“Sometimes I can’t breath at the thought of the shit you’ve gone through because of me,” Xavier said. “It keeps me up at night. Eats me up inside. I’m a coward, Ava, and I failed us both.”Ava shifted from one bare foot to the other, focusing on the pricking sensation of the sticks and pebbles that bore her weight, preferring the physical pain to the floodgate of stabbing emotions that filled her at his confession. She gritted her teeth against the wash of tears threatening to overtake her.“If you want me to deny that just to make you feel better, I won’t do that, Xavier,” She said, her voice harsh with suppressed by years’ worth of bitter sentiment she didn’t have the words to voice. “I don’t…I’ve had to learn to live with a lot. It’s only fair that you do the same.”“If that will get me on the path to atonement, I swear to the goddess that I’ll do whatever you need from me, Ava.”“I don’t need anything from you.” Even as she said it, her feet brought her closer to where Xavier sat
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