I was always able to control fear and transform it into a will to fight against whoever threatened me. One deep breath and my heart rate slowed down. Another deep breath, and I regained my focus. Two more breaths and the fear stopped bothering me, giving way to anger. Then I began to fight back. It had always been this way… until now. I had been threatened before. It was always about either blowing up my house, my car, our company building, slitting my throat, or cutting some specific piece of me. It always caused a wave of chills to rush down my spine, but then the chills were gone, and rationality came to action. This time, it was different. This wasn't about me. It was about her. Someone threatened me with HER life! My ribs shrank, immobilizing my lungs. No breath moved below my throat, and as I struggled, the air began to burn above my windpipes. My body trembled. My guts twisted, and raw, strangled sounds started to escape through my squeezed throat. Then my hands fisted. My nai
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