ISABELLA***A MONTH LATER*** It's been a month now, it's been a month now, yes, a month now and I haven't seen Quincy. I have no idea where he went to. They say he usually gets private lectures from professor. But I haven't seen him for about four weeks now. He left me guilty and feeling worried, he knows how worried I can be but he decided to play it on me. It's eating me right now. I want to see him right now. I couldn't believe I got myself fooled. I think I was really naive back then. I easily get fooled and now I feel like a mess without him here. He did keep the guards to watch over me but I still want him to. I don't want any protections except for his. I miss his touch, his kisses, his warmth and hug. His warm beautiful smile. I sigh. Why is life so hard right now. I've been going through depression. I only have focus on my study but when it comes to anything else, it's as if I don't even exist again. I feel like I'm not living anymore, I'm weak and I feel really troubled.
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