair out for me. I raised a brow, I could feel the smile that bloomed on my face as I took a seat “Does that mean we're friends now?”“Men and women can’t be ‘friends’ James.”“So you’re really afraid that you won’t be able to keep your hands off me,” I teased her, taking a sip of the tea. It was well brewed. “Don’t flatter yourself, Mck
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24. Who did it?

AmaraI’d almost opened my big mouth and blurted out that I’d rather paint. It’s not like it was a big deal but I cared now what people thought of me. What James thought of me. And I'd rather keep him in the dark than watch him look at me like a waste of space when he learned that I loved to paint.It wasn’t that I was ashamed of my work, it was quite the opposite. I was proud of what I did so much that I couldn’t handle other people looking down at it. Venturing into the arts in a circle like mine was seen as a mere hobby to pass time with rather than a full time job. Where I came from, everyone was focused on businesses, and which ventures were the next big hit. It was all about making money and being high up in the status game. “What are you thinking so hard about?” James pulled me out of my thoughts, bringing me back to the present.Certainly a man like James saw art as only a medium to decorate his house with. He wouldn’t understand the depth and emotions that went into creatin
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25. Mine, all mine.

James I’d lie to myself if I said it didn’t feel good living with Amara. I’d be more truthful to myself when I agree that I was a tad disappointed when the constructors called to say that they were done fixing the house.That meant we had to move back in, and it made me wonder if we were going back to our previous arrangement where we barely saw each other. I got used to living in the small house with Amara. I could tell when she was awake and trying to walk around the house quietly so she wouldn’t wake me. She was very considerate of me and my feelings, it did feel weird but nice. The days had passed in a haze. I spent them mostly watching movies with her or messing around in the house. We never went beyond the point of making out, it felt like it would take whatever was going on between us to another level. I don’t think any of us were ready.After the conference today, I’ll move back to the main house with her and take some time off. The proposal and the launch were our two majo
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26. Kiss Me.

AmaraBy the time the dinner was done, I was pretty much fumbling over my words. Who knew company dinners could be so much fun? Well, I didn’t know that.“I think you’ve had too much wine, babygirl.” James whispered into my ear.I giggled and leaned into him. “I don’t think you’ve had enough wine, James. You need to loosen up! Come on, give me a smile.” I held his cheeks in both my hands and squashed it. “Why do you look like a potato?”“I should’ve stopped you at your second glass, you can’t hold your alcohol?”I pushed him away, or at least tried to. “You’re ruining the fun. I’m not inviting you to another dinner, you can stay at home all alone while I go out and enjoy myself.”He tried to bite back his laughter. “I think you have it wrong. I invited you to dinner, not the other way around.” “That’s not true!” I pouted, “I don’t want to talk to you anymore. I like your colleagues better, they’re so nice to talk to.” I grabbed his arm, “Can I come work at your company? I could be yo
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27. The Family.

Amara Away from the city, it was easy to hear the chirping of birds rising with the sun. I knew I was bound to have a hangover but what I expected was to find a sleeping James beside me. I ignored the banging in my head and focused instead on him. There was something angelic about the way his hair fell over his forehead. The brown is a contrast to his almost pale skin. I pushed his hair back—then ran my finger across his brows, his nose bridge, and finally his lips. They sat puckered like they were begging to be kissed. But I didn’t want to be the one to initiate contact with James. You never knew what he was thinking.“Are you going to stop ogling me and kiss me already?” The sleep in his voice almost sent me back into bed. It was scratchy, their tremble vibrating from where our skin made contact. “I’m not ogling you, and I’m certainly not kissing you.” I pushed away from the bed but he was quick to grab my arm and bring me back to the space beside him.“Why? You didn’t have any
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28. Little Danny.

CHAPTER 28James.I answered the attendant immediately because I didn’t want to start putting ideas into Amara’s head. These past days have been intense for both of us, and I was hoping her brother and Daniel would act as a buffer between us. “Where do you boys want to ride first?” I stopped in front of the first water slide. Daniel hated the crowd, he trusted no one but me and Cayden around him. But I knew he was going to warm up to Amara and Keith once he realized how at ease I was with them. Despite Cayden’s efforts to hide him from the pain of living, it was impossible to delete every memory he had of the past, of their parents. His family had been as messed up as mine, that was why Cayden understood me perfectly. It was one of the reasons Cayden had enrolled him in a boarding school, the first being his inability to take care of him all the time. “Jamie.”That was the nickname he had for me. I bent down to Daniel’s height. “Made up your mind on which one to go on first?” He
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29. Revelations!

AmaraSomething was wrong with Daniel, it wasn’t that hard to tell. It also wasn’t difficult for me to figure out that talking about Cayden’s family was a line that I should never cross. Still, going to the park had been a great experience. It was fascinating to see the way James took care of his brother and mine. I knew without a doubt that he would make a great father. But I don’t think he felt the same way.There was unspoken trauma between him and Cayden, something so great that caused them both to withdraw into themselves and shut off the outside world while bonding with each other.But I wanted to be the one to break down those strong walls that they’ve built strongly around their hearts. I wanted them to experience what love was, to know that they deserved happiness, and to have people who cared about them. “You’ve been awfully quiet since we got back from the park,” James commented as we sat down for the dinner he had prepared for both of us.I couldn’t tell him what I was a
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30. Sorrows, sorrows, danger!

Amara James stood there in front of me, unblinking, and so still it started to scare me. I shouldn’t have said what I did, he’d told me after all that we couldn’t have more than this fake relationship. What the hell was I thinking? No, the problem was the fact I hadn’t been thinking at all. I should’ve kept my thoughts to myself and swallowed those feelings even if they killed me. “Forget I said anything.” I turned and went to look at the other paintings, pretending to examine the details even though I couldn’t really see anything through my tear-clouded eyes. I wiped furiously at my eyes. The evening had been going perfectly and I had to go and open my big mouth and ruin it. “Amara,” James called after me but I kept walking like the art pieces I passed were more interesting than the turbulence that was happening in my chest. He grabbed my shoulders and spun me to face him. “You can’t just say something like that and walk off.”“Better to walk off than watch you frozen at the sp
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