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All Chapters of Riding in Lust: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20
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losing in more ways than one.
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I offered to go to wherever Anna was to protect her, I might not be the best in fighting but I knew how to defend myself but Carlos strongly objected but everyone else thought it was a good idea.“No, it won’t, we would be putting both women in one basket, Doom gets one, and he gets both”“But I do nothing here, I would go crazy if I didn’t do anything.” I was almost screaming, why wouldn’t let me breathe? He fills me with sexual frustration, he is never nice to me, he expects my absolute trust, and doesn’t want me out of his sight. Why doesn’t he understand he had no claim on me?Carlos seemed to have a very important card because everyone eventually sided with him.On day 5, Jose taught me how to play cards and the rules of gambling.I was quite good already. One of my past bodyguards was good at it. Miguel was very handsome and I tried hard to mess with him, but he never even kissed me. He said I was twitchy because I had nothing to do so he taught me how to play cards. He once pro
Last Updated : 2023-09-23for Anna
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He did.“You’ve been avoiding me, you teased me and dropped me, you’ve stalled sex with me. Why now?”How dare Carlos call me a tease. I’ve given him all I could. I am playing my last card; couldn’t he see my desperation?The fucker’s hands were still on my boobs. I threw them away and tried to adjust my clothes.Something flashed in his eyes and he drew me close that there was no space between our bodies. My boobs were kissing his chest and we were looking eye to eye.He looked mad, angry. His breath came out harshly and his voice came out cold. His hands went around my neck.“You would keep still and wait for me. When the time finally comes, we would have all the time in the world to do all the shit and games we want. For now, you will keep calm.”He arranged my gown and tied it behind me.His hard demeanor lessened a bit. “For Anna”That was enough to calm me. “For Anna”Someone was called to do my makeup and style my hair. I felt very conscious because Carlos sat and watched me.W
Last Updated : 2023-09-25Miguel?????
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The attention sent a rush into my body. The auction continued but I could still feel eyes on me. Zade helped me calm down.I began to like the attention, I flipped my hair, I smiled, and I sipped my drinks slowly.Zade gave me a small smile, “Nice move, but let’s not attract the wrong people”“Spoilsport”Finally, the auction ended and the next half hour was for dancing. A very handsome but eerie-looking man walked up to me.Zade whispered something into my ears and left me alone, “Doom”“Hello beautiful, you look stunning in that dress.” For some reason, I wasn’t afraid of him like I thought I would. He looked nothing like I thought he would.He looked like he was in his late 50s. most of his hair was grey, it gave him a look people spent a fortune to get. But what made me at ease was his smile. I didn’t know evil people smiled too.“What can I say? Red suits me well. You look dashing yourself”“Looks like Tuxes are my thing” He was wearing a very expensive Tuxedo.“Very much”“My na
Last Updated : 2023-09-25A brave day.
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Luckily, Miguel didn’t act like he knew me, that was the only relief I had. I knew I was going to lose.And I lost.At least it didn’t lose as woefully as I thought I might. I held my ground long enough, or it could just be him taking it easy on me.Miguel kept his eyes on me, he was probably trying to figure out what I was doing here. I tried not to meet his eyes as I wondered what he had been up to. It’s been close to four years since we saw each other, he no longer worked for my dad.I wondered what would happen now that I didn’t win. I wondered what would have happened if I had won.I didn’t bother to fight it or blame myself. I couldn’t have won Miguel even if I had been playing cards since I was born.We ended the game; Dante didn’t take the money Miguel had won from me.“C’mon, we all play for fun.” He laughed too loudly, it seemed like he had resprayed whatever gave him that choking smell because it was really strong in the air.“How about we all have a drink”He didn’t ask wh
Last Updated : 2023-09-26Is this part of he plan?
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Cat got your tongue?” He had a very loud not so funny laugh. I didn’t have the heart to mind him, all I did was focus on breathing. I was sure only one faith awaited me if I ever fell into my father’s hands. He would sell me in a heartbeat. He would sell me some strong enough to be useful to him, someone strong and evil enough that I wouldn’t dare run away.I wanted to fold myself in a corner.Where’s Louis? Where’s Carlos? I wouldn’t forgive them if something happened to me.But thinking about Anna, Dante wouldn’t be so mad if he had gotten his hands on Anna. Meaning things were still going well. There was hope.“Looks like I’ve gotten myself a name for killing families, who would have guessed the two Dos Santos boys would die by my hands too.”My eyes were blindfolded so my ears were quite sensitive.I got two things from that statement. One, Dante didn’t know a thing about Carlos, he thought the Dos Santos were only two. Two, and quite hurtful, Dante killed the Dos Santos parents.
Last Updated : 2023-09-28Psychopath
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I just wished I could watch how everything went down. Too bad.Noises of gunshots filled the air along with glasses smashing and wood breaking. It went on for like twenty minutes, then there was silence. Then voices but I couldn’t make out who they belonged to or what was being said.Was I so bad at untying knots or the idiot that did this was very good? I pulled at the rope frantically, I’d given up on untying it, maybe if I could pull my hands out or just one hand, I could move with the second hand. I pulled until it felt like my wrist would disconnect from my hands. The pain made me stop.I took a deep breath and tried again. This time I didn’t stop, finally I felt my left foot, although it hurt like hell.I looked around for a weapon that could be useful. I found nothing, I moved slowly towards the door, no one was in sight but I saw a gun on the floor not too far off, I prayed it was loaded.Just as I wanted to place my hands on the gun a leg came and kicked it away. It was one o
Last Updated : 2023-09-28Leaving?
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“You see, I’ve hated that boy, especially for a very long time. His parents were so annoying. Especially his mom. Let me tell you a secret.” He moved closer to me and whispered. “His mom was my therapist.”Dante leaned back again and gave his hideous shriek he called laughter.“She tried to help you and you killed her.” It annoyed me how sick he was.“Only because that kid kept coming in the way,” He pointed at Louis angrily. “It was more annoying to see how she adored him.”“Is that reason enough to kill them?” I was hurt, mad, angry. It was worse that I was powerless against Dante.“I didn’t kill them because of that, c’mon. They crossed the boundary themselves like you all are doing now.”“What do you mean?”“You see, they managed to get out of my radar for quite a long time, then they came back.” He paused dramatically. In my heart, I prayed desperately for Carlos or Zade, anyone to help Louis. I couldn’t watch him die.“They wanted to take drugs off the streets.” Dante’s eyes nar
Last Updated : 2023-09-30Curiosity
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Louis had to undergo surgery to remove a bullet stuck in his ribs, he was alive but in a vegetative state. The house had been busy all through the last month. Juan had taken up a huge responsibility of being in charge of Dos Santos. Many came to pledge their allegiance and condolences concerning Louis. It almost seemed like they were mourning him so Juan forbade anyone from talking about him.Every night, Juan came to the room and talked to his brother. The doctor had said he might be able to hear us. On the day Louis's coma completed one month, Juan tattooed his brother’s name on his left index finger. That night, he sat with his brother and spoke,“Hi, Louis. It’s getting tiring to see you lie down in there doing nothing. You used to be so good at bossing people around and I thought it was easy. You made it look easy. Now I have to do it. It was hard at first but I’m now getting the hang of it. So., I decided to do something to show you my gratitude, for taking care of me all this w
Last Updated : 2023-10-02search and seizures
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I stared up at him, unable to come up with any lies or cover-ups.“Uhm. I came to see you. I haven’t seen you in a while.” I thought that would distract him for a minute or change the topic.“You have been avoiding me, now you want to see me. Why do I not believe you, I don’t believe I could hide myself between pages just to avoid you.”I didn’t come up with any reply, I couldn’t. All I could see was how good he looked. It seemed like he had recently taken a bath as his hair was still wet. It made him look sexy. I swallowed.It’s been a long time since I saw him up close. His good looks discarded me and I decided to be honest, partially,“I didn’t know you read.”“Oh, I can read, I can write as well.” Carlos cracked.I blinked and blinked again. “That wasn’t a joke, was it?”He looked away. “Not anymore.”“I couldn’t believe you just attempted to crack a joke.” I had to laugh at his attempt.Then both of us went silent. The silence was a bit awkward, Carlos and I had never attempted t
Last Updated : 2023-10-03Marry me
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Louis wasn’t allowed to do anything other than eat, sleep, and walk around. I made sure not to leave his side. Juan automatically stopped being the world's best brother, he didn’t even show the newly acquired tattoo. What was it with the brothers not being able to tell each other how much they loved each other?Carlos came to see Louis often but all they did was talk. I couldn’t help but wonder what both of them were talking about so seriously.My relationship with Carlos went back to being restrained due to how we ended things, more like, didn’t end things. I just couldn’t finish sex with him when Louis was downstairs, finally awake. I knew it was just an excuse still, I wasn’t ready for sex. I wondered what I would have done if God hadn’t given me a way out.It confused me. I loved being touched, I loved Carlos’s touch but I just didn’t have the strength to embrace sex itself. The whole thing was confusing and Carlos was paying for it.We went back to being a big family. Louis and I
Last Updated : 2023-10-04
