All Chapters of In Loving Memory : Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

The classroom is still running. Debbie could not enjoy the rest of her last days in the second year with all her heart. kept her distance, busy avoiding Eric. Frightened by his response to an unplanned confession of love, she runs away, unsure if he heard the accident or not. Another effect that must be felt is that the people at school who know Debbie will raise the topic when they meet and see her face. For a while she became the chatterbox of schoolmates and had to deal with it with the mental as thick-faced celebrity keeping her cool. “Ouh Debbie! I was listening to that radio channel! Why don't you tell me you like Eric.” This kind of ignorant comment came from one of her classmates who was less sensitive. Debbie felt no need to serve and chose to remain silent. “Your love is real! Hm? Should I help you?” Debbie walked away without a word. In order to avoid teasing in class she went outside to look for interesting distractions. It's no better than staying in class in fact.

Welcome to a new semester, a new class, a new teacher, a new friend, that's what Debbie is going to face today. Ah, not exactly new friends but some faces of old friends. Debbie's friends in 3rd grade are mostly her classmates from 1st grade. Once dispersed they are reunited, perhaps so is the case with other classes. But another problem at this time Debbie was confused about finding a peer. Almost everyone has a partner. At that moment someone whose voice had not been heard for a long time greeted her who was sitting alone. The girl is Sarah. “Hi Debbie, we turned out to be classmates again.” Debbie ignored Sarah's greeting. But she kept trying to get Debbie to talk. “Are you still angry with me? I'm sorry, but why don't you forgive me already?" Sarah kept talking but Debbie kept silent a thousand languages. still trying to find a way or solution. Speaking of solutions, there is one actually if Debbie is willing to. She can be as close to Sarah as she was in 1st grade. "Sarah,

Harry knew it was a sensitive thing but still brought it up on purpose. About the radio broadcast incident, it became sensitive for Debbie because the girl never intended to declare her love. Not at all, especially on air and on the radio. Purely by accident, if times can be repeated she wants to delete it, erase it. Just because Harry was also listening to the radio, does not mean he can use it as a weakness to attack Debbie like this. Debbie has been thinking a lot, since the radio broadcast Eric's attitude towards her perhaps unchanged. Then a week later, classmeeting passed in their respective busyness. And school holidays as well as the start of the new school year make them unable to meet. The last time she saw him, observed carefully when the report card was divided, his attitude was still as usual. As time elapsed, after that day she did not meet in coincidence with him, because their classes were separated far apart, more precisely separate floors. When school starts again

The literature lesson that Debbie used to like so much is now the thing that makes her sad, moping herself. Because it reminds the members of Group 3, especially Eric, the group leader in the cooking competition in their second year. No More Eric the chatty, grumpy, pretentious set that up. There are no more pleasant moments or their quarrels that always make a fuss around. No more jail Eric's laughter, smile nor his voice. Debbie missed all that togetherness. She misses him, and wants to meet and chat with him. So much miss him until everything that reminds of Eric makes Debbie languish. Unable to hold the feeling. But she couldn't do anything about it. Things have changed, and so has Eric. She is fully aware although it feels very painful to accept the fact that he for sure doesn't care about her anymore. Not one bit. Eric's attitude changed that what she sensed all this time, she could guess what the reason was. Probably because of that unexpected declaration of love on the radio.

It was a beautiful, sunny Tuesday morning, but this morning Debbie was already making people mad. She didn't mean to upset Sarah so early in the morning at school like this. she also did not expect Sarah to be so angry, even though she only said innocently. “Sarah, tissue class ran out again. Let's get a new one!” Sarah was immediately angry. “It's so easy for you to speak! I bought that tissue for the teacher from class cash. I just bought it a few day ago and you’re the one who used it all! I'm not going to buy any more tissues, buy it yourself!" Sarah said sadistic. Debbie didn't expect her request to be so bad and make Sarah upset like that. After all, since when has Sarah been such a dictator? But what Debbie can do is only thought positively. Maybe today is not the right day, the day which Sarah had a bad grumpy mood. Moreover Sarah's words were true, too. class dues, it is better to buy more important needs. Debbie knows very well how the class finances struggles to collect