Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Alpha's Unwanted Luna : Kabanata 81 - Kabanata 90

80 - RykerI have never paced so much in my life. I’m not worried or anxious. I don’t think I’m nervous, but Kennedy is willingly spending time with me outside of training and pack business. She’s taking an interest in the pack like a Luna should. This whole relationship is becoming real for the first time. I want her. I mean I have always wanted her, but now it’s not just physically. She’s important.“Ryker, sit down. You are making me itchy.” My mother scolds, looking up from whatever books she is currently reading. We are in the small dining area in the house her and my father chose when they moved out of the packhouse. It’s only a few minutes away, but it’s tucked into the woods, cozy and private.“I can’t. I have no idea what I’m doing and I can’t mess up any more. What do I do?”I gave my mom a brief history of the interactions Kennedy and I have had since she got here and naturally, my mom knew most of this from Kennedy’s point of view and took my mate’s side. Regaling me in

82 - KennedyI am very proud of myself. I don’t throw a fit or storm out of the room, even though that is exactly what my gut wants me too. I don’t want to be locked in the house again. Especially when I know Amy is back and trying to start sh*t. She definitely doesn’t care about Ryker having a mate now. I could see her issue with me before, when I first got here. I thought maybe he had a deeper connection with her or maybe he made her promises considering how old he is. To be twenty six and still not have a mate is not unheard of, but it is closer to rare than normal. Now that I have been around a while and the way Ryker is with me, the way he held me close to him when she was right there in front of us tells me the obsession is completely on her side.That’s a whole other thing to wrap my head around. The way he held me. Even something so simple as using me to cover up his fabulous naked body. I felt…I don’t want to think about it in case I jinx it, but he held me. Then aga

84 - Ryker“Ken.” I shout, not even getting her full name out before she’s out of the breakfast room.“Luna.” Bennet chases after her.“Hey!” Danny and Greta both call out behind me as I follow.I can’t tell if she’s ignoring us or if Todd has her full attention and she can’t hear us. But, she is fast. I can feel her worry for this girl. It’s palpable through our bond. “Where was she last? Or I guess the better question is where did you lose her scent?” I hear her ask Todd.He’s breathing hard. He must have sprinted all the way to the packhouse. “We weren’t too far from the soccer field. Our house is close. She wanted to play hide and seek and we were all having fun, but it’s been too long and we have all been calling her. She doesn’t play tricks like that, something’s wrong.”“Kennedy, slow down. We don’t know what we are getting into. You can’t just rush in blind.” I grab her arm and spin her around. Her eyes are wild and she isn’t thinking clearly. Her emotions are going

86 - RykerI am locked into place. What did she just say? There’s no way I heard that right. She’s just focused on the little girl and letting words fall out of her mouth.“If that’s the case, then wouldn’t she be saying common phrases? Things she says all the time. That is not something she has said to either of us and I was kind of hoping she would tell me before she told you. She does like me better.” Alpha is joking, but I know he is just as shocked as I am. If he heard it then I wasn’t hallucinating.“Did you just get those special three words from a special Luna, Bossman? Danny taunts.“Uh, yeah. I think I did.”“Is she high? Like does the wolfsbane mess with humans differently or something?” My head snaps to him. He’s f*cking smiling like the cat that got the canary.“F*ck off.” I mutter, finally getting the use of my legs to follow where Kennedy went with Emily. He just follows, not trying very hard to contain his laugh.Being high ranking wolves, many women over the y

88 - KennedyOh sh*t! I did say it. I was so caught up in getting Emily taken care of that when I was telling Ryker to keep his distance so the wolfsbane wouldn’t affect him, I told him I loved him. He didn’t say anything or react at all, so I thought maybe he doesn’t feel the same or I imagined saying it. I laid there last night, holding onto Emily, worried about what today would look like when he completely took me by surprise and kissed me goodnight then whispered I love you softly in my ear.He has a small smile on his face as he lets me process all the things that happened in the last couple days. I can’t believe it was just yesterday that I threw Amy out of the packhouse and Ryker let me break down a few more of his emotional walls.“How do you feel now? I know that the wolfsbane wasn’t as bad for you, but it did affect you.” He rubs my arms and goosebumps erupt with the tingles. He’s watching the reaction intently while I watch him.“I feel okay now.” I take a deep breath